“…… I thought it was too much, but I couldn't suppress my desire. ”

Panesy struggled inwardly, but still squatted down and poked the night bell curled up in a ball with her hands on her chest.

"Ernie sauce, can you forgive me, huh?"

She folded her hands and tilted her head cutely, trying to get by.

"Ignore me...... I can't get married......" Ye Xi buried her head deeper, whispering to a broken thought.

"Oh roar? I see, who else do you want to marry besides me? Panich crossed her hands on her hips and straightened her non-existent chest, "Really, it's enough to look cute, don't be a little girl." ”

"What, that's not what I meant!" The low howl of the night.

"Speaking of which, I haven't said anything about your ownership, have I......"

Panishy leaned down and whispered with her lips almost to the earlobe of the night's earlobe, "You've been my man since you became my deacon." Every inch of your skin, every muscle, every pore belongs to me. Your breath, your heartbeat, I won't give it to anyone else. ”

"-Woo!" Yeyu's shoulders swayed slightly.

"Your future and mine have long been linked. Yeyu, you are my other half. ”

Panesy stood up with a smile on her face, her eyes like the golden sun swaying on the Cte d'Azur. Unbeknownst to herself, there was a change in her heart.

"Really, why don't you get up soon? Lying on the ground and waiting for the freeze to fail is not as simple as scalding. ”

"Whew......mm

The night squirmed for a while, and after noticing the return of the air, he covered his face and got up.

"What, did you shave your face?"

Panesy frowned, reaching for Night's arms.

The obscured Nightshade couldn't dodge it, and he tried to struggle for a while, but Panish, who was helpless in his spirit state, was much stronger than him in terms of physical strength. The last defense was ripped apart little by little, revealing the blush of Xia Fei's cheeks.

"Let go, let go...... Don't, don't look at me. Nightshade and Panish's eyes met for a moment, and then hurriedly moved away.

"Oh roar, didn't I just make you comfortable with my skills? But yes, I'm a spirit that can feel some of it, so I'm also- ahem, far away. ”

Panesy let go of her grip on the night and feigned to cough twice so as not to expose herself.

She actually felt a strange sensation in her body just now, but she just pretended to be very calm. After all, how can she say that she is also a royal highness, a real royal family, how can she be so undisciplined, right?

"No, it's the ......" Yezhu covered her cheeks with her hands, her voice was a little hoarse, but she couldn't hide her heartfelt emotion, "to be declared sovereign, to be recognized for its own existence, to be affirmed...... It's the real thing I've always wanted. ”

The heart is beating.

Plop, plop, plop.

- Ah, what is my mood now?

What is the expression on my face now?

From the time I was born to the present, when I remember being sensible, I was almost killed by my mother...... After being rescued by Dad...... He was sold by his father to an international crime organization, and when he came to his senses, he opened his eyes and saw the next hell.

Proof of my existence was erased.

If this was the first turning point in my life, then the second turning point was that I was saved by Wanwan.

I returned to my homeland and started my life anew, going to the same school as Wanwan and carrying out missions at the behest of Wanwan's father...... The new life was still full of killing, with bloody hands and the lives of others seeping through the ravines between the fingers.

However, compared to the ups and downs in the war country, it is naturally much better to be a servant in Wanwan's family. At least I can still have time to rest and look in the mirror and find myself in the empty mirror.

- It's also a little ridiculous to say, but my bleak and ridiculous life soon reached a third turning point.

I died, was killed.

To be honest, I have imagined my own death countless times, and it is impossible for me to die naturally surrounded by my family surrounded by children and grandchildren. No matter how you think about it, in addition to natural disasters, there is only one thing left to be retaliated against by the enemy, betrayed by Wanwan's father, and committed suicide after failing the mission...... But what I never imagined was that the person who killed me would be the person I wanted to love, but couldn't.

My raison d'être is gone.

This third turning point led me to Panish.

An incredible girl, like a girl running out of a picture book.

Woke me up without my consent. He also gave me his body so that I could live in this body in a new way again.

It's really, so capricious, I didn't even think about whether I wouldn't accept it. What if I'm a bad person? I'm not a good person, but haven't you thought that your kindness might be used for evil?

It's only now that I've realized that Panishy can be irrational.

But that's how I am.

"Two people together must be better than one, right? Alone, it will be very lonely......"

I was emotionally broken, I was afraid of being alone, how could I refuse her after hearing such words?

Unable to refuse, I could only start a new life again as her deacon. Even so, I wanted to make a change, and for that I made my own request, "Please call me Ernie sauce!" ”…… Hopefully, this will change our relationship and change our habits of being sent by others, like a marionette of ourselves.

I want to cherish the second life that I was saved by Panish. I don't want to be like a prop anymore. Even so, there is still a hurdle in my heart.

I am not on the same level as Panich, I am her deacon, only her deacon.

We have never stood on the same level.

- Until now.

"Yexi, you really don't have confidence."

Panishy poked at Night's cheek, but the movement of her fingertips was extremely gentle, as if she was soothing a crying child.

"Where is the courage to confess to me before? Confessing your heart at night, taking on our past and present, where are you who want to go with me to kill people and set fires? ”

"Ahh......hh

Ye Yu rubbed the corners of her face that had been poked, and wiped the tears that couldn't help but flow without leaving a trace.

"Here, right next to you."

"Really? How do I feel like it's a little bit worse. Panesy blinked, put her index fingers on Yezhu's cheeks, and lifted them up slightly, revealing a reluctant smile, "That's pretty much it." Remember, the more uneasy and scared you are, the more you have to face it with a smile. ”

"What...... Night's Eyes felt the temperature of Panich's fingertips, "I was a facial paralyzed before I met you, and I used to work hard to learn acting skills to complete the task, but in the end I forgot my expression, so I couldn't laugh anymore." ”

"But aren't you laughing from the bottom of your heart right now?" Panesy curled the corners of her mouth and grinned, shaking her index fingers, "Your expression is very good now!" ”

Yelu touched the corners of her mouth and involuntarily smiled.

"Look, you're smiling so cutely! What facial paralysis, how can facial paralysis be so cute. ”

Panesy's fingers skirted the sides of Night's neck, gently embraced him into her arms, and stroked his head.

"Listen, the reason for one's existence is not given by others, and the proof of one's existence is not determined by others. If I wanted to be affirmed, whether it was ten or a hundred times, I would say out loud that my night was the best. However, I hope you can have a little more confidence in yourself. There will be people who will be happy about you living in this world, such as me. ”

“…… Well! ”

Tears soaked her eyes again, and she pursed her lips with a shallow smile.