Chapter 152: Face Life
Lynn drove the car as fast as she could, and now she had only one destination, the cottage in the city.
It's been three full days, and Gu Lin hasn't been able to get through to Ye Feng's phone for three days. She knew that Ye Feng had dropped out of school, and at first Gu Lin didn't think it was a serious blow to Ye Feng, but it wasn't until this time that the girl still couldn't get in touch with her sweetheart, and Gu Lin knew that things might be really serious! So if that's the case, Gu Lin knows that Ye Feng must be in great need of someone by his side now, and all Gu Lin can do now is to stay by Ye Feng's side and share it with him
At this time, there were two other beautiful girls who had the same idea as Gu Lin, so at this time, there were two Qianying in Chaoc City with the same coordinates
Finally, when Gu Lin parked the car and walked up the stairs, at Ye Feng's door, she first saw Liu Jia, who was always sweet and lovely, and then saw Lin Xue, who was clear and jade. The other two girls were also obviously very surprised and overwhelmed by the other two "love rivals" at the same time. The three equally beautiful and kind girls stood there stupidly, staring at each other, no one spoke, and not far from them was the door of Ye Feng's residence
There was a strange atmosphere in the narrow staircase hallway, and every girl really wanted to be by the side of the guy behind the door now. And in their hearts, they all felt that the other two girls seemed to be more suitable to stay by Ye Feng's side. Girls in love are always silly and panicked, and in the same complex mood, the three girls have a common coordinate in the center of the earth.
And just when the three girls stayed in the local area and couldn't hold each other. The door, which was so important to them, suddenly opened. The faces of all three girls, all too familiar, flashed in front of them. At this time, Ye Feng didn't expect that three beauties would appear in front of his door at the same time, and Lao Ye was stunned on the spot. The four of them began to watch quietly again.
"Come in, all of you! Actually, I was going to look for you! It was Ye Feng who was the first to break the silence of the scene, and after saying this, Lao Ye took the lead in turning around and walking into the door
The neat sofa, the polished coffee table, the spotless computer desk, and the clean ashtray that had been cleaned. This is the scene in the middle of the old leaf house that the three girls saw at this time. Originally, they all thought that under the heavy blow of dropping out, the current Lao Ye should be extremely decadent and helpless, but no one thought that Ye Fengdi, who was sitting quietly on the sofa now, showed a kind of calmness on his cleanly shaved face at this time, almost straightforward and calm, which they had never seen before. And after the three girls sat on the chairs opposite Lao Ye in turn. The fellow took it upon himself to set out his set of gongfu tea utensils, and began to brew tea as if no one was around. After pouring tea for the three girls, in the mist, Ye Feng began to say lightly
"In the three days since I dropped out, I thought about it a lot. It's never been more than ever! I don't think I've been thinking about it since I came to this university. Take advantage of this opportunity to figure it out.
Actually, I'm a very simple person, born in an ordinary family, and I look ordinary, and I'm still a short man. But I've always felt that there's nothing wrong with me, and there's nothing that can stump me. And that's exactly what happened. From elementary school to middle school to university, although there was no major development, I did not encounter any setbacks, and it has always been uneventful. And I don't think there's anything wrong with that. β
"Ah Feng! Don't do that, we're all worried about you! You" Listening to Ye Feng's faint words, Liu Jia couldn't help but say distressed at first, but she was soon interrupted by Ye Feng reaching out.
"My life was supposed to go on like this. But all this was completely broken with the appearance of one person! Sun Yu's appearance made me feel ashamed of myself for the first time. I feel so small and ugly. And getting along with her for more than two years also made me feel happier than I had ever felt in my previous life. That's why when Sun Yu left quietly, I was so miserable! It's hard to accept! I can't understand what all this is for!
And this question seems to have been answered after last year's CG China finals and Sun Yu's chance encounter! Sun Yu told me all the ins and outs of the matter that day, and when she said she still loved me, I ran away! Ye Feng's gaze quietly swept over the equally delicate faces of the three girls at this time, but his tone was so indifferent. Lao Ye has really thought a lot in the past three days, and he also wants to say a lot.
"In fact, after I escaped that day, there was a sudden feeling of enlightenment in my heart, and a shadow that had been pressing on my heart before disappeared like this! You must know that Sun Yu said that she still loves me! But it was only on that day that I really saw that what I was looking for was the same relaxed feeling that I was with Sun Yu two years ago! When the weight of responsibility, marriage, and the potential guilt I felt after being with her was in front of me. For me, love is just something so indifferent that it can be regarded as a sudden thing! I could even tell myself at the time that maybe giving up was a blessing.
Jiajia, Xiaoxue, Xiaolin! I say this to show you what kind of guy I've always been! I'm such a cowardly and unprincipled person. To be honest, it's nice to feel good about being around a girl like you and getting your favor, but to be honest, that's all I do. Sun Yu's example has been placed in front of me, and when I really need to take responsibility, I often choose to run away! And at that time, Sun Yu was waiting for my courage and my confession. And I did
Everything comes down to Sun Yu. β
"Jiajia, in fact, if there is no Sun Yu, maybe we are really a very good couple! I know what you like about me, and so many of the stories I tell you about American movies are actually rote memorization for the sake of bubbles. And you also like Marilyn. Manson, I actually really like the saliva songs that are sung in the street. I'm actually a pretty ordinary. Very tasteless guy. It's just pretending to be arrogant and cool in front of you. I should have been satisfied with the favor of a beauty like you, but I left you and Sun Yu so easily. And after you and I meet again. In fact, my heart has always been filled with that kind of faint self-blame and guilt, which makes me choose to escape! Jiajia, I'm such a useless guy, you made me feel some kind of debt, so I'm going to run away! β
"Xiaoxue, in fact, you are the most uncomfortable person in my heart! And this is what I didn't understand until the other day after that guy Huang said he wanted to chase you! For such an irresponsible guy as me. You're giving up too much! And you've always asked me for something, but you've been quietly doing everything you can for me! And me? Let me tell you what kind of person I am!
I hadn't even seen the Walden book in front of my bed, it was just a trick I pretended to be sophisticated! And the so-called cynical articles I wrote are nothing more than my own boring catharsis, and you have done so many things for me, and I just gave you a pendant on a whim
To be honest, a person like me really doesn't deserve to be so nice to me! β
"Xiao Lin, everything in Dakar is a scene that I will remember in my life! And all this is what you gave me! But what I want to say is that what you see in your eyes is not the real me! I can't go into detail with you, though. But if I hadn't met that amazing Brazilian friend a year ago, I might never have had the chance to meet such a wonderful woman and a great driver as you!
Do you remember the first time we met at Sister Zhang Yu's house? The guy who dressed as a fake Armani and pretended to be a high-class person without knowing it was the real me! I'm such a person who has no taste and thinks I'm awesome. If it weren't for that Brazilian friend, none of this would have happened to me today! β
Ye Feng dissected his own ugliness to each girl in turn, and there was a faint self-deprecating smile on his mouth. At this time, Liu Jia, who was the most emotionally fragile, had already been made to cry by Ye Feng's "affectionate" straightforwardness. And Lin Xue's eyes also had tears in them, and although Gu Lin, who was red-eyed, did not cry, there was sweetness and silent understanding in the eyes that looked at Ye Feng
"Ah Feng! Don't talk about it! No matter what kind of person you are, I like you! I think Xiaoxue and Sister Lin are the same. And I'm sure it doesn't matter which of us you ultimately choose. The other two will leave smiling and wishing you and the lucky one happiness! Ah Feng, we all love you! After listening to Ye Feng, Liu Jia finally said to Lao Ye while crying, and the other two girls also expressed their silent approval of Liu Jia's words. Tears finally flowed.
"Look! I'm such a lucky guy! I'm such a hypocritical scoundrel, and you're still spoiling me like this! But I can't go on like this! I can't be as good as I am now, among all three of you girls who are equally fond of me! What Brother Zheng said is not wrong at all, it is the most difficult to accept the grace of beauties! But to be honest, I really don't dare to choose! Because I love all three of you!
I'm *** such a flowery bastard! A coward who does not dare to take responsibility! But I decided not to go on like this! It's not fair to you! So I'm going to choose to leave! β
"Nope! Don't do this! Ah Feng! As you said, I don't have any demands on you, I just want to be satisfied to see you live happily! If my presence stresses you out, let me go! Sister Lin and Jiajia need you! Hearing Ye Feng's resolute tone at this time, the tears in Lin Xue's eyes finally flowed, and the kind-hearted she made the decision to fulfill her sweetheart in the first time.
"Hey! Xiaoxue, you're a fool! None of us need to leave! Hear me out! The world is so big, and we are all so young, there are many, many wonderful and beautiful things that we have not discovered! Feelings, especially between the four of us, may be too heavy for us now! Xiaoxue, haven't you always wanted to be a good writer? Jiajia, you have always wanted to be a designer, and Xiaolin, you are already walking the path of your dreams! So, don't give up your ideals because of me! Take advantage of your youth and be brave enough to pursue your dreams!
I'm going to pursue my own dreams too! Maybe in a few years, when we are all older, we will look back at us today, and we will feel very naΓ―ve and ridiculous! When we are mature enough to endure a relationship that lasts a lifetime, let's make a choice! I don't think it's an escape, but a space for each of us to have some youthful dreams and freedom"
Accompanied by Lao Ye's words, what he saw in the eyes of the three girls was a few expressions of inseparability and understanding
Three days later, Ye Feng quietly embarked on a journey to Europe alone