Chapter 311: Encounter (I)
It was a weekend, and Lin Xue went to the hut early in the morning with a bag of washed clothes. For her, it has become a habit to go there every weekend to clean.
From Zheng Xiao last night, Lin Xue already knew the news of Ye Feng's return to City C. Originally, Lin Xue thought that she would be sad for a long time this time, but she was surprised to find that she was much stronger than she imagined.
In fact, after waiting for so long and looking forward to it for so long, the other party cut off the relationship with a long letter. gave it to anyone who should slowly forget this feeling.
Therefore, now Lin Xue doesn't know what kind of feeling she feels in her heart. She tried hard to make the image of him in her heart more vivid and profound. But she couldn't stop the passage of time from washing away her memory.
Now, Ye Feng's voice and smile in his heart are still the same, but Lin Xue will no longer be sad for his ruthlessness. It is only in the dead of night that the girl regains that heart-rending feeling.
This may be as Thoreau put it:
Everything will pass without a trace, and everything will not pass without a trace......
Unconsciously, thinking about her thoughts, Lin Xue had already come to Zheng Xiao's door.
Open the door and enter the house. Lin Xue knew that Zheng Xiao would definitely not be there at this time. He always fills his life with work, and maybe that's the only way he doesn't think about the past.
Looking at the packet of milk and two puffs on the coffee table, Lin Xue couldn't help but smile slightly. Now she won't put flowers here, but she doesn't know when it started. As long as she comes, she can see the breakfast prepared on the coffee table. With music on, Lin Xue sat comfortably on the sofa and began to enjoy the late autumn morning in this southwest city......
Just when Lin Xue, who had finished eating the things on the table, was just about to clean up the house. The doorbell rang. Lin Xue thought that Zheng Xiao was back, so she ran over to open the door, and when the door opened, it was not Zheng Xiao who was standing, but a person she would never have thought of.
"Hello! We... I haven't seen you in a long time! ”
"Sister Gu Lin? Oh...... Hello! Brother Zheng Xiao was on duty and didn't come back. ”
The person who came was Gu Lin, and she didn't dress very formally today. It's a casual outfit, after all, that's what girls like to wear.
Lin Xue looked at the uninvited guest in front of her at this time, and suddenly became a little speechless. In her heart, she turned a thousand times for a while, and she guessed that Gu Lin should have come to Zheng Xiaodi and said.
"I know, I just called him, so...... I'm here to see you! ”
Seeing the stunned Lin Xue, Gu Lin couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, although she had been mentally prepared before coming, but when she really faced Lin Xue, she was still nervous for no reason, which had never been seen before.
"Look at me?" Lin Xue muttered in her mouth suspiciously.
"Yes! I'm here to see you. Can we go in and talk? ”
"Oh! Sorry, please come in! ”
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In the early morning, the air is exceptionally fresh under the shade of the green on both sides of the Difu South River, so it attracts many people to come for morning exercise every morning.
So it's early in the morning, but it's already very lively. There is an old man walking birds. Aunt Yanggedi, of course, there are many young people jogging.
At this time, on the bustling bank of the river, there is a girl pushing a wheelchair and walking slowly along the riverbank. The girl was beautiful, and sitting in a wheelchair was a boy about the same as the girl pushing him. The boy's face is also very delicate. Even when he sits, he can see that he is tall and tall, but unfortunately his left trouser tube is empty, and he became disabled at a young age.
However, at this time, there was no sadness on the faces of the young couple, and some only smiled faintly. They slowly wandered along the shore filled with the early morning sun, stopping and enjoying the peace of the morning.
"What's wrong? Brat. What do you think? At the far end of the young couple, one of the two men standing side by side said, a little taller.
"It's nothing, I can see that they are both calm and happy now." The shorter one next to him looked faintly at a pair of young men in the distance and replied. This is Ye Feng, and the one next to him is Zheng Xiao.
They were all lifelong friendships, so Ye Feng came to Zheng Xiao early the next morning. At this time, the pair they were looking at was Liu Jia and Zheng Qi. Ye Feng suddenly wanted to see the two of them just now, and heard Zheng Xiao say that he could see them by the river at this time, so he came.
"Happiness is uncertain, only the two of them know. But the peace is true, and that's what they need most now. ”
Zheng Xiao muttered in his heart as he spoke. He said in his heart that the current young people are more complicated than their old and young people, and just now Gu Lin called and said that he wanted to find Lin Xue and asked him to keep it secret. Now it's Ye Feng again, and before he said a word, he wanted to come to see Liu Jia and Zheng Qi, I really don't know what they were thinking.
Ye Feng didn't continue to speak, he just silently looked at Liu Jia in the distance. It can be seen that Liu Jia is still so beautiful and dynamic in recent years, but she is also a little more mature and stable between her eyebrows. And Zheng Qi, who had a few encounters with Ye Feng in a wheelchair, also seemed to be out of the huge shadow after the great changes in his family and the amputation, and it could be seen that the two had gotten along very tacitly.
For a long time, Ye Feng may have felt the most guilty about Liu Jia in his heart. At the beginning, among the three girls in Ye Feng's heart, the lightest weight may have been Liu Jia, but Ye Feng has not decisively picked out Liu Jia because of his indecisiveness in character and the vanity of a man who hopes that women will come up. It was precisely because of this that the girl fell deeper and deeper, so Ye Feng had always felt guilty. Seeing that Liu Jia is now living a quiet life again, he is somewhat relieved.
"Why, why don't you go over and say hello? It's so early in the morning and you're standing here stupidly? Zheng Xiao's words interrupted Ye Feng's thoughts again.
"Me? Forget it! Perhaps the least suitable person to appear in front of the two of them right now is me. As long as I see Liu Caneng living peacefully and quietly, I will be relieved! ”
"Hey, that's fine! Maybe this is the arrangement of fate! Maybe Liu Jia took that ticket and got on the plane that day. If he hadn't stayed with Zheng Qi, who was hospitalized at the time, like now, maybe everything would have been different! ”
Zheng Xiao sighed to himself. It's just that he didn't expect that his words inadvertently revealed a secret that Ye Feng didn't know.
"Tickets? What ticket? ”
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"Lin Xue, maybe I'm the one who is least qualified to say these things. But I still think you should start with
Things are coming out! You are so beautiful and virtuous, the world doesn't know how to chase you! But why are you doing all this in silence like you are now? Is it going to be like this for the rest of your life? ”
Since entering the house, Gu Lin has been nervous and cramped. She didn't know what to say to the girl across from her. Lin Xue also sat quietly opposite her after pouring water for her. Finally, after the two were silent for an unknown amount of time, Gu Lin finally mustered up the courage to speak.
"Some things are not so easy to forget, and it may take a lifetime!" Listening to Gu Lin's words suddenly. Lin Xue deeply forgot to look at the other party, and then let herself calm back and said.
"Then why didn't you use the ticket I gave you to go to France to find him? Although I have always been reluctant to admit it, I know your place in his heart, and if you go with you that time, maybe you should be by his side now. ”
Gu Lin finally mustered up all the courage to ask. If there is any confusion in her heart at this time, and there is any fear in her heart in front of Ye Feng, this is it. Although she knew that Ye Feng loved her, she still didn't know who was more important in Ye Feng's heart between herself and Lin Xue. Lin Xue didn't choose to go to France to find Ye Feng like she did, and it really made her win this love battle. But it also makes this question a question that may never be answered.
"Sister Gu Lin, don't say that. You know Ye Feng's personality, he loves you, you should know this! I heard the other party say that. Lin Xuedi's heart ached again, in fact, this was also a question in her heart, if she went to France that time, would Ye Feng choose herself? But she knew there was no point in talking about it now. Ye Feng's person may usually be a little soft. But when he decides to do something, he will stick with it until the end, whether it is right or wrong.
"Lin Xue, maybe I shouldn't say these words. But how can you be so kind, always so considerate of others? Love is selfish and exclusive! At that time, I just thought about him, and I didn't want to drag it out any longer, so I came up with such a way to find an answer. I thought to myself at the time, even if he chose you, Liu Jia, there would finally be a result. And he went away in desperation. But what I didn't expect was that you and Liu Jia didn't go.
I didn't care about Liu Jia's side, but I was actually very worried at the time, and what I was most afraid of was that Ye Feng chose you instead of me. I have never lost in my life, never! But on that occasion, I was more worried than ever that I would lose to you! ”
Maybe time has passed, maybe feelings need to be vented. At this time, in the face of Lin Xue, Gu Lin put the things that had been suppressed in his heart in front of his former "love rival". Gu Lin has always been a brave girl who does not admit defeat, but that competition against Lin Xue made her the weakest and helpless. So the more this is the case, the more she can't understand Lin Xue's own behavior of giving up the opportunity.
"Sister Gu Lin, since it's all about this, I'll say it too! The reason why I didn't go to France with you in the first place is that I know that Ye Feng's affection for you and you for him is no less than mine, so I don't want to increase his psychological burden out of thin air. The second is that I have long understood that even if I went to France that time, he would probably not choose me! ”
"Why? How can you say that? Don't you even have the slightest confidence? In my opinion, you have always been a brave girl! ”
What do you mean by that? In fact, in my opinion, before and after Ye Feng became obsessed with motorsports, he seemed to be a different person. I may finish everything about Ye Feng before, but you are the one who knows best what Ye Feng was thinking after that.
In the past, I had a lot of common language with him, but since he got hooked on racing, he's been getting farther and farther away from me. Sometimes when we are together, I know that Ye Feng always tries hard to tease me and hope that I am happy, but I don't understand the ones he is interested in, and I can't help, although I have also tried hard, but there is still no common language between us. I couldn't do anything but take care of everything for him silently.
And you, Sister Gu Lin, you are different from me. Ye Feng understands that you also understand, and if he is interested, you are also interested. I've silently observed how you look together, and there's always something to say. To be honest, I really envy you sometimes! You are so beautiful, you know so many things, and Ye Feng, who is so arrogant, is always obedient in front of you.
When you had an accident in the game, I still remember Ye Feng being in a hurry to die at that time. How I wished I had been the one who was hurting, and he could be so anxious. But I know I won't have such a chance, compared to you, I'm just an ordinary girl, destined to be just plain for the rest of my life. And you and Ye Feng are the same kind of people, you are both the kind of people who accept the cheers of countless people in the spotlight. So I think you are the one who should stay by Ye Feng's side among the three of us.
And the most important thing is the feeling that Ye Feng gave me, the feeling that I don't know when he will leave me. I know that this feeling is just me thinking, but I just can't control myself from having this kind of thought more and more, even if Ye Feng holds me in his arms, I feel that he will leave at any time.
Can you relate to that feeling? I was really scared, so I gave up! I think this may be a good thing for you, me, and Ye Feng. ”
Lin Xue said lightly, at first she simply recalled, but in the end, she said all the words that had been buried in her heart for a long time to Gu Lin. Looking back now, in the final analysis, from the beginning to the end, Ye Feng had never been able to give Lin Xue a real sense of safety. At the beginning, Sun Yu firmly occupied all the positions in Ye Feng's heart, and then Ye Feng became more and more successful in his career.
In fact, Lin Xue has always hoped that Ye Feng would graduate from college like most excellent boys, be admitted to graduate school, and then find a good and stable job, and then live a stable life with her. But Ye Feng has suddenly changed from a college student to a team owner and F1 driver! In fact, when Ye Feng decisively dropped out of school and left, Lin Xue felt that something had broken between her and the Ye Feng she liked before.
Although she still loves Ye Feng, who is surprising in the car world, Lin Xue feels that she can't keep up with the pace of his life, and Gu Lin is exactly the most suitable person......