200. If you leave

She was like a crystal.

In the palm of your hand, it is crystal clear and beautiful.

Then, slowly open your fingers and turn your wrist slightly. It's like a movie in slow motion. The palm of the hand is facing to the side, and the crystal slides off the palm.

Falling, falling, falling.

To the darkest depths.

"Smack!"

Crystals kick up dust from the ground. The crack spreads from the bottom until it shatters into several petals, and finally into small, pointed shards.

Every bit of brilliance shimmers, but it is finally buried in the black dust and has no brilliance.

"Nana!"

A shout made her eyes open.

"Whew, whew, whew!!"

Breathing rapidly, she seemed to have never been hungry for oxygen at this point.

"Are you alright?"

Listen to this urgent call. Nana Arai's eyes slowly focused, and she looked at the short-haired woman looking at her with a worried expression.

"I, I should be fine."

Putting herself back on the soft mattress, Nana Arai said.

"But you ......" Shallow Wen Nai obviously wanted to say something, but he changed the subject halfway with hesitation: "I should be having a nightmare." ”

"Hmm."

Whispering a promise, Nana Arai had never felt so tired.

"Let's go take a shower." Asami touched her forehead, and then showed her the sweat stains on her hands. said: "You're only afraid that your body will sweat more, don't catch a cold." ”

was reminded like this, and Arai Nana felt a slimy feeling on her body.

"Well, I'll go."

Lifting the velvet quilt, Nana Arai entered the bathroom. And the shallow above is also to prepare a change of clothes first, and put them outside the bathroom cubicle.

Fortunately, she always likes to prepare an extra copy of things, so that she can directly bring a new bedding to change.

Waiting, when Nana Arai took a shower and changed her clothes and came out, Asami had already taken care of all the items such as the quilt.

She took a dry towel and said to the girl who was obviously distraught:

"Come here, I'll help you dry your hair."

"Thank you, little Wennai."

Nana Arai, who was sitting in the former body of the shallow text, said. It finally made the agent and assistant's shallow text breathe. She had finally regained some senses.

Pick up a dry towel and rub it little by little, starting with the ends of your hair. With the gentlest force of his own, he removed the moisture from her hair.

Long hair is always so difficult to manage, and it is difficult to wash. It's as hard to dry out.

Although there is such a thing as a hair dryer, it has been forbidden to use it because it may harm the girl's hair.

I don't know how long it took to wait until all my hair was dry. Nana Arai seemed to be sleepy, slightly tired and leaning on the lower abdomen of the person behind her.

"Want to sleep?"

"Hmm~"

It was probably the word she'd used the most tonight.

It's not that I'm reluctant to say a few more words, but I really don't have the extra strength. It was as if her bones had been drained from her bones.

Instead, she wiped the last bits of water from her hair and slowly lifted the girl's shoulders. took her slowly to the side of the bed, and finally carefully helped her to the bed and covered the quilt.

"Get a good night's sleep." Shallow Wen said such words, and at the same time carefully twisted the corners of the quilt for her.

But she didn't expect that at this time, her hand twisted by the horn was grabbed by another wrist.

Looking up, I saw Nana Arai with an expectant look and said:

"Sleep with me tonight."

It's not like the usual jokes.

She just wants to find someone to accompany her.

There is no need to hesitate, the above is a simple answer with the word "good", and on the other side of the bed, a quilt corner is opened and carefully drilled in.

No sooner had she entered, she felt herself being held by a soft, scented object.

The soft limbs wrapped around her hard, a little out of breath. She didn't push away. Just hugged her with softer movements.

"Didn't you say you like it like to be under the covers?"

With a little bit of ridiculous words, just to dilute her sorrow. But I didn't expect the muffled words to come from her chest:

"I used to like it very much, but a certain soul faint told me a story called curse. And also highlighted the little ghost head called Toshio Saeki. ”

"Uh."

I don't think I expected such a response. Let the shallow Wen Nai's thoughts get stuck, and at the same time, his resentment towards a certain man is even deeper.

"Shamelessly faint!"

"That's it, that's it!"

As if she had found her soulmate, Nana Arai raised her head and said, "That soul is so faint that I don't even have the idea of putting a mirror in my room."

I'm a girl! ”

Well, a man's bad taste can sometimes be really troublesome.

"Why don't I get you a pair of shoes with a higher heel tomorrow?" The above is a suggestion.

But in exchange for Arai Nana's low language;

"That soul is weak, and he is already on guard against this move."

"Tsk!"

Smacking his lips unpleasantly.

And, after this sound, the two fell into a long silence.

Until, Arai Nana asked in a low voice, "Xiao Fumino, what should I do?" ”

What to do?

I don't know either.

To scramble?

She was reluctant to let such a good girl as Arai Nana fall into such an entanglement.

Abandon?

She had a touch like her soul had been pulled away.

Perhaps, this is also a confirmation of it: the flowers on Mo bloom and butterflies fly, and the rivers and mountains are still the same as in the past. This phrase.

There are some things that are missed.

She wanted to comfort the girl so much, but she couldn't bear to see her weeping.

can only whisper: "If you leave, keep your best condition." Sometimes you might as well observe your past from the perspective of a third person, and observe the present.

Maybe......

You'll have an answer. ”

Her suggestion can be boiled down to four words;

When the interruption continues.

And, after these four, there are also their results;

Instead, it's chaotic.

These eight characters have a bloody lesson in history.

However, it is mostly reflected in planning.

Can feelings also be boiled down to like this?

Who can say for sure?

It's just that for the current Arai Nana, it may be the best painkiller.

On this night, neither of these women is a veteran of love, nor is it a master of psychological counseling. They are only women who have spent less than a quarter of their lives. In terms of feelings, it is almost blank.

It was right and wrong to make such a decision. As for what the future will bring, perhaps it can only be judged by the future.

Only pray to the two of them in the coming time. Looking back on this night, they have no resentment or regret in their hearts.