I buried these words in my heart and didn't tell anyone.

I used to think it was too hypocritical, but now I think it's afraid of annoying people.

"Xiao Chu, girls are used to hurt and pet, if you have any ideas, you must tell Fu Ruyu. Or...... Tell me it's fine. Cai Yue said.

I looked at him fixedly.

Cai Yue's eyes fluttered, and he hurriedly stood up, "That, it's not too early, I'll leave first, and I'll come to see you in two days." ”

"Hmm."

In the evening, Fu Ruyu came, he seemed to be very tired, his eyes were bloodshot, and brought me a confinement meal.

He saw the flowers on the table and a bunch of things, and asked, "Song Qian is here?" ”

"Did you know that something happened to her?" I asked faintly.

"What's the matter?" It seems that he is not clear yet.

I told him what happened, and after he heard it, his eyebrows tightened, "Someone dares to attack Song Qian?" ”

"Gao Yuanxi." I spit out these three words, "She didn't kill me, so she shifted the target to Song Qian." ”

Fu Ruyan didn't speak for a long time.

"She's hurt so badly that I can't go over to see her right now, so if you're free, go and have a look." I say.

Fu Ruyan nodded in agreement, and the topic came back to the topic: "So who sent these things?" ”

When he said this, his expression was a little gloomy, and I always felt that he would explode in the next second.

The word Cai Yue to his lips turned several times, and finally became: "Xia Limi." ”

The gloom on Fu Ruyan's face dissipated at a speed visible to the naked eye, "Let her accompany you more, you need someone to accompany you now." ”

"Can't you stay with me?" I finally asked, "I want you to stay with me." ”

Fu Ruyan's big hand fell on my head and rubbed it gently, "Xiao Chu, I know, but you also know that my company really can't leave." Recently, a lot of cooperation has been handled by me personally, and I have been going back and forth, so ......"

"I don't ask you to be by my side all the time, even if it's just an hour or two a day......" I whispered, my voice getting quieter and quieter, until at last it looked like a mosquito, and I don't know if he heard it.

"Xiao Chu, you understand me best, and you will definitely understand my difficulties." Fu Ruyan said.

My eyes dimmed, and my heart ached, "Okay then." ”

With all that said, what else can I do?

In the next seven or eight days, I saw Fu Ruyan once or twice, and the time was not very long.

It was late when he came, and we didn't talk long before we had to go to bed, and when I woke up, he was gone again.

The child was delivered to me on the 10th day out of the incubator, and I felt a lot of comfort when I saw her little one.

But unexpectedly, this is the beginning of a nightmare.

Although the child is not very noisy and spends most of the day sleeping, she needs to drink milk, and as soon as she is hungry, she will scream and change.

There are special personnel for changing diapers and something, so I don't need to worry about it, but no one can help me except for breastfeeding.

The frequency of newborn milk is very high, almost every two or three hours, and he will scream and make noise before drinking, so noisy that I can't sleep well.

Since the 10th day, I have been suffering from sleep deprivation every day.

It's fine during the day, but it's terrible at night.

I have responded to the nurse who took care of me many times, but the nurse said to me apologetically: "Mrs. Fu, there is really nothing I can do about this, because every breastfeeding mother is like this......"

My head is big.

In a day or two, my face became haggard at a rate visible to the naked eye.

I also became less and less talkative, and my mental state was on the verge of collapse by this little guy's torture.

Cai Yue is here again.

Like last time, he bought a large bouquet of flowers, replaced the withered ones, and said to me with a smile: "Little sweetheart, have you missed me lately?" ”

I looked at him blankly and didn't speak.

The smile on Cai Yue's face froze, "Why don't you have any light in your eyes?" Blind? ”

"You're blind." I said weakly: "It's just that I was tossed enough by the child." ”

"Well, I also learned that my mother will indeed work very hard, and she can't sleep well, no wonder your face is so bad, sallow and sallow." Cai Yue said.

I reached out and touched my face, and it was all oily.

I don't have oily skin, and I rarely get oily on weekdays, but I didn't expect that giving birth to a child this time would make such a big change for me.

Because I was not allowed to touch the cold water, I never dared to touch it, and my mother wiped my face with a wet hot towel.

How can you wash it clean without facial cleanser?

My mom kept saying that it wasn't time to use that mess.

Well, if you don't wash your face, you can't wash your face, then you can always wash your body, right?

But the central hospital also said that it is necessary to sit for 31 days a month.

It's okay not to take a shower, after all, I don't usually sweat, and the smell on my body will pass if I endure it.

But...... I can't stand it if I don't wash my hair!

My scalp itched so much that it exploded, scratching and scratching so hard that once my scalp was bleeding.

And my hair is still a little long, so it's even oilier.

No matter how much I pleaded, they didn't agree with me to wash my hair, saying that what kind of cold would enter my body, and when the time came, I would fall the root of a lifetime of disease.

That's why I look terrible right now.

Oily face, oily hair, strand by strand, how good can it be?

"A month, it's going to be quickly, don't worry too much." Cai Yue comforted me: "No, it's been a third of the time in a blink of an eye, and it's over soon." ”

"Hmm."

"But this Fu Ruyan is really, how can I leave you here alone, it's too much." Cai Yue is still upset with me.

Wow, a baby's cry interrupted Cai Yue's chatter.

"Please bring me the child." I say.

Cai Yue was stunned for a while, then walked to the cradle bed on the side, and reached out to hug it, but his hand froze in mid-air and couldn't go down for a long time.

The iron-blooded tough guy's face fused at a speed visible to the naked eye, becoming very warm and fatherly.

His eyes widened in disbelief, staring blankly at the little life.

Fu Nianchu was still crying.

"Cai Yue?" I called him.

Cai Yue reacted at this time, gestured several times helplessly, and finally picked up Fu Nianchu with a clumsy way and put him next to me.

I stuffed Fu Nianchu into my arms, pulled up the quilt, and let her eat, everything was tightly covered.

Cai Yue probably guessed what it was, and hurriedly turned his back to me and didn't peek.