If she were Ah Li, she would definitely not hesitate to see her brother and get back everything that belonged to her, instead of hiding in the dark like He Rou and not even daring to see anyone.

"Xiaorou, it's not like you I know at all."

"Don't push me." She took a deep breath, knowing very well that once she did this, she would never go back, she didn't want to make such a hasty decision, she wanted Yanchen to be happy.

Ali's thoughts are different, in her eyes, all men in the world are the same.

"In the past few years, haven't we seen through people's hearts? Even if the Huo Yanchen you knew at the beginning was as good as you said, after so many years, he forgot that you married a wife and had children. People will change, even if you think about him, at least let him know that it is never useful to pay silently. If you refuse to leave, then fight for yourself. ”

"Alley, give me a moment. Give me a little more time! She had met Mi Lan twice, she wasn't sure if Mi Lan had seen her, and if she really asked someone to help, she would rather find Mi Lan than disturb her brother's peaceful and happy life.

"It's not me forcing you, you always hesitate like this, no matter how good the opportunity is, you will miss it."

She's such a good friend, and in order to satisfy her, Ali doesn't mind being a bad guy herself. In a world where the jungle is the strongest, there are only two possibilities: victory and defeat. Just like every time she performs a mission, either someone else dies or she dies herself.

She was not ruthless, and in the next second, it was herself who fell in a pool of blood.

"You remember, it's the same everywhere. If you start a little slower, the one who dies is you. If you don't want to be defeated, you can only go all out. ”

Her friend's words were like a spell deeply imprinted in He Rou's heart, and when she returned home, she took off her disguise and looked at her increasingly haggard face in the mirror, and her heart was already a little shaken.

Compared with the happy Luo Yunyao, her complexion, which should be more beautiful than her, is getting worse and worse, and she has no vitality. She wasn't like this at all before!

She looked in the mirror at the dusty violin, and her heart trembled. After not playing the piano for many years, she was reluctant to put it down, and finally had the courage to pick it up again.

Once, he liked to listen to himself play the violin. I don't know if his preferences have changed now.

He Rou took the cloth and carefully wiped the dust off the piano, this was the most precious thing she had ever had, she hadn't touched it all these years, and she wasn't sure if she would be able to.

She held the violin, her mind went blank, and her heart slowly increased and became tense.

After waiting for a long time, He Rou stood up with the violin. Standing in front of the full-length mirror, she just thought it was a brand new performance, and practiced smiling at herself as before. Once, twice, three times......

But every time she squeezed out a smile, she found that she was no longer as sweet as before. In the past few years, she has become unable to even laugh. Disappointed, she threw the violin aside and sat down on the bed in a decadent state.

Is she really unable to go back?

Without the beautiful sound of the piano in the past, she lost even the most basic smile. Looking at herself in the mirror, even she felt strange. This kind of self is not what Yanchen likes in his heart.

"I can't do it, I can't do it."

Ah Li looked at her pain, was very distressed, and stepped forward to hug her.

"You I know never give up easily. Don't give up just because of a few failures. Even if you can't get back to the original He Rou, have you ever thought that the current Huo Yanchen is not the same as before. Perhaps, now he likes you like you now, you are still very good, aren't you? ”

It was only under Alley's comfort that she perked up a little. Ali didn't expect that in front of Huo Yanchen, her good friend would become so unconfident.

"Xiaorou, where is your confidence when you carried out the mission? You're no worse than them! ”

"But have you ever thought that each of them lives under the sun, but I am different. Even if I quit the circle now and don't do it, the stains I once had will never be erased. That's why I don't know how to face Huo Yanchen. ”

"If he really loves you, he will accept everything about you, including those days when you licked blood on the knife. If you had a choice, no one would want to live like that. He loves you and should accept understanding and cherish you. ”

"But I don't dare to ask for that now, he's already married."

"You're backing down? If you think so, then let's go now, and don't linger for a moment. "Ali has always been a very decisive person, what to do and what not to do, there is a very standard ruler in her head, she never hesitates.

In those old days, she had long understood that to hesitate was to miss.

He Rou didn't speak, but her eyes were full of rejection, and it was obvious that she didn't want to leave. Her will and courage have been stalemate, what the hell can she do to regain her confidence for her friend?

He Rou also doesn't like her current self, but she can't be as confident as she was in the past, she doesn't even have the courage to walk on the street with her own appearance, how can she stand in front of Huo Yanchen with confidence?

Ah Li couldn't bear to see his friend in such pain, and in desperation, he gave He Rou an idea.

"Since you are afraid that your sudden appearance will scare Huo Yanchen, then you can use another identity to stay by his side first. If he remembers you, he will recognize you. Step by step, when the time comes, the news that you are still alive will bring him surprise, not fright. ”

"You mean ......"

"With your ability, there is no problem in going to Huo's Group to be a clerical worker, why not try it? As for the news, I'll help you find out, you just need to prepare for the interview at home. ”

It is better to give her something to do, at least to regain some self-confidence, than to wait every day like now, watching the love of other people's husbands and wives from afar.

"Even if the person changes, you should have the confidence to make him fall in love with you again. I know you, you've always been so good, I believe you can, and you have to have confidence in yourself. ”

"Go...... His company goes to work? ”

"You'll be happier when you see it every day. I can help you prepare your CV identity, which is not difficult for me. ”

"Alley, you've done so much for me, I really don't know what to say. You...... Don't delay your own business because of me. ”

Ali shrugged his shoulders: "You know, after a mission, there will be a period of vacation, and in the future, I will accompany you and encourage you." It won't delay what I'm supposed to do. You don't have to worry about me, I know exactly what I'm doing, I'm not like you. ”

She can't have a good past like He Rou, so if she wants to help He Rou live the life she wants, she should realize her wish for herself.

"You can live happily for me!" As for her, just stand in the shadows and watch over her.