Fang Xin was stunned there, and he didn't care about wiping the blood off his face, just in a daze, like a lifelike sculpture.

Seeing the blood left on Fang Xin's face, Qiu Xiaoye was also frightened, and quickly took out a tissue to help him wipe it.

Fang Xin pushed her away, put on her clothes indiscriminately, and left the rented house directly.

The wound hurt so badly that his vision was a little blurry. He still managed to walk out.

Then, he didn't know how he got out of the neighborhood and how he got back to his dormitory.

When the roommates saw Fang Xin wearing autumn clothes and pants in the early morning, coming back with a bloody stain, they thought he was fighting with someone. Everyone didn't have time to ask the reason, put on a down jacket for him, and hurriedly took him to "Xiaoxitian" to treat the wound, Fang Xin followed in a daze, and didn't say a word from beginning to end.

The doctors and nurses on duty in the hospital are still the same as last time. Last time, they were impressed by Fang Xin. At this time, I saw him come with blood, and I joked with him at first. But seeing his expression, the little nurse couldn't help but ask Zhang Danqing in a low voice: "He fought with people, was he stupid?" As he spoke, he cast a look of pity.

While giving Fang Xin medicine, the little nurse said, "Good college student, you have to fight, it's true!" ”

By the time the wound was treated, another hour had passed, and the dormitory building had been locked. Everyone knocked on the door and went in with the surprised expression of the dormitory administrator.

"Don't tell the counselor! He accidentally hit a tree, not a fight! Zhao Dayue's explanation is undoubtedly that there is no silver here, three hundred and three hundred taels.

The dormitory administrator looked at Fang Xin's sluggish expression and suddenly said, "Lost in love? Well, it should be a broken love, self-harm! ”

The dormitory warden, the older young unmarried man, pointed out as if he had discovered a new world.

In the past year, he has been able to find a job here thanks to a lot of connections. The previous dormitory administrator was his own mother, a very strict aunt. Now, it's him and his mom who work shifts all night. In another year, his mother will retire, and the position will be completely his.

The strict dormitory administrator aunt has served in the Normal University for so many years, and she has seen many things thoroughly, knowing that the promises of the leaders are empty, so she came up with a way to let her son take over in advance.

The son is not young, in his thirties, and he has no partner. There are many students in Normal University, and she doesn't dare to think about undergraduates, but if she can find a girl from a college to be her daughter-in-law, it is also a beautiful thing. For this reason, she spent a lot of energy to build up for her son. It's just that even a college girl can't look down on her mediocre-looking son.

As a result, the dormitory administrator's aunt focused her eyes on the nearby vocational colleges, and finally gave her son a chance to get in touch with the female students in Quancheng. Although it was not negotiated once, his son had many emotional experiences of falling out of love.

"Once the sea was difficult to water", the dormitory administrator in front of him, with his experience, guessed half right.

For the problems caused by the broken love, he was not interested in reporting to the other party's counselor, but under the sympathy, the other party Xin gave great sympathy.

"Go up quickly, I won't take notes." He said, waving his hand.

Everyone thanked each other and returned to the dormitory.

The effect of the anesthetic gradually subsided, and the wound that had been stitched up gradually recovered its pain, which also made Fang Xin's consciousness gradually sober up.

He knew that if he didn't say one, two, or three tonight, everyone wouldn't sleep. Therefore, he briefly explained the conflict between him and Qiu Xiaoye.

After speaking, he took out his mobile phone, and several of them were Qiu Xiaoye's missed calls.

Finally, there is a simple message in WeChat: "I'm sorry, I hurt you, let's break up." I put the key under the mat at the door. ”

Fang Xin put down his phone and felt tears slipping from the corners of his eyes, and he hurriedly wiped them off. He still wanted to pretend that he didn't care, but the cool feeling on the back of his hand betrayed him.

Everyone guessed that Fang Xin and Qiu Xiaoye seemed to be over. They advised him to sleep, and he lay down, but he did not speak, nor closed his eyes.

Everyone sighed.

On the wall next to Fang Xin's bed, there is a passage cut out by Fang Xin from "The Reader": "Feelings are a bright wound, I didn't cry, but I cried......"

Everyone looked at this sentence in amazement, and they all had an indescribable taste in their hearts.

Zhao Weiyang once saw a butterfly struggling in the wind and rain all night, and finally died in the muddy water; He had also seen a small tree break and sprout again one morning. Because of the desire to live, butterflies fall into mud; Because of the desire to live, the little tree was reborn. So, Zhao Weiyang kept asking himself, why are the results so different from the same desire to live?

Seeing Fang Xin's current appearance, Zhao Weiyang thought of what the ancients said: "Water can carry a boat, and it can also overturn a boat." "Actually, isn't the so-called love the same as water? Everyone is a small boat sailing in the sea of life, fighting against the wind and waves, and fighting with fate. Because we are mortals, what we see in our eyes is the desires of ordinary people, and what is imprinted in our hearts is the joys and sorrows of ordinary people. In the face of life, it is difficult for us to be like water, because we do not yet have the courage to walk away and treat everything like dung. All we can do is sail to the other side and achieve our goals without being swallowed up by darkness and the sea. And in the process of sailing to the other side, it is inevitable to be lonely, and love has become an important embellishment in this journey.

Zhao Weiyang thinks that it may be a little cruel to say that love is an embellishment, but college love is mostly like this. Sometimes, even embellishments can't be done, but instead become a sword of Damocles, which is unbearable.

People in the rolling red dust, always facing the temptation of lustful dogs and horses, drunken gold fans, originally only stubborn to a normal heart, obsessed with their own beauty, in order to be clean. The ancients said, "Good is like water." "In the face of the vast ocean of desire, the best way is to give back to the other way, and face it with a good heart. But who can do that?

Maybe we're used to virtue moaning in the garbage can, maybe we'll get stuck in the sewer for picking up a penny, but in order not to let our hearts be dirty, in order not to sink ourselves into the mud, Zhao Weiyang feels that we need reason, but reason is never the opponent of love.

Desire is like water, because of desire, everyone stands on their lonely boat, and there is a possibility of falling at any time.

After Fang Xin's toss, Zhao Weiyang became more and more able to understand Su Linlin's performance. In the eyes of many people, she is a beautiful goddess, a powerful e-sports player, and a top student in science and engineering. Only in a few moments, such as today, did she show her other side in front of Zhao Weiyang.

(End of chapter)