Chapter 158: To exist is to sin

Shu Yue's assigned job is to guard the ice warehouse, she has no surprises about this, there are more than 10,000 people in the entire tribe, and there should be only a handful of people who are willing to work with her, in order to balance the emotions of others, it is normal for the Personnel Awakening Bureau to have this arrangement.

The ice warehouse is very large, about more than 30 meters long, more than 10 meters wide, there is a row of demon beast corpses stacked on the left, a total of more than 20 bodies, the right side is temporarily empty, every morning, there will be workers from the food workshop to come and drag away one or two of them, and in the afternoon or evening, the soldiers of the dragon barracks will send fresh demon corpses.

Placing the fresh demon corpses and making a record is Shu Yue's daily work, she has a lot of strength, and it is not difficult to drag these demon beasts of four or five tons at every turn, which makes her feel that the officials assigned to her by the Personnel Awakening Bureau are very wise, and this job is undoubtedly very suitable for her.

In fact, the reason why she was assigned here was because Zhu Cheng personally gave instructions.

There was only one administrator of the ice warehouse, and the original administrator was transferred to the Civil Technology Bureau in order to move her position, and when he heard the news, the old man in his fifties and sixties was as happy as a child. The salary of the ice warehouse keeper is very low, only 90 hours a month, which is less than half of the average worker of the Civil Technology Bureau.

Because of this, he had a very good attitude towards Shu Yue when handing over the work, endured the smell, and carefully explained the details that needed attention.

In general, Shu Yue is very satisfied with this job, it's okay with the low salary, she doesn't need it anyway, the biggest expense of ordinary women is to dress themselves, and she, she thinks it's useless to dress up.

No matter how beautiful a zombie is, it is impossible to change its ugly and terrifying nature.

The person Shu Yue sees the most every day is the special awakened person who comes to "add ice", once in the morning and once in the evening, he must open the door before he comes in the morning, and he must wait until he finishes adding ice at night before he can get off work.

It was a young man in his twenties, very handsome, but Shu Yue had never spoken to him, the man's expression was as cold as his ability, he had never looked at Shu Yue with his eyes, and Shu Yue naturally would not pay attention to him.

It was late at work that day, and it was already completely dark, so Shu Yue closed the door of the ice storage, went to the cafeteria to get a dinner, and walked quickly towards the dormitory.

She never ate in the cafeteria, because there were always people who secretly pointed out about her, and she couldn't stand the eyes of those people who looked at them like monsters, and the malicious slander and mockery of some people, which would make her feel that the world was so dark.

The only consolation is that she never has to wait in line, and the cafeteria aunt prepares her meals in advance every time, and she can go to a specific window to pick them up.

It's a pity that she didn't feel warmth from this detail, and the aunt was not pitying her or feeling sorry for her, but she didn't want her to affect the other people lining up.

She eats the most dishes in the canteen every day, and if she has a favorite food, she will secretly be happy, and if not, she will also feel lost.

After all, she is only an eighteen-year-old girl, at the same age, but facing malice from the whole world.

Fortunately, in this prosperous but indifferent tribe, there is still a place where the light shines through.

On the way home, Shu Yue has been trying to avoid the crowd, she doesn't want to bring a peculiar smell to others, and she doesn't want to bear the strange eyes of others.

If you really can't avoid it, bury your head and walk over as fast as you can.

When she got home, Shu Yue went into her dormitory, as if she couldn't wait.

Every night she would sit in front of the window, facing the direction of the faint light, and eat her meal in small bites, and she heard others say that the place was called the "palace in the mountains", and the chief lived in it.

This is the moment she looks forward to the most every day, and it is also the moment that makes her feel the happiest, as if facing that direction, her eyes can penetrate many obstacles, devote herself to a certain restaurant, and see the figure of the quiet dining.

Every now and then, she would whisper a little nervously:

"I'm eating, Liu Zhi."

"I don't like today's dish very much, I really want to eat dumplings, I know you like it too, I also know that you like to eat beef stew, drink black chicken soup, bibimbap with lard, I know everything, it's just that you don't know I know ......"

"I saw that the dumplings were not sold out, and I thought there would be, but who knew that there were none...... I really wanted to tell my aunt to ask her to prepare dumplings for me every meal, but I didn't have the courage to say it......"

"Liu Zhi, do you think I'm too cowardly?"

"Can you tell me what you're eating? Doesn't it taste better? ”

"You know what? I try to eat as much as I can every day, maybe so that I can grow meat. ”

"I'm done eating, Liu Zhi."

"But I want to be with you again."

"When will I see you again? I really miss you, will you miss me? You certainly won't miss me now, but you'll miss that...... Am I secretly watching you play? ”

"I've got to wash the dishes, I'll see you tomorrow, Mr. Yanagi."

After putting away the dishes and chopsticks, Shu Yue raised her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, took a deep breath, and walked slowly towards the kitchen.

She knew that her behavior was ridiculous, if others saw her, they would definitely think she was a madman, but she just couldn't help but want to do it, obviously it was close at hand, but she didn't dare to recognize him, and her thoughts tortured her like poison, she felt that if she didn't vent it like this, she would definitely go really crazy.

At least, it would make her feel his presence.

And others have never looked at her with their eyes, so why care about their gaze.

With such peace of mind, Shu Yue opened the door of her dormitory, and the two roommates in the next room were sitting in the living room, both beautiful, one of them she also knew, named Ye Yun, who was a very popular female star when she was on Earth, but for some reason, the people in the tribe didn't seem to be willing to associate with her, even the cute little girl next to her.

Shu Yue didn't know the reason, no one had ever told her, and she wouldn't ask, but she had a good impression of the two, at least they never said that she was smelly, and although they wouldn't say hello when they met, they wouldn't cast disgusted glances. Unlike the two people in the other room, as long as they saw Shu Yue out of the room, they couldn't wait to stuff her back immediately, and their words were full of meanness and indifference.

In their opinion, Shu Yue's mere existence here is already a sin.

The dormitory that Shu Yue was assigned to was the kind of igloo, exquisite and beautiful, with three bedrooms, one living room, one kitchen and one bathroom, originally there were at least six people, but after Shu Yue lived in that room, there were no new roommates coming, she felt that it must be the Personnel Awakening Bureau that took into account that she was too special, so she specially arranged a single room for her.

Come to think of it, who would want to live with her? I guess I can't sleep at night.

Laughing at herself, Shu Yue gathered her thoughts, and walked into the kitchen quickly, there was a four or five-year-old girl in the kitchen who was washing her hands, and when she came in, she quickly shook her little hand, wiped it on her clothes, pinched her nose, and said in a strange tone: "Stinky sister, you are here to wash the dishes again." ”

She opened her eyes wide and looked at Shu Yue curiously.

Shu Yue nodded slightly, but did not speak, she knew that the little girl had no malicious intentions, although she called her stinky sister, there was no disgust in her expression.

"Then you have to hurry up, I haven't finished washing my hands yet." The little girl pinched her nose with one hand, raised her other hand, and then took the initiative to give up her position.

Shu Yue's heart was a little warm, this little girl was the one who had the best attitude towards her in the entire tribe except for Liu Zhi, I heard that Ye Yun and that cute little girl were adopted together, she was an orphan, her father died soon after the crossing, she was brought by a kind person.

After washing the dishes quickly, Shu Yue nodded to the little girl again, the little girl waved her little hand and said goodbye to her, she smiled lightly, and just walked out of the kitchen, a crisp knock on the door suddenly came.