Chapter 19: Healing

How to heal the pain of the "heart"?

I opened my eyes with difficulty, and I woke up on the day. I don't know how long I slept, as if I had experienced something that I couldn't remember.

Shaking his head, he vaguely remembered eating his mother's lunch with his family as usual.

Then, I heard the footsteps of "Click, Click~~" from outside the house.

And then there was the voice of his father, Hinata Hinata Himasa, arguing with the two of them in the living room, very loudly. However, looking at the situation, it seems that Daddy failed to win in the end?

As a result, I was taken away!!

I still seem to see my mother's worried eyes when I left, and my father, Hinata Hinata frowning, didn't look at me, and just frowned like my brother.

On this day, in front of his parents, he was called by the elder group of the family to participate in some kind of ceremony, "Well, the dark ceremony".

It's a headache to think about. It hurts, it hurts, and there is no energy.

Hinata shook his head violently again, feeling his brain and marrow vibrating inside.

It seems to be very sick, and the difference between the two lives has never felt this way. It feels like the soul has been forcibly withdrawn, as if the three souls and seven spirits are missing half of each, although they can't die, but it's also quite uncomfortable. Suddenly teased himself with a wry smile: "I got sick for the first time in my life, and I don't know how much I have to eat to make up for it!"

Get up and want to wash your face and sober up!

"When Chang~~"!!

When he looked in the mirror, Hizashi lost everything in his hand. Just looking at it like that, touching the mark on his forehead with his stiff fingers, so fresh and prickly.

Perhaps, the flesh on the forehead has not yet adapted to those foreign bodies, and it always feels a little stinging to the touch.

Standing quietly and looking in the mirror, Riza seems to gradually remember what he experienced before waking up:

"Hinata Hinata Hinata Hinata Hinata Hinata T "From the 21st century?" "Family, caged birds?" "Fate, ending?" ......

I always thought that I was "now" like this, still young, and didn't need to care;

I also thought that my crossing would change and the fate of "before" would no longer be the same;

I thought I might not experience "those" things that didn't belong to me;

What I thought was ultimately "I thought" ......

Looking at the calendar next to the table, "the page on the 21st has long been torn off".

Today, it's the twenty-two.

It turned out that it was no longer the "today" I thought it was, but the day that the caged bird was engraved yesterday!!

Myself, seems to have slept for a day.

"Whew!!" Take a deep breath and "Whew!!" "Gasping for breath," Whew!! "Grim memories!!

took a serious look at himself in the mirror, and the young man in the mirror did not smile, nor did he sigh that the reborn body looked good. Just looking at himself in the mirror like that, the black caged bird on his forehead is so real, reminding him of the fate of his situation all the time.

Pick up the pen on the table and write "Twenty-one days" on the white wall.

At the age of six, the division of the clan was completely established.

At the age of six, in the once peaceful century, it was just a joke in and out of class every day, running around the mountains with hoops, chasing and fighting people!

What's the point of worrying about your bullshit fate?

At the age of six, this is the real ninja world, and even if there is no blood, it is full of helplessness and cruelty.

I wonder how many people have been determined for their future destiny at this age or even younger?

Even Konoha, the richest and most peaceful in this ninja world, for a child who is only six years old, what is the fate of this certainty?

A high-sounding reason?

At this moment, the difference between the two worlds has never been so calm and so serious about their own situation:

It's no longer the kind of time like in the previous life, even if you know that if you don't work hard, you won't be able to get into a good school in the future, you won't have a good job, you will fall behind someone else, and everything else, but you still don't work hard.

The "caged bird" has been engraved on the forehead, and it is only a matter of time before the knife is already on the neck, and fate will move forward according to the plot, and Hinata Hinata will eventually die instead of Hinata Hinata for that "brotherhood" and that is "bullshit peace"!!

"Humph"!!

Pack up your mood and get everything in order.

The moment he turned around, Hiza smiled! Smiled and left the room, which now has only one tatami mat, and it is now only for himself.

Destiny!

......

I'm hungry as I chew the food on the table!!

I shouldn't have eaten for a day, and the food on the table seems to be cold!

It's no longer time to eat, and in another three hours it will be dark.

Hinata Yuan hurriedly walked in from outside the living room with all the fresh food he had just bought, and when he saw where he was chewing and swallowing, Hinata hurriedly walked up.

Squatted down, hugged Hinata in his arms fiercely, and gently stroked the traces that did not belong to his own childbirth.

In the end, the only one who really cares about himself is "Mom".

"Mom, don't touch it, it hurts!" The curse mark on his forehead doesn't seem to have fully grown, and there is always a slight pain from pins and needles when touched.

"Uh-huh, it's okay with the day, it's okay!!" Hinata took away the hand that touched the wound, and after leaving the thing that was not his gift, he comforted softly. It seems to be telling Hinata that no matter what you've been through, you're my favorite son.

The little man, Hinata leaned on his mother's shoulder, gently sniffing the smell of his mother's hair.

It's warm and smells good!!

I vaguely remember the rest of that day:

Mother Hinata Yuan turned around and walked to the cabinet in the living room, opened the drawer and took out the "gift" that had been prepared a long time ago?

"Day difference~, come here!"

Mother Hinata Gen gently called out to myself not far away and asked me to go to her side. I only saw a beautiful and comfortable smile on my mother's face, which was very beautiful.

Walking in, my lovely mother Genko was holding a pure white ribbon embroidered with a light white Hinata emblem to remember the needlework pattern.

That's my favorite color.

"White", white is pure and natural, pure and refined, just like the "white pleated skirt" in the dream is flying, very clean and clean.

This seems to be the forehead band that her mother Hinata has carefully embroidered in advance, and that's all she can do.

Thinking about it, Hinata Yuan gently tied the forehead band to the "bow" on Hinata's forehead, and the white ribbon just covered the traces of blackness.

Hinata looked at his mother Hinata Yuan with a gentle smile and held the mirror in his hand to face Hinata and seemed to be very satisfied with his gift.

The pure white forehead band is really beautiful on the forehead, which makes Hinata have the feeling that he will only be tied to his forehead when he struggles in the once hot-blooded anime. Just sway your body slightly, and the pendant flutters with your own black hair flowing. There is a sense of oriental beauty, like a fairy.

Mother's forehead band seems to be able to really cover the black curse mark on her forehead.

I looked at the mirror in front of me and shook my head continuously. In an instant, the black hair flowing ribbon flew, and between black and white, combined with today's somewhat sickly yellow face, there was really a fairy wind bone. Sitting in front of his mother, he is like a little Taoist child who has realized the Tao in front of "Sister Guanyin!!

The little Taoist boy with the white ribbon hanging in the mirror smiled. Looking at myself in the mirror, I am very happy - in this life, it is good to have my mother's love.

......

I was silent for a long time, and I watched for a long time.

Finally, I made up my mind.

Hinata smiled as he faced the mirror held up by his mother, Hinata, and gently flicked his forehead band up with his handβ€”gradually revealing the pitch-black caged bird curse mark on his forehead.

In the end, he completely pulled the white and clear ribbon to the top of his head, and pinched the two lightly dancing belt pendants with both hands.

Forcefully, pull tight.

The long black slender hair that was naturally draped was squeezed in the middle of the white ribbon like a waterfall cut off by the waist at this moment, as if the "dead knot" was no longer flowing.

"Well, let's tie a ponytail," Hinata explained to himself in the mirror, but the rest of his eyes naturally saw the black.

Mother Hinata Yuan felt sorry for "Sister Guanyin", and her tears seemed to be dripping.

Looking at my mother's suddenly sad and stunned expression at this moment, I suddenly couldn't bear to excuse myself: "Thank you, Mom, but-I don't like the way my forehead is blocked~~, isn't it better looking??" ”。

Hinata tilted his head to show his former cute smile, and his tied ponytail swayed in front of his mother. The white ribbon was flying, but the black hair was no longer flowing.

Shaking his little head like a cute, the black hair that has turned into a ponytail just swaying gently, looking strong and flexible. And the pitch-black spell on the forehead was imprinted on the childish face of the young man Zhang, which looked particularly cruel.

On this day, the former boy is no longer there, and it is only at this moment that he really understands this ninja world.

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From that day onβ€”

Although, every day for breakfast, I still eat the "Genko small pancakes" I made; He still laughs and chats with me every day to make me happy; Every day, I still ask me to give him medicine when he is injured.

But I know that from that day on, I have never slept in the morning; I have never been late or gone to bed early again; No more gags with my family; Never shouted at himself again: "It hurts".

I wish I could come back at that time...

"Genko small pancake" is the name that I got on the day of my birthday.

It seems that I always remember all the things of that day "Genzi's Diary - The Twenty-second Day of the Yin Month, Yin"

On the 22nd day of the 24th year of Konoha and the 22nd day of the first month, it was a cloudy day.

My brother doesn't seem to have had a problem with him since that day...

The naughty son looked at him from that day on, but his eyes were full of coldness...

Diary, it's such a good thing to remember!!

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What should you do if you suddenly experience a major change in your life?

Is it a sluggish and hungry rush to death, or is it a "routine" of crazy cultivation that rises in an instant like a Super Saiyan?

Hinata source, with love to care for the last purity of Hinata in his heart,

If you are connected ......