Chapter 9 Self-improvement, height, metaphysics

Got up, walked into the bathroom, sprinkled with hot water with automatic constant temperature adjustment, Wang Jin took a morning bath, finished washing, refreshed, put on clothes, walked out of the school gate, carried a suspender schoolbag, and walked leisurely on the way to school.

Humming a tune that no one in this world had ever heard, Wang Jin walked all the way to Meixiang Middle School, not far from the apartment where he lived, about five minutes away.

"The sun is shining in the sky, the flowers are smiling at me, the birds say early, why are you carrying a bag of explosives......"

A person out of tune, humming a song out of tune, Wang Jin's face appeared with a pure smile from his youth, yes, more than ten years ago, he Wang Jin was also a simple, innocent sunny little handsome guy.

crossed over, changed into a teenager's body, and changed the mood, and the things that used to be teenagers' hearts seem to have recovered one by one.

"Nakano-kun, it's early."

An expected person appeared on the side of the road.

It was the first time for Haruyuki to see such a bright smile on Nakano Masakazu's face, and seeing such a bright smile seemed to dispel his low mood just after the first defeat in the accelerated world.

Chunxue suffered, and his first defeat in the accelerated world was due to his own stupidity again.

He forgot Kuroyukihime's warning, and when he went out, he connected to the WAN and entered the acceleration world, only to be forced into a fight and defeated by a skeleton rider riding a gorgeous motorcycle.

It's only because he forgot Kuroyukihime's warning that he has this defeat, which is really depressing.

It's said that Chunxue is a pig.,But it's obviously not all derogatory.,After experiencing that self-esteem collapsed yesterday.,After a sleep, there's nothing left.,After the first defeat,The first time I saw the bright smile on Nakano's face,It also quickly made his depressed mood recover.,

Obviously, these are not things that ordinary people can do.

Even if it is a pig, Chunxue at least has the ability to bear it like a pig, it should eat and drink, laugh and laugh, and go to school, so this is probably because Chunxue is still alive and well, and she eats white and fat, but Nakano, who is possessed by Wang Jin, has self-annihilated.

I have to lament Nakano's misfortune.

But if it weren't for that, Wang Jin wouldn't be able to get an identity that is quite perfect and has very little trouble so easily.

This is Wang Jin's luck again.

"Is that you? Haruki Arita . ”

Wang Jin was not surprised to see Ita Haruyuki, because the apartment where the two lived was on the same road, and Nakano Masakazu had met Chunxue on the road countless times, but Nakano Masakazu had never spoken to him.

Wang Jin's face suddenly turned cold, and the bright smile just now disappeared, as if from the morning sun to the cold winter, Wang Jin learned to change his face as if he had no teacher.

"Hmph, what's the matter? You know, I don't like you, no, I could even say I hate you. ”

In terms of Wang Jin's own senses, when he watched the anime, he was more angry with Chunxue, he really hated it, but he didn't, if he really didn't like it, he would have given up on it, he didn't understand why he had this emotion before, but when he grew up, he suddenly found that he had some resonance in him, otherwise he wouldn't have watched the whole accelerated world, and even the parallel version of the theater version never let go.

He is not a fat man in reality, but Chunxue's particularly exaggerated inferiority complex also has three points.

But after occupying Nakano's body, he understands why Nakano hates Chunxue so much, Wang Jin has Nakano's memory, and after a night of digestion, he understands that the real reason why Nakano hates Chunxue is because he sees himself in him, in one sentence.

- Nakano hates Haruyuki as if he is disgusted with himself -

The two are so similar, Chunxue is fat, Nakano is thin, and Chunxue has low self-esteem and weakness, and she doesn't dare to face it, she wants to escape, and she wants to fly.

What about Nakano, how could it not have been like this? Put everything and desires in his heart into the comics, in his comics, he is the handsome protagonist who harnesses the power of the wind, which is the same as the little sense of accomplishment that Chunxue longs for in the game.

Both of them are defeated dogs whose inner world is full of inferiority complex and whose reality is weak and incompetent.

In contrast, Nakano is an orphan, but Haruki has parents, even if his parents are divorced, he still has a mother, and he also has two childhood sweethearts, Koqian and Tuo.

And he has nothing, Chunxue is bullied, and Xiaoqian and Atuo care about him in every possible way, and he can only hide everything in his heart and draw it in his comics.

He didn't finish the unfinished design of the manga protagonist, which alluded to his own inner breakdown, so Nakano died and destroyed himself.

"Nakano-kun, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been like that last time, I'm sorry ......"

Chunxue's face was slightly bitter and he bowed and apologized in a 90-degree standard style.

"It doesn't have to be so, I don't accept your apology!"

"But for Xiaoqian's sake, I just hope you stay away from me, you know? Every time I see you, I'm like looking at myself, low self-esteem, weakness, incompetence, even a cute and kind person like Xiaoqian, you hurt, Arita Haruki, you don't deserve all of this at all, you know? Unworthy! ”

"I ...... I ......"

Haruyuki already knew from Kochi yesterday that Nakano ate the food he pushed to the ground after he left, and also knew that he and Kochi became friends.

"Why do you say that about me?"

"Do you always feel like you're the most unfortunate person? What do you look at me? You're being bullied by Arakuya, aren't I? And I'm an orphan, but you still have a mother and a little Qian...... I'm the real one who has nothing. ”

"You already have a lot, but you are there with low self-esteem, weakness, incompetence...... I actually understand you very well, because I used to be the same, exactly like you, even more inferior and weaker than you. ”

"But I won't do it again, from now on, I won't let someone like Araya bully me again!"

"Nakano-kun, Araya has been suspended from school, and no one will bully us anymore."

"So what? If you walk in a barren valley, won't there be another barren valley in the future? Haruki Arita , if you think like this, you will always be a stupid pig with low self-esteem, weakness and incompetence! ”

"I've seen that the big country across the sea has an old saying - a gentleman strives for self-improvement!"

"That's right, that's the only one, from now on, I, Masakazu Nakano, will never be inferior, only self-improvement! Self-effort to become stronger, this is self-improvement. ”

"If a barren valley is gone, there will be thousands of barren valleys, but I will never be afraid of them again!"

"Alright, if you really want to apologize, please stay away from me! When you are no longer so weak and inferior, and understand this, I will accept your apology. ”

Even with Chunxue's inferiority now, hearing Wang Jin's sonorous and powerful self-declaration, he couldn't help but clench his fists, of course he didn't want to fight, but was infected by the strong belief in these words, and this infection even washed away his first defeat in the accelerating world today.

[Gentleman with self-improvement]

[One barren valley is gone, and thousands more barren valleys will appear, but I will never be afraid of them again!] 】

Two sentences, echoing in Chunxue's heart, the joy of getting the BB program and the frustration of today's first defeat are gone, and only these two sentences have been echoing in my heart.