0839 Let go of the shackles

Maybe I thought I was in a fantasy world, so although the junior sister was a little strange, such as not asking a lot of things clearly...... But Lu Aya will not suspect that there is something wrong with the current junior sister, this is the benefit of the illusion.

If it is put in reality, even if this Liu Fufeng is real...... But as long as there is a little bit of something wrong, Lu Aya can feel it immediately.

And now, she just wants to fully release the soft side of her psychology in a place where no one is around.

"Senior sister, hold me for a while......" Lu Aya opened her arm to Liu Fufeng.

Looking at Lu Aya's appearance of wanting to hug, the serious look on Liu Fufeng's face slowly collapsed, and he looked at Lu Aya helplessly, and finally could only sigh.

"You...... There's really no way to take you. ”

Saying this, Liu Fufeng half-squatted, gently took Lu Aya into his arms, felt the touch of Lu Aya's chin, Liu Fufeng said softly: "Senior sister, you are obviously a big girl, why are you pestering me more and more, how can you let me go out alone in the future......"

"......" sniffed the familiar aroma, and Lu Aya didn't move.

[I must make my sister regret it. 】

This is the reason that Lu Aya has always given herself.

And now the appearance of the secret realm has completely shattered Lu Aya's thoughts, and it has also made her see clearly her self-deceptive heart, and Lu Aya's mentality is slowly changing.

She can't even take revenge on a phantom, and she wishes to stay in the illusion forever...... If it's true that she's ......

She didn't know what to do.

That is, her insistence...... It's all false and useless.

Since then...... What to do.

How...... Life.

Lu Aya hugged Liu Fufeng, feeling the softness and heartbeat, as if ...... No, the junior sister is right in front of her.

"Senior sister, you won't leave me, will you?" Lu Aya leaned on Liu Fufeng and trembled.

"Why do you suddenly say such things in the morning?" Liu Fufeng stroked Lu Aya's long hair, let the coolness flow between his fingers, and after thinking for a moment, he pressed Lu Aya's shoulder and let her meet her eyes.

"Senior sister, no one is inseparable from anyone, and neither are you."

Lu Aya was slightly distracted when she heard Liu Fufeng's words.

Yes.

My sister always likes to say that.

No one can never live without anyone......

The eyes were gloomy.

In the past she was always silent, but today she ...... She wants to speak from her heart.

Lu Aya raised her head and raised her voice, even if she exposed her hoarse and ugly voice, she wanted to say her thoughts clearly.

"Yes...... It's me who just can't do without you! Why should you ...... Why ......"

Lu Aya's voice gradually weakened.

Lu Aya's biggest knot now is that she doesn't know why Liu Fufeng wants to leave...... It's just that she has been pressing it in her heart.

The sudden strangeness of his own girl made Liu Fufeng stiffen, and he clenched his fists where Lu Aya didn't see it, and his nails were embedded in the soft flesh of his palm.

She did say this sentence often, but at first she was just scaring Lu Aya with the words "no one is inseparable from anyone".

It's just to make Lu Aya more dependent on herself.

Selfish girls, it's normal.

No one is forever inseparable from anyone-

But as time passed, she was no longer jealous of the people around Lu Aya, and at that time the meaning of this sentence changed, and it was more for her to listen to herself, Liu Fufeng didn't feel that her talent could accompany Lu Aya too far, so she ...... Using this sentence to remind herself of the preciousness of her current life, cherishing every moment of her life with Lu Aya is what she should do.

And now...... What kind of state of mind?

Lu Aya was too excited to notice that the "phantom" in front of her didn't dare to look into her eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm a little excited......" After Lu Aya calmed down, she grabbed the corner of Liu Fufeng's clothes and looked at her junior sister pitifully.

She...... I shouldn't have told my junior sister that my attitude is not right.

"Senior sister, you don't need to apologize to me, you don't need it now, you didn't use it before, and you don't need it in the future." After Liu Fufeng finished speaking, he looked at Lu Aya worriedly: "Is it the cause of the nightmare...... If you are not in a good state today, then don't go to Senior Sister Shen's side, if you are afraid of Senior Sister, I will go and talk to her. ”

Lu Aya wanted to sigh when she saw Liu Fufeng's appearance, but after exhaling a small section of her breath, she swallowed it back.

She really likes the care of her sister.

It's a pity that it's too late.

Lu Aya's deepest part of her heart quietly changed.

"It's okay, I'm just...... Never mind. Lu Aya couldn't say why, and let go of Liu Fufeng's hand.

After you let go, who will hold you......

The junior sister will always say this kind of thing, Lu Aya wants to use this sentence to benchmark herself, but in fact, even if the junior sister lets go first, she can't say cruel words, and even takes the initiative to ask for a fantasy embrace.

She's ...... like this My sister will look down on her.

But Lu Aya couldn't ignore her existence, and couldn't do it at all...... A person who is more important than her life, even if she abandons herself, that is her right...... You must know that Lu Aya has always regarded herself as Liu Fufeng's belonging.

Thinking about it that way would make her feel incredibly reassured.

"Alright, I'm going to study." Suddenly, Lu Aya gently pushed Liu Fufeng away and gave her a bright smile.

Liu Fufeng still looked at Lu Aya worriedly, but because it was an illusion, he didn't know what to say - at least in Lu Aya's eyes.

"If you don't feel well, come back at any time." Liu Fufeng admonished.

"Got it." Lu Aya drove the wheelchair and looked at Liu Fufeng, the tireless advice that he used to listen to and even felt a little deaf was so kind to Lu Aya now.

"Wait, it's cold outside......" Liu Fufeng took a white velvet blanket and covered Lu Aya's body, and then took out an oil-paper umbrella and stuck it above Lu Aya's wheelchair.

Lu Aya saw that she was busy, and whispered: "Senior sister, I'm not afraid of cold ......"

"If you say you're not afraid, you're not afraid?" Liu Fufeng touched Lu Aya's head: "Obedient, go ahead, by the way, Senior Sister Shen's temperament is not very good, if there is any difficulty, it is always good to persevere." ”

"Hmm." Lu Aya nodded vigorously: "If it's really difficult, I think I'm learning it for you, junior sister, so that I will be motivated." ”

"What is this called, what is it called to learn from me......" Liu Fufeng pinched Lu Aya's face: "Well, I am relieved to see you recover your vitality, senior sister." ”

"Okay, I'm really leaving, junior sister, make a meal, I'll come back at noon, I want to drink at noon...... Well...... Egg drop soup, other casual. Lu Aya raised her hand and asked.

"Got it." Liu Fufeng looked at Lu Aya dotingly, until Lu Aya disappeared from his field of vision, then he stretched his waist, picked up the broom to clean up the housework, and hummed a small tune softly in his mouth.

It's exactly the same as the parents who just sent their daughter to school.

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out of this world.

Ten minutes later, Lu Aya's gaze left the illusion, and the expression on her little face was the same as in front of Liu Fufeng, cold and terrifying, very similar to Shen Gui.

She's not stupid.

She knows what her biggest weakness is.

If someone impersonates her junior sister, or uses illusions to control her...... It's all very dangerous.

Therefore, after Lu Aya left, she adjusted her mood for the first time and got out of the illusion.

In front of her, there was a tall silver ball of light, and Lu Aya ...... It comes out of within.

After she left, she was outside observing the mini nine peaks and Liu Fufeng.

The conclusion was that if she didn't know that the world in front of her was done by her spatial power, she really suspected that her junior sister was living in this illusion, and everything was so similar.

Pity...... This is the illusion.

The silver ball of light in front of her was her power, and Lu Aya could feel that with the passage of time, the power in the illusion was gradually disappearing, and she, as the owner of the power, could cancel the illusion at any time.

She actually seriously considered renewing this illusion, and the answer she got was impossible, the illusion here depends on the overall secret realm, and the power will always run out one day.

Sigh.

Lu Aya's face gradually turned cold, she raised her hand, and slowly changed her hairstyle, only in front of her junior sister, she would exude ...... What everyone else saw was her in a bun, which was the way that Lu Aya needed to abide by.

Gently stroking the white blanket that her junior sister had just put on her, feeling the power of her own space inside, Lu Aya's eyes gradually became firm.

She didn't think of it herself.

It's just that when she saw the phantom of her junior sister, she actually changed so much.

Maybe it's because I saw my heart clearly, and it was just a matter of moments from revenge to urgency.

All the confusion and weakness disappeared, and Lu Aya's face was replaced with a coldness that was diametrically opposed to the innocence when she was with Liu Fufeng.

In the past, Lu Aya once wanted to take revenge on her junior sister, put the other party in a hostile position, and even wanted to spoil herself like she did at the beginning to make her regret it......

But all this disappeared after seeing the phantom of the younger sister.

She...... Wanted to see her.

I want to see her at all costs...... Whether she was good or bad, clean or dirty at that time, this was something she had to do.

The most important thing she should do is not to make her sister regret it, nor to wait for her to come back, but to open her legs to find her.

That's what she's supposed to think.

This encounter with the phantom completely activated Lu Aya's longing for Liu Fufeng.

It's a big world......

It's huge.

Lu Aya knew.

But as long as she lives long enough, she will always find traces of her in the world, even if her sister is no longer "gone", she will see her bones.

It's also a blessing to be able to die with her...... Right.

Lu Aya didn't realize how dangerous her eyes were now.

She didn't care, either.

Anyway, it's no different from before.

The greedy character that had disappeared was gradually returning, and she ...... It's been suppressed long enough.

Because I felt that my original character was too bad, I was abandoned by my junior sister.,So I've been suppressing all my bad emotions and suppressing the [Rilu Aya] who has carried everything.。

Because I felt that my body was not clean, I suppressed myself from thinking about it.

Because I want to become what my sister expects, I am extremely jealous of my demon identity......

I want to gain power, but I am afraid of my elf identity......

There is tremendous pressure on the spirit, and the body is still tormented by the cold of the palace and the yin veins.

Lu Aya felt that she was almost crazy.

And now all the scruples are fused into one idea.

I want to see her.

She just wants her ...... It doesn't matter if everything else, there's nothing more important than getting up close and personal with your junior sister...... What an excellent future, what demons...... It's all empty words.

Get stronger, and then find her.

Continue to live together.

Or ...... Dead together.

Even Lu Aya herself didn't expect it, just looking back on her previous daily life strengthened her idea of wanting to gain power at all costs, and Lu Aya, who originally wanted to use the power of ice, now really has no psychological scruples.

Lu Aya, who should have become soft after seeing Liu Fufeng...... Not only was it not soft, but it was not cheered up by the appearance of Liu Fufeng, but because he realized that everything in front of him was false, he awakened his heart to pursue the truth.

At all costs.

She admitted.

In the past, she wanted to become stronger, not only because she wanted Liu Fufeng to regret it, but also because she wanted to become excellent and then redeem her...... There is no shame in admitting this.

But now it's different.

Instead of redeeming, it is better to take the initiative to find out and ask clearly.

Of course, this is not actually a conflict, she can also become stronger if she takes the initiative to find it, maybe when she is famous enough, the junior sister will come back by herself.

Lu Aya smiled stupidly.

Obviously, this time Liu Fufeng's appearance not only did not become the light of salvation, but became the heaviest burden that overwhelmed Lu Aya, not so much that she became stronger...... It's better to say that it was stimulated by Liu Fufeng.

But...... Lu Aya does have motivation, or the motivation that will never be weakened, and the confidence is still there, but ...... Faith big enough can outweigh faith.

Senior Sister Shen......

I'm coming.

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Choose the secret realm, and the figure disappears.

In the secret realm.

A minute later, Lu Aya appeared in place.

Not surprisingly, lost.

Sure enough, although Senior Sister Shen's sword was fast, it wasn't fast enough...... The strength is also not enough...... A little more training is a way to win.

But......

She has better ideas.

Before, because I didn't want to use the power of the elves, but now I don't have a burden in my heart, as long as I don't use it to hurt Shen Gui, I can defend ...... It's still okay, right?

In this way, she is invincible.

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On the top of the mountain, a violent wind blew, Lu Aya's long hair fluttered, and she gently pressed the white velvet blanket on her body, without moving.

This is in a fantasy world.

Shen Gui was waiting somewhere......

But Lu Aya no longer had the patience to accompany her...... To be honest, what I can learn from this Shen Gui, with Lu Aya's talent, I have learned almost everything when I had a mental breakdown before, and the rest is to polish it myself.

Here it comes.

Feeling the strangeness of the wind, if it was Lu Aya before, she would have raised her hand and swung the sword behind her at this time, but this time she didn't move.

Until she smelled the smell of Shen Gui in front of her, she felt that the opponent's sword blade was close to her skin, and the skin of her heart was touched by the sword qi......

"When."

With a crisp sound, Shen Gui looked at the ink sword in his hand incredulously......

On his return, the sword broke.

The sword spirit that had not yet taken shape was wailing.

And Lu Aya was not injured at all, not even in pain.

The fabric of the clothes in the back heart was shattered by the sword qi, revealing the skin that was as crystal white as white jade inside, and the blue color that slowly faded on Lu Aya's snow skin could be vaguely seen.

This is a partially elven defense.

When Lu Aya felt that she could use this change and not be exposed to people, no one could hurt her.

And...... When Lu Aya accepted her elf identity and didn't care if she would disappoint Liu Fufeng, she had already won.