After the warrior who led the way left, Tian Yiyi raised his head and glanced at Hou Dajie with a complicated expression, his eyes were very calm, there was no disgust, no surprise and joy, just like seeing a person he didn't know, which made Tian Yiyi a little lost, but the strange thing is that her original extremely nervous mood actually calmed down slowly, at least Hou Dajie didn't look at her coldly, the most embarrassing result should be ruled out.

"Long time no see!"

In the end, Hou Dajie spoke first, in the process of waiting just now, he was actually a little excited, originally thought that after meeting, he would behave stumbling, but he didn't expect it to be unusually calm, so calm that even he felt surprised, as if he had never appeared in this girl's life, never loved her, and never let her stab her in the heart.

"Well, long time no see." The girl replied softly, she didn't dare to look the man in the eye, and lowered her head and asked, "You, are you okay?" ”

"It's good." Hou Dajie glanced at the girl who lowered her head and didn't know what to think, her delicate face was a little pale, she opened her mouth, and finally didn't say anything.

The three words of coldness revealed in this simplicity, which made Tian Yiyi not know how to speak for a while.

After a while, Hou Dajie saw that the girl was slow to speak, so he had to ask, "You came to me, is there anything wrong?" ”

"I ......" Tian Yiyi raised her head, her moist eyes were full of complexity, and her eyes moved to the boy's face: "I have two things I want to tell you." ”

She paused, exhaled, and continued: "The first sentence is thank you, thank you for being so kind to me, in order to fill my stomach, you will do everything you can to find food regardless of the danger, and even prefer to leave everything to me, but you yourself are hungry; In order to let me sleep peacefully, you can stay awake all night, squatting at the mouth of the tree hole and using your body to help me shelter from the wind and rain, it should have been the most difficult moment in my life, it is because of you that it can become so easy, thank you! Dajie. ”

After speaking, she bowed down her petite body and sincerely thanked Hou Dajie.

Hou Dajie subconsciously wanted to help her, but as soon as his feet were raised, he took it back, a touch of self-deprecation appeared on his face, and he said lightly: "Thank you, you have already ...... I've said it many times. ”

"No, that's different." Tian Yiyi shook his head again and again, and muttered: "At that time, I didn't understand how heavy this kindness was, how rare it was, I said thank you on my lips, but in my heart I thought that no matter how you helped me, it was a matter of course...... I thought the whole world should let me and spoil me. But I don't know that in fact, I don't matter to the world at all. ”

Hou Dajie's heart was touched, he didn't expect the girl to have such a big change, it seems that these days, she has indeed experienced a lot of things and suffered a lot, sighed secretly in her heart, but her tone was still peaceful, and said: "Okay, I accept your thanks." ”

"Thank you." Tian Yiyi pursed her small mouth, her eyes were shining, she took a few deep breaths before calming down, and continued: "The second sentence, I'm sorry. At the beginning, I was too ignorant, I only thought about myself, I didn't care about your feelings at all, I knew that those injuries had been done, and I couldn't make up for it just by saying sorry, you could beat me and scold me if you wanted, or even ........."

Tian Yiyi buried her head slightly, with three points of guilt and seven points of perseverance in her expression, and plucked up the courage to say: "Even if you want my body, I am willing to use everything I can to make up for the mistakes I have made, just ask you to stop hating me." ”

Hou Dajie was stunned, he was no longer the stupid boy he was at the beginning, he felt that there was no trace of falsehood in the girl's tone, determination was like iron, he was silent for a while, and finally sighed lightly: "Yiyi, I think you misunderstood, I never ...... I hated you, on the contrary, I am quite grateful to you. ”

Seeing that the girl's face was full of astonishment, as if she had heard something unbelievable, Hou Dajie quietly looked down at the girl who often lingered in her dreams, and continued in a low voice: "I admit it, I did ...... before I like you very much, wherever you are, in your head...... It's all you, if you say a word to me, I will be happy for a long time, if you ignore me, or with other boys...... Showing intimacy, I have a heart ...... It's as uncomfortable as a knife piercing, I thought that having you was the same as owning ...... Worldwide. ”

Hou Dajie said every sentence for a long time, there would be a pause in the middle, it didn't sound so smooth, if it was changed before, Tian Yiyi would definitely laugh secretly, and now, she only has endless self-blame in her heart.

"My family was not in good condition, when I was very young...... I had to help my mother...... I do all kinds of work and don't have time to follow ...... Friends play, and all they meet are ...... The first time I saw you was a child from a poor family, and then I went to high school...... , I feel like you're a ...... Like a princess, she was dressed and looked good, and I was ...... at that time Too naïve to meet a life ...... People outside of the world think it's the ...... of the world The best people. Later, it was you who gave me the opportunity to go out...... See the bigger world...... Better people, I just found out that the original person ...... It couldn't have been more ordinary. ”

Hou Dajie tried his best to control his surging emotions, looked at the girl and said: "So I don't hate you, but I don't love you anymore, Yiyi, remember to take care of yourself, I think, I can't continue...... Protect you. ”

Tian Yiyi's face turned pale in an instant, her whole heart seemed to be constantly pulled by countless hands, and the pain spread from the bottom of her heart to her whole body, she had already prepared for the worst, but when Hou Dajie really said this result, she still couldn't bear it, this boy who once loved her so much and was willing to give everything for her finally left, and was let go by her own hands.

Tears rolled in her eyes, the girl couldn't help it fall, but she couldn't control it, she hurriedly turned her head, wiped it twice, sniffled, and when she turned back, she was already replaced by a reluctant smile: "Thank you, Dajie, thank you for being willing to see me today, and for talking to me so much, I'm very open...... Very happy. Speaking of this, her tone had begun to choke, and tears were pouring down like a bursting embankment, she let the tears slip down, and continued with force: "In the future, when you are on the battlefield, you must ...... Protect yourself and don't do it like last time...... Last time, a guy rushed out, and I knew I didn't have the ...... The qualifications require you to promise me, but I still hope that every time you go on the expedition, you will ...... They all come back safely. ”

After just one paragraph, she was already crying, but she still squeezed out a smile and waved her little hand: "Goodbye, Dajie." ”

She ran away without looking back, wiped her tears while running, and when she arrived not far from the sentry box, she suddenly stopped, covered her mouth and squatted down, and cried fiercely in a silent way, I don't know how long it took, it seemed that the tears had dried up, she finally stood up slowly, wiped away the tears, rubbed her face, and then slowly walked towards the sentry box.

Hou Dajie always hid himself in the darkness in the distance, and after seeing Tian Yiyi and Ye Yun at the door, they left together, and he secretly said in his heart: "Yiyi, don't blame me, it is because I have seen the bigger world that I know that there are many things that are more important than love." ”

PS: Today's first chapter