When Solam returned to the Rose Villa, he was actually a little drumming in his heart, although he was not afraid of heaven and earth, but Silver Moon City was suddenly so unconditionally biased towards him, which made him a little overwhelmed.

If Silvermoon City dares to force Solam to do something he is not willing to do, he Solam will still turn his face with Silvermoon City, but Silvermoon City is so good, Solam is afraid of bringing some trouble to Silvermoon City.

After all, others are interesting enough, and Soram can't be sorry for others.

Thinking so, Soram felt impulsive instead. Now I believe that that Kelleborn is too easy to kill him, assassination is this kind of thing, there are people around Solam who are proficient, and when he burps and splashes this basin of dirty water on the black orc, who can really find out that he did it?

The more Solam thought about it, the more he felt like he was a little too egotistical.

However, Solam is just thinking about it, if he really wants to choose, Solam will still choose to kill Kelleborn in the open. After all, assassination or something, it's not Solam's style, revenge, of course, in broad daylight, in front of everyone, it's enjoyable. No one knows what kind of revenge is quietly Mimi?

Soram regrets it now, but it's just because Silvermoon City is too embarrassing for him.

While Soram was thinking, Sokoya and Mavis walked in with heavy faces, as if they were afraid that Soram would not be able to think of anything. Sokoya tried to say something several times, but in the end he couldn't say it.

However, Mavis was more responsible, and after struggling for a while, he asked, "Solam...... Do you know what happened back then? ”

Solam didn't react in particular, and nodded happily: "I know." It was Calebone and another elf who led the men to kill my parents. ”

When Soram said this, his mood was normal and there was no fluctuation. This made Sokoya and Mavis tremble, they both thought it was not good, and he would feel better if Soram cried out for revenge with a hideous face, and questioned them angrily.

And Solam is in this state now, all they think about in their hearts is the phrase "mourning is greater than dying", and they feel that Solam is so sad that they can't help themselves because of their deception and the cruelty of the facts back then......

"Solam...... Listen to me! We had no choice but to do so! You must listen to me! Mavis was afraid that something would go wrong with Solam, and he was eager to explain.

And Sokoya also looked at Solam with a cautious face, her eyes revealing sadness and heartbreak. They didn't want Solam to go through that.

It's just that...... Is this really the case?

Solam cried and laughed and said, "Aunt May, you don't have to be like this, things are not what you imagined at all." ”

Mavis finally saw that Soram was really okay at this time, but this made Mavis feel a little incredulous, he felt that Solam's attitude was too strange.

Seeing Mavis's expression, Solam could probably know what they were thinking.

"Well, it may be a little hard for you to accept, but I still want to ask you, why do you think I'm sad?" Soram felt that it would be better to explain this matter to them. These two guys in the province guessed and guessed.

This question stopped Sokoya and Mavis. Because doesn't it seem to them to be taken for granted? Lilia and Krum are such good people, how much they love Soram, and one of the biggest reasons why they were willing to die in the first place was to keep Soram.

At the same time, Solam's question did make them feel unacceptable, they thought that Soram was too cold-blooded to ask such a question! Not worthy of being Lilia and Krum's child.

"Well, I knew you would." Seeing the expressions of these two people, Soram knew that he was not wrong. "You have a good relationship with my parents, and you think they are the best parents in the world. I understand and thank you very much that they gave birth to me. But if you think about it, do I really have feelings for them? ”

Hearing Soram say this, Sokoya immediately planned to refute, but before he could speak, Soram interrupted: "Uncle, I know what you plan to say, but have you ever thought about what Lilia and Krum mean to me?" ”

Sokoya and Mavis both watched in silence as Soram intent on hearing what Soram had to say.

Solam continued: "What they mean to me is a symbol, a symbol that connects me with my grandfather, my uncle, my second uncle, all my relatives, and you!" It's because I'm Lilia and Krum's child that you're so nice to me. I know, and I can understand that. But that doesn't make me feel emotionally attached to them, you know? They're just symbols! ”

Hearing Soram say this, Sokoya and Mavis frowned, but they still planned to listen to Soram continue. When Soram saw that they hadn't brought out their weapons, he knew he could convince them.

"I haven't seen them, not even portraits. If there was anything to know, it was my grandfather who talked about some things about my father's past, some things in Avalon. In fact, before I saw you again, I didn't even know that my mother's name was Lilia, I only knew that she was an elf. As for how you describe them afterwards, to me, they are two strangers, you know? Even your description of my father is very different from what I have heard before! ”

"You tell me how kind and loving my parents are, and I believe that, but that doesn't make me feel emotional. Because you are telling the story of two strangers, I may be moved by their deeds, but that is not feelings, feelings for relatives! They are still symbols, not living people. They are not you, you are standing in front of me alive, I can feel the kindness to me, so I like you. But they ...... It's a bit cold and cruel, but are we connected to each other other than blood? ”

"You think I should love them, that's what you think, you project all their good things onto me, which I'm very grateful, really, I didn't say a single lie, but I can't deceive myself into loving two people I've never met, never got along, and don't even know at all. Do you know what I mean? ”

Hearing this, both Sokoya and Mavis began to grieve because they had forgotten, or rather ignored, that the child in front of them had left his parents from birth, especially to Lilia, who had not even known his mother's name for the first eighteen years of his life. In this case, they are still demanding of the child......

They suddenly feel like bastards.

When Soram saw them like this, he couldn't laugh or cry again. If he was really a normal person, maybe he would indeed feel aggrieved because of this, but the problem is that he is not, he is a traverser, although he has lost his personal experience, but as for the memory of the other world, it still makes his personality formed the moment he awakens, he knows from that time that he is an independent individual, he has his own feelings and personality.

The relatives he had after that, in his opinion, were not connected by blood, but by the feelings after getting along. As for Lilia and Krum......

For example, you have a blood connection with your ancestors for 18 generations, but do you have feelings for them? I'm not talking about the worship of ancestors or anything like that, but the living feelings of your parents and grandfather.

No, because there is no common memory. For Solam, Lilia and Krum are the names on the tablet, the symbols, and they don't have any memory in common.

"You don't have to look at me like that, I said I was grateful to them, so I avenged them. This is the only thing that can be done for them. ”

"But ......," Mavis said with some hesitation when he heard this.

"What?"

"But, Lilia doesn't want you to take revenge, she'...... I know you know everything, so you should understand the relationship between Kelleborn and Lilia, she doesn't want you to avenge her, she doesn't like her two closest relatives to ...... for her" The last sentence, Mavis didn't say, but everyone knows what it means.

Soram frowned, he hadn't thought about it.

"But the problem is, that guy killed them! Even if Lilia didn't want to avenge herself, I can understand it, but the problem is that it's not just her own problem, it's also my grandfather's expectations, if it weren't for Avalon's tradition, my grandfather would have taken the axe to avenge my father. And I left Avalon because of blood debts. ”

Solam came out of Avalon, with his own will, but also for the reason of this blood feud, Avalon orcs are not bad-tempered, since the blood feud is made, then it can only be repaid with blood.

"But that's Lilia's last wish, and he doesn't want you to indulge in hatred. I don't want you and Kelleborn to be hurt in any way! "If it weren't for Lilia's last wishes, Mavis herself would have been able to take out Calebone to get revenge.

Regardless, Kelleborn is Lilia's older brother, and Mavis feels compelled to respect Lilia at this point.

It's hard to do now, Solam's revenge is partly because of the responsibility of his own bloodline, his parents were killed, if he doesn't take revenge, Soram himself will feel unreasonable. The other part is because of his grandfather's expectations, although his grandfather has never told Soram directly, but Soram can feel it, every time he listens to his grandfather tell his father's story, he can always feel an indelible sadness and anger.

But now that Lilia said so, Soram was a little entangled. Soram didn't want to disappoint his grandfather, but Lilia's last request, he didn't seem to be able to ignore it, even if Soram had a deep affection for his grandfather, but after all, the living and the dead were still different. As a child, even if you don't have any feelings, you can't really completely ignore your mother's last wish.

Soram thought about it for a moment, then said, "I think I should see that guy again, maybe that guy can make up my mind." ”

Soram decides to give Kelleborn a chance to hand over Lilia's coffin, Soram thinks that his parents should be buried together, if Kelleborn refuses, then Soram has nothing to say, let him die!