"I Am Me"

The reason why people are sad is because we can't keep the years, and we can't help but admit that there will always be a day when youth will slip away so naturally. And the reason why people are lucky, is also because of the change of time and environment, so that people can grow, the passage of time, although helpless, and the growth of people can not escape the power of time.

When I was still me, he was a rebellious teenager, he pursued the same thing as every young person, and he didn't know what it was, but one thing was certain, it was by no means the old way of his parents, so he didn't do what his parents asked him to do since he was a child.

Why did a weird boy who was a problem teenager in everyone's eyes start and transform after many years, in my explanation, Li only has - time.

For me, I am lucky, because I am not sleeping in bed, sticking to a radius of more than ten miles and talking about the vastness of life, in the past few years, several long trips, several soul wanderings, several emotional twists and turns have not made him spend his precious youth in vain, as if the white horse passed through the gap, and then picked up the pen, all relieved.

But I don't deny that I was, is, and will be lost, and suffered, just like every "young Werther", but I will look at them with more gratitude, because they have enriched my life and made me have something worth remembering.

A slow, sensitive, not intelligent child, constantly exploring the philosophy of life and life, this may be my difference from others, but most of the time, I am an ordinary person, doing the stupid things that ordinary young people will do, or even not do, and now my life still does not have any "great future", but my state of mind is no longer eager for quick success, I have grown, but not old, I will work my future road, but I have the life I want. I am not naïve about dealing with people, but I still look down on tactfulness, I don't look at everything with extreme anger, and I am grateful to anyone, because whether it is good or bad for me, it is a problem in my life, and I can't change it, so I accept it happily.

For the future, I like Shikamaru in Naruto: I want to be a simple life, have a career, and then marry a wife who is neither beautiful nor ugly, a husband, a daughter, and then a son, and when the children are adults, I will retire and retire, and then leave my wife one step ahead of me

World. That's good.

I am not a person who attracts attention, and I believe that the evaluation of me among the people I know is also mixed, I am both optimistic and pessimistic, because in my opinion blind pessimism or optimism is unrealistic, a hopeless thing is too optimistic and only deceives oneself, and blind pessimism loses the color of life, as if wandering in the two may not lose innocence, nor worse, and it is precisely because of this that many people do not understand what kind of person I am? But who can see through what?

The famous writer Sanmao said: real happiness is not ecstasy or pain, he is a long stream, the blue sea has no waves, and all living beings enjoy the joy of life in a moment, then even if we do not die, we are still in heaven, which seems to stand up well. But whether we really have this tranquility and elegance is another difficult question