The next time, we were back in the market area, running around and having a hand full of food. On the way, I met Mika and Mamura's parents, and because the two families lived close to each other and knew each other well, the two families came together to participate in the snow festival.

Mika and Mamura, who were as happy as if they had broken free from their chains, became good children in the blink of an eye, and were taken away by their respective parents, leaving me and Sae walking in the direction of home with a bunch of uneaten food. This was already made in the morning, and everyone went home separately, so there was no need to look for his parents and Jing.

On the way, Sata and I were a little silent, because of self-hypnosis, my mind was not very active, and my emotional activities were suppressed to the point of almost disappearing. In such a situation, it is difficult to develop the desire to talk about something or explore something.

Sasha didn't know what she was thinking, her face tensed, and she let out a slight sigh from time to time, and tilted her head to look at me from time to time. But he didn't say anything, but lowered his head and took a small bite of the taiyaki that still exuded some heat in his hand.

Seeing Sa's absent-mindedly walking and eating, I was worried that she would fall, so I looked around for a week, and saw a long fixed wooden chair on the edge of the riverbank, thinking that I could sit down and finish my food before leaving. So he pointed to the wooden chair with difficulty with his hand holding the two bags of food, and called to her softly: "Sha, let's sit down there first." It's still early anyway, so it's okay to wait until you're done eating. ”

"Huh?"

Sha looked up, a few bits of snapper crumbs stuck to the corners of her lips, and there was still unswallowed food in her mouth. Realizing that her appearance was not elegant, her cheeks were flushed, and she quickly reached out to cover her mouth, and only after swallowing the food did she make a subtle sound: "Well, it's good to take a rest." ”

Walking over to the wooden chair and sitting down facing the river, I broke open the only piece of pie, revealing milky white shrimp and bright red carrots, exuding a rich fragrance. I took half of the pie in my mouth, handed the other half to yarn, and then picked up a few more items of food that were not dry and handed them to her.

"Fold, thank you."

She also had a lot of food in her hands, so she had to put the rest of her food on a wooden chair between us for the time being, and then took the food I handed me freely. But she didn't eat it immediately, she put all the food in her left hand, carefully looked at the food she had placed on the chair, and then stretched out her right hand and pointed out a few of them: "Fold it, you can keep a little bit of this pine nut cake and take it back, and this mangin is burned, you can't eat it, and the text cake is also kept...... This, this, and this, these can all be eaten. ”

I glanced at what she was referring to, and saw that all but two of the foods she was referring to were works of art that had a long shelf life during the winter months.

"Oh."

When I saw what they were, I withdrew my gaze and continued to eat the pie, with no extra thoughts in my head. Sata glanced at me and lowered her head to eat the pie.

For a moment, the atmosphere was silent, except for the sound of the river flowing in the river behind them. A few scattered ice flowers swirled around the edge of the riverbed, their slender rhizomes entangled together, and clinging to the stone walls of the riverbed, so that they did not drift down the riverbed.

"Sure enough...... Today's fold is very strange. ”

The silence lasted for a long time, until Sasho finished the pie in small bites, and broke the silence with a soft tone that could not hear the emotion: "From the moment I folded my terrible expression, it became a little strange. If it was a normal fold, I would have asked 'why'. ”

"'Why' means why you're keeping that food?"

I wasn't surprised by Sa's words, except for the self-hypnotic factor, but also because I had already made up my mind about Sa's intelligence. From the point of view of intelligence and understanding, Jing and Sha are both unexpected, which is not at all the mental level that girls of their age can have.

Judging from some daily trivial matters, both of them have extremely sensitive logical thinking, have their own thinking and judgment ability for many things, and have unexpected performance in insight.

As for the mental, it is unbelievable that the two have a level of maturity equivalent to that of adult women, and without experiencing painful setbacks or difficult lives, they completely rely on their own thinking to exclude a large number of children's natures, including exuberant curiosity, single way of thinking, emotional understanding, and so on.

You must know that children are children because most of them don't think in many ways, and they don't have the stereotype of multi-directional thinking in their thinking, and many times the first impression constitutes the whole result of the child's thinking. And the children's likes and dislikes are even simpler, after they have satisfied their appetite nature, what remains is the nature of entertainment.

And these two points, whether it is on Jing or Sha's body, can hardly be seen, and can even be said to have disappeared. Sometimes, they can say things that make me feel awkward, even distorted, and there is also their own understanding and belief, and they will not be easily swayed by the words of others.

Such a very cautious thinking makes them have a personality that surpasses their peers.

"Well, because Fold is the kind of character that will always cleverly continue the topic in order not to let others get bored, so that others are happy."

Sha used her fingers to pick open the rope that tied the lotus leaves, revealing the golden fried dumplings inside. This kind of food has not been forgotten after thousands of years, which shows that food is truly eternal.

It was seen.

I can't argue with that, because it's true. It is a habit of conversation formed due to the needs of the profession in the previous life, and in the dialogue with others, it instinctively controls the rhythm of the conversation, guides the direction of the topic, makes the other party carry out the dialogue according to his own thinking, and at the same time drives the other party's emotions.

"That's right."

I wanted to be vague, but I knew that it didn't make sense, so I could only nod and admit: "I encountered something today, so I was in a bad mood." ”

"Does it have anything to do with Sister Jing?"

Sha wrapped the lotus leaves containing the fried dumplings again, and chose a bag of confectionery to hold in her hand.

"No, it's my own problem. If you want to describe it in one way - well...... It's like a monster that is out of control hidden in my heart, so I can only lock it up temporarily. ”

I managed to come up with a reasonable analogy for my present situation; Faith is the out-of-control monster that will run out and cause panic when I don't control my emotions, so I temporarily locked it up through hypnosis.

"Huh?"

Yarn couldn't understand for a while, showing a confused expression. But soon she seemed to think of something, and nodded clearly: "Are you talking about the illusions that occasionally emanate from her body?" This morning, when I showed a terrible expression, I also had that vision. ”

Sha's words were like a thunderbolt from the sky, so that I couldn't maintain a calm state of mind even in the state of self-hypnosis, and looked at her with astonishment: "What...... What do you feel...... Finish? ”

"I felt it before. Whenever I tell a story, as long as I can tell it with interest, it is as if I can really see what is being said in the story, which is very interesting. ”

Sasha propped her cheek with her palm and looked back at me as a matter of course: "Mika, they also felt it, but they thought it was their own imagination after hearing the story of Ori. I originally thought so, but then my mother said that it was because the subconscious of the fold was too rich, so it would be uncontrollable leakage, and it belonged to the performance of a very good kind of talent, and asked me not to tell other people, and not to tell the fold. ”

Her words sent me into a quick thought, the first thought that popped into my mind; Is it normal to have credibility in the town?

But soon this idea was disproved by myself. If the ability of faith is common, then I should never have heard of it. After all, in a world where everyone has magical powers, the ability to make people hallucinate is definitely not a taboo, and there is no need to block news.

The second thought is; Is it not just when there are violent mood swings that the illusions are leaked?

The answer to this question is undoubtedly yes.

Before I realized that I had faith, it didn't mean it didn't exist or that I didn't have the switch. In fact, it's always been there, and it's always playing a role that I wasn't even aware of, and I don't know how much of an impact it has had - it's all happening imperceptibly, and now I can't even think of anyone who has noticed my anomaly, even if I rack my brains.

The third idea is; Miss Liuzhi said that this phenomenon is the leakage caused by the excessive abundance of the subconscious, and it is a manifestation of excellent talents. If that's the case, why can't you tell the other people? Why can't you tell me? Why?

It stands to reason that if my performance is an excellent performance, then there should be no ulterior insider, and Miss Liuzhi has no reason to tell me so. And it doesn't make sense to even tell me if you can't tell anyone.

A series of problems quickly surfaced in my mind and were quickly resolved, but in the end, what bothered me was Miss Liuzhi's inexplicable words, and I felt an unknown sense of crisis in my heart.

I have to find a way to control the leakage of illusions as soon as possible, otherwise what awaits me is not the "good treatment" that a "good person" deserves—this sense of crisis seems to be telling me such an omen.

"Yarn, can you keep this matter a secret? Just like the Aunt of the Six Senses said, you must not let anyone else know, no matter who it is. ”

I took a deep breath and regained my composure under self-hypnosis.

"It's a little strange to say the same thing as my mother."

Although Saa felt strange, she still nodded and agreed: "Well, I won't say it." ”

"Thank you."

I smiled comfortingly at Sa, and then another question came to mind: "That's right, Sa." Can you feel the illusion from me now? ”

As I said this, I began to make all kinds of imaginations without opening the fantasy realm.

"Wait a minute."

Sha closed her eyes and felt it carefully, and the dim light reflected on the side of her face and red hair, forming an extremely beautiful scene. I was skeptical, but I was still so affected by the beauty that I forgot to continue imagining it in my head.

After closing her eyes and feeling it for a while, she opened her eyes. When her eyes met mine, her cheeks flushed and she turned her head away, and her voice was low and timid: "No, no, I don't feel anything." Ever since he showed a terrible expression, he never felt it. ”

"That's right, then it's okay."

I don't look away, and while I eat, I continue to immerse myself in my thoughts; Judging from Sa's answer, it is indeed feasible for me to use self-hypnosis to suppress the leakage of fantasies. However, this method can only be regarded as a temporary method, which can solve the urgent need, but it cannot become a conventional method.

Self-hypnosis is a technique of distorting one's own thinking, in which the superficial soothing mood is nothing to relieve stress, but deep self-hypnosis like mine has certain risks. If it is maintained for a short period of time, it will not have much effect, but if it is maintained for a long time, it is very likely that you will easily develop mental illness and even split personality.

Therefore, self-hypnosis can be used for suppression in a short period of time, and in a long time, it is necessary to find a way that has no side effects at all.

My mind was completely occupied with thoughts, and the taste of the food was swallowed without tasting it at all. Eventually, I didn't even remember what I had eaten, but I felt that my stomach was too swollen to stand it, so I stopped and continued to stuff things into my mouth.

At this time, my eyes casually swept over to the side, and I noticed that Sa's cheeks were slightly bulging at me, and I was a little confused, and I looked at the place where the food was placed in the middle of the chair, and it seemed that there was a lot of things missing, including the food that Satsu was going to bring back.

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