Fu Ruyan stood in front of me with a dignified body, his face was cold, without the slightest fluctuation, as if he was looking at a stranger.

I stood up and was about to leave, but he grabbed my hand.

"What's the matter with you?" I asked indifferently.

"Where are you going?" His voice was colder than mine, mixed with a questioning tone.

"Where am I going, and what does it have to do with you?" I said almost angrily.

Fu Ruyan said, "Are you going to Cai Yue?" ”

I looked at him in disbelief and scolded: "Fu Ruyan, you have a hole in your brain!" Is this the kind of person I have in your head? Am I a woman who likes to hook up? I'm just a woman who threw herself into the arms of another man less than half an hour after my dad died?! ”

I wept blood and despair.

It's okay to be thought like this by others, and it's okay to be scolded like that by your mother.

But...... But Fu Ruyan is my pillow person, a person who wants to live with me for the rest of his life, how can he talk about me like others?

This hurt me too much.

Fu Ruyan looked at my collapse and despair, and didn't say a word.

I think I must be embarrassed by now, standing in the street like a crazy woman arguing with him.

It's something I would never have been able to do before.

"As my husband, you didn't stand on my side when something happened, but listened to others. Fu Ruyan, it's not that you don't know how deep the contradiction between me and my parents is, and it's not that you don't know their temperament...... But you still don't believe me, and you question me with them! There is nothing between me and Cai Yue, I have never told you that I work there, and I am afraid that you will be angry, but I have been thinking about how to resign quickly. But you are indiscriminate, you don't even listen to explanations, don't you think you hurt too much? If you already knew I was working there, why did you test me? You could have done it to Fu Yang a long time ago, why do you have to let me come! Everything you do, you represent...... You don't trust me, you're doubting me. Is that right? ”

When I said the last two words, my voice trembled.

Many people around us looked at us in surprise, and some stopped watching the show.

Fu Ruyu's eyes narrowed, and a cold light burst out, and he said word by word: "I questioned you, but I didn't want to hear your mother scold you with those ugly words." As long as I get out, she'll be a little more restrained. You know your mother's personality better than I do, and if I keep defending you, she'll only be more excited to scold you. ”

My chaotic feelings were quenched by his words that were like cold water.

"Fu Yang's matter is because Fu Yang's words really made me hesitate in my heart. I also just want to take advantage of that incident to see if you can do it to Fu Yang. As for who actually broke the phone, I don't want to pursue it anymore. ”

Fu Ruyan was not in a hurry, his voice was steady, as if he was saying something simple and couldn't be simpler, "You work in Cai Yue's company, I really knew it a long time ago, I didn't demolish you, I just wanted you to tell me in person." I don't want me to find out about you like I'm going to catch a girl, you have your own private space, I understand, and I've been giving you some time to breathe. It's just that I didn't expect you to play games with him so closely. ”

Listening to Fu Ruyan's words, my eyes widened in amazement, and I didn't know how to answer.

"I've finished what I need to say, and I'll come back when I figure it out." Fu Ruyu finished speaking, got into the car, and drove away without the slightest hesitation.

I stood there for a long time and couldn't come back to my senses.

After a long, long time, when there were no more pedestrians on the road, I dragged my heavy steps home.

The lights in the villa were bright, and the lights in the study were even brighter, I warmed a glass of milk and pushed the door in, looking at Fu Ruyu, who was busy with the company, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry." ”

Fu Ruyan looked at me steadily.

I stood there at a loss, a little cramped by him.

I don't know how long it took, but he finally spoke: "Do you want to wait for the milk to cool before giving it to me?" ”

Fu Ruyan gave me the steps to go down, and I hurriedly walked over and put the milk on the table.

Seeing that he had a drink, I whispered, "What about you...... Is there really no distrustful of me? ”

"If I don't trust you, will I tell you everything? I'll question you as soon as I find out. Fu Ruyan said coldly.

At this moment, my mind became inexplicably complicated.

I think Fu Ruyan's mind is too hard to guess.

His city is deep, I know that.

But I never thought that one day, he would use all these cities on me, and quietly.

If Cai Yue hadn't done this, Fu Ruyan would have mentioned this matter later, or he wouldn't have known about it.

A cold-blooded person is not terrible, what is terrible is that this cold-blooded person is also very patient, and it is completely a long line to catch big fish.

Fortunately, there is nothing between me and Cai Yue, otherwise I would probably be killed by him! And it's the kind that you can't even find the murderer.

I'm starting to be afraid of him.

That's something I can clearly feel.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Fu Ruyan said lightly: "What are you going to do about your father's affairs?" ”

Speaking of my father, my heart was as sad as a heart, my mood instantly dropped, my eyes and the tip of my nose couldn't stop pantothenic acid, I took a deep breath: "I can only bury it first, and then talk about the rest of the ......"

"Well, don't be too ......" Fu Ruyan seemed to want to say don't be too sad, but after thinking about it, she felt that it was not appropriate, so she changed the topic: "Give you a while to settle down with our dad, and then come to my company to help." ”

"Okay."

I didn't accompany Fu Ruyan anymore, but returned to the bedroom alone.

I lay on the bed, wrapped myself in the quilt, curled up, and whispered helplessly, "I'm sorry...... Daddy......"

However, no matter how much I say sorry, my dad can't come back.

I'm a murderer, the murderer of my dad.

I think I'm going to live in guilt for the rest of my life.

My dad's funeral was scheduled for three days later, and I didn't go on the day of the cremation, and I didn't dare to go.

These days, my mind is full of what my dad said to me.

If I hadn't been so excited to have an argument with my dad at that time, but had followed his words and should have been with him, would he not have died......

But where is the if?

Three days later, I went to the funeral home, intending to give my dad a filial piety and bury him after the keep.

But I couldn't even enter the door of the funeral home, and He Jiang stopped me at the door.