Chapter 32: Outside the system
People are inherently lonely, and some people will resonate because of the same circumstances or close distance, but at this moment, Li Wusheng, who has insight into this loneliness, began to think about how to be false to others, and then protect himself.
To be honest, when Li Wusheng first found out that Yang Sisi was a companion, he really thought about saying hello and making friends, but instinctively told him not to make trouble, he didn't mean to pour cold water on Yang Sisi.
He saw all kinds of routines for him to seek benefits or deceive him, so he was afraid, who knows that you are a good person and a bad person, looking for a friend, you will find a good friend? This kind of can only be sung in kindergarten, okay?
Time is the only criterion for measuring true feelings, Li Wusheng believes in this sentence, but everyone has hardships in this era, and the vast majority of friendships are naturally three-minute heat. Even wine and meat friends rarely maintain it, and a barbecue and a dozen beers every three or five days, it can be regarded as a good friendship if it goes on like this for more than ten years. It's hard to find one at this level.
But refusing to open your mind because you are afraid of parting may be too serious, isn't it?
Li Wusheng had a bit of a headache when he thought about it like this, and he didn't bother to think about these complicated things, or everything was casual.
Open the scriptures and start looking through them.
However, I was a little stunned when I saw half of it.
Now that he has a bit of faith in karma, he feels that these cheats are inseparable from his selling of Xiaohuangwen. After deciding to find a better source of income, he stopped selling Xiaohuangwen.
Thinking about Jiang Xinyue again, it is natural to think of the female fans who were made by him to have a big belly back then.
At the beginning, he was young and ignorant, and he accompanied the girl to have an abortion, and then the two gradually stopped contacting, and a good X friendship ended like this.
But he remembered that the girl had just come out of the operating room with a pale, frowning brow and clutching her belly.
He didn't know what karma would happen to the abortion, and since he had such bad luck, maybe the girl wouldn't be much better.
However, time has passed, and Li Wusheng can't do anything else, so he can only pray for her quietly, and also wish the unborn child a good life.
And I have to thank Yang Sisi, at least he asked himself if he was not short of two thousand yuan, and it was more appropriate for him to pay the money.
At ten o'clock in the evening, Li Wusheng read the scriptures for an unknown amount of time, and his mind was much calmer, when he suddenly heard a knock on the door. When I opened the door, I saw that it was Yang Sisi.
"What's wrong?" Li Wusheng was very enthusiastic to help her take off the bag, and beckoned her to come in for tea.
Yang Sisi sat on a small bench, holding hot tea and said, "She went home after surgery, and the part she crossed has erased her memory." She couldn't tell her mother clearly, so she asked me to help her, and I talked to her mother alone for a while, saying that this child was under a lot of pressure, so don't ask for it in the future, just live a good life. ”
"What did her mother say?"
Yang Sisi nodded calmly, "I regret it, I will take care of her during the small confinement period and promise not to lose my temper again." He sighed and smiled, "I hope so." ”
Seeing Yang Sisi's slightly regretful expression, Li Wusheng felt that this woman had also seen through Jiang Xinyue's mother and daughter, and he couldn't help but sigh that this woman had a story.
Yang Sisi whispered to herself, "Actually, this kid has gone the wrong way, art, sex, drugs, and other self-torture methods can't make up for the lack of love." What a person who lacks love needs is to learn to be calm. ”
"I think you're pretty calm." Li Wusheng commented.
Yang Sisi smiled, "I have too much black history, so it's better not to ask." ”
"Well, you can see it." Li Wusheng smiled and laughed, and also felt that it was best to stop at the point.
Yang Sisi explained that she had already submitted a report in the association, saying that Jiang Xinyue was saved by her, and she put it on the bench after the rescue, as for the man in the Pleasant Goat mask that Lu Ziniu claimed to have met, he may really be playing Tai Chi.
In addition, on the issue of jumping off the building, the association and the police station studied for a day and finally unified the caliber: in fact, Jiang Xinyue jumped in the other direction, because the branch of the teaching building caused the sunlight to refract, which caused a mirage scene, and Jiang Xinyue herself fell on the air cushion and was saved, as for the disappearance of the jumping building that everyone saw was her shadow.
Although many students expressed disbelief, the police department invited experts to make a demonstration video and posted it on the Internet, which was the only way to settle the matter.
It was already eleven o'clock when Yang Sisi finished saying this, and he got up to leave.
Li Wusheng looked at her carefully, as if she didn't have anything special to say. Then he talked about joining the association.
Who knew that Yang Si thought for a while and replied, "Do you have a system?" ”
"Yes." Li Wusheng nodded.
Yang Sisi was surprised, "Your system didn't help you apply?" ”
Li Wusheng just hehe, sure enough.
He had long felt that he had been outside the establishment for so long, and he must have something to do with Xiao Yuan's withdrawal from the group.
But since Yang Sisi said it through, Li Wusheng had no choice but to smile, "My system has not been online recently......"
Yang Sisi was stunned for a long time, and became more and more confused.
"She signed a lot of people?"
Not really, Li Wusheng couldn't explain it clearly, so he had to vaguely agree, "Maybe." ”
Yang Si thought for a while and said, "Why don't you wait, if the system helps you apply, it will save you a lot of trouble, and besides, this matter has been claimed by me, and it is inevitable that you will be introduced at this juncture." ”
"Okay."
Yang Sisi saw that Li Wusheng no longer kept her, and stopped talking, thinking about it or not talking nonsense, and went upstairs by himself.
When I returned to the dormitory, I found that there was an extra stack of banknotes in my bag, exactly 2,000 yuan.
Yang Sisi smiled rarely.
After washing up, she looked at the message on her mobile phone, and when some people in the association were asking her about Jiang Xinyue's case, she turned off her mobile phone after a few simple replies.
Carrying this case has brought her a lot of controversy, and the association official has not expressed its position, but many colleagues feel that she is grandstanding. How can she do such a powerful operation with an E-class?
And letting a girl who jumped off a building disappear in front of everyone's eyes is too capricious. Who would dare to do such a blatant violation of the guidelines of physicians? Who wants to get themselves in so much trouble?
Therefore, under normal circumstances, Jiang Xinyue is certain to die.
But Yang Sisi doesn't think so.
She has experienced Jiang Xinyue's affairs, and she has seen many similar cases, which somewhat resonate, she feels that like Jiang Xinyue, there is a lot of pressure and pain hidden in her heart but there is nowhere to vent, and there are many people who have to rely on self-torture to gain real feelings, and these behaviors that are not accepted by society will eventually lead to self-destruction, and there will not be many people who really redeem them.
So the man who saved her must have something different from others.
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After sending Yang Sisi away, Li Wusheng felt that he still had to have a good chat with Xiaoyuan.
You have withdrawn from the group, but you can run away from the monk and can't run the temple, and besides, you will not be treated well outside the system all the time.
Or...... Let's get back to the organization.
However, looking at the system interface, Madoka's lights went out, and I felt that things were not good.