Chapter 14. The illness is not light
Mo Wushi's mobile phone screen suddenly lit up, and there was a message from D on it, Mo Wushi's face was slightly gloomy, Cheng Yubai glanced at it secretly, and saw a string of garbled characters.
"You talk first, I'll go out."
"Okay, come back early."
"Hmm." Mo nodded at him, and then strode out of the room.
He Yujie was dissatisfied with Cheng Yubai being distracted in front of her, a big beauty, waved her hand in front of him, and said jokingly: "What's the matter, people just left for a while and started to think, look at your absent-minded appearance, how inseparable you are from him?" ”
Cheng Yubai shook his head and didn't speak, he was thinking about who sent the string of garbled characters he saw and what it meant.
He Yujie really didn't expect him to reply, and looked around, the living room as a whole was gray and white, which looked simple and refreshing. The floor is covered with wooden floors, the sofa is a dark blue velvet sofa, and behind the sofa is a window, which replaces the curtains with blinds, so that the sunlight can shine in through the blinds, making the living room brighter and more spacious. There are also double-layer round coffee tables, specially shaped chandeliers, custom TV cabinets and open cabinets as display shelves, placing green plants and collecting small objects, which can be seen to be all with care.
After reading it, I couldn't help but sigh: "Tsk, your house is good to find, and the decoration is good." You're moving very fast, you're living with someone else, congratulations on finally getting what you want, when will you drink the wine? ”
"Huh?"
"It seems that Yang Kaiming is right, you are really planted." He Yujie wanted to sigh when she looked at him now, and soon she thought of something again, made a phone call, and after chatting with someone, she regained her confidence, "I'll just say, the charm of the old lady is extremely infinite, except for gay, how can a man escape the palm of my hand." "
Cheng Yubai reacted this time and frowned: "I'm not." ”
"Hey, don't be in a hurry to deny it, homophobia is a deep cabinet, it's just that you don't know it. I think this sentence is most appropriate for you. Do you think of him every day and feel uneasy when you can't see him? Do you laugh with him when you see him happy? Do you subconsciously check your phone to see if there are any text messages? When I met something delicious and fun, I wanted to share it with him as soon as I could......"
Cheng Yubai hesitated: "What you said, there will be good buddies, right......?"
"That's different, as for what's different, you have to experience it yourself. I used to think that you really liked Yao Ran, but now that I sympathize with her for three seconds, I wonder what Yao Ran's expression would be if she one day knew that the person her ex-boyfriend liked was her brother? Haha, it's definitely fun......"
Cheng Yu's white hand shook, almost unable to maintain his gentlemanly image, and the soy milk in his hand was splashed on the crazy woman opposite who completely ignored the image: "You woman, what are you thinking about every day?!! "
"Hehe, I'm thinking...... You, I like you, but you don't like me. In a situation like this, there is a sentence of our predecessors that I particularly agree with, love him and see him being oppressed. "
"A little wax for your other half in the future, who dares to ask you in the future!"
"Oops, hey, no, I'm laughing to death......" He Yujie fell on the sofa, holding her stomach, laughing breathlessly, and it took a long time to recover, "My other half doesn't need you to worry about it, my mother is chased by someone, but you are yourself, automatically sent to the door, and you are disliked." Look at me with sincere drops with wide eyes and answer my questions seriously. Interview, Cheng Yu Bai Xiansen, how do you feel about this? "
"...... Be serious. "
"Ahem, okay, let's get down to business."
He Yujie coughed lightly twice with her fist in her mouth, cleared her throat, looked serious, and her voice was stable and calm, without the slightest shadow of the previous "crazy woman", some were just arrogant and confident as a top psychotherapist in China.
"You said that there was a fault in your memory, and to retrieve that part of your memory, I hypnotized you before, but it didn't work."
"yes, but I'm slowly remembering." Cheng Yubai stared at the desktop with his head hung gloomily, and there was a faint hint of panic on his face.
"Is it something bad?"
"You...... Have you ever had a time of déjà vu? Cheng Yubai thought about it for a long time before he found a phrase that could express his meaning more accurately.
"Déjà vu? What kind of déjà vu? He Yujie chased the text, and it could be seen that she was quite interested in it.
"It's a scene that seems to have been experienced and familiar, but you can be sure that it's the first time you've come to a certain place or a certain scene."
"Could it be...... It's already happened, but you forgot? He Yujie said tentatively, "It's like when you go to the movie theater and the poster indicates that there is a new movie, and you go in and watch it and find that a certain plot of this movie is somewhat similar to that in a certain movie." ”
Cheng Yubai shook his head: "No, I know it's bizarre, but please listen." You should know that I disappeared for a while, and you probably won't believe it, but I entered another world...... Then I came back and I thought I was really back to reality. But from the moment I crushed the dice, it seemed like I had all experienced it, and I began to lose track of what was true and what was false. "
......: "It seems that you are already very sick.
But this time, He Yujie didn't interrupt his narration again, but waited for him to finish before he spoke: "I think what you wanted to say before was that you had hallucinations.
Hallucination refers to the perceptual experience that occurs in the absence of an objective stimulus. According to the source of production, it can be divided into two types: true hallucinations and false hallucinations.
True hallucinations are also known as complete hallucinations and perceptual hallucinations. It refers to the patient's experience of a "real" vivid and vivid hallucination that is perceived by the senses as not actually existing, originating from objective space. The patient's conviction is accompanied by corresponding thought, emotional, and volitional behavioral responses.
Pseudohallucination: The hallucination image is not vivid enough and occurs in the patient's subjective space, such as the brain and body. Hallucinations are not acquired through the sensory organs, such as hearing a voice in the stomach, and one can see a figure in one's head without using one's own eyes. Although hallucinations do not look like the same as normal perception, the patient is often convinced that he has heard or seen with a high degree of certainty.
In other words, hallucinations are subjective experiences, and the subject's feelings are similar to perceptions. This is a more serious perceptual disorder. I think the phenomenon of entering another world that you are talking about is the hallucination of true sexuality. ”
"I know everything you say, and I know it. But...... Let me tell you so. I can't explain this, I know you think I'm a psychopath, and I have been treated. But, you know, it's so real that I can't even see it as an illusion. "
"As a doctor and having seen many patients, I know that trying to convince people who are experiencing hallucinations not to believe in hallucinations is sometimes futile. Occasionally, hallucinations can be seen in normal people, including myself. For example, when you seem to be asleep but not asleep, you have auditory or visual hallucinations, which are called hypnagonic hallucinations; The hallucinations that occur when you wake up and fall asleep are called pre-wake hallucinations, and I have had experiences of pre-waking hallucinations, so it is understandable that I know that feeling. He Yujie hesitated for a moment and continued, "Actually, you still think that you don't have a mental illness, the treatment three years ago didn't work for you, and you later cooperated just to be discharged from the hospital this morning, hiding your differences, but now you are starting to doubt yourself, right?" ”
Cheng Yubai smiled: "No, I just want to find someone to talk to." ”
"So, I think...... I'm a good listener. ”
"Definitely. If those are all illusions, then how to explain the matter of this jade pendant? ”
"As far as you described before, I think it should be caused by excessive stress, which creates a misplaced perception and an illusion.
Illusion is a special form of perception, which is the distorted perception of objective things under specific conditions, that is, the distorted perception of actual things as things that are completely inconsistent with actual things. When people observe objects, due to the interference of shape, light and color, coupled with people's physiological and psychological reasons, they misrecognize the image of objects, which will produce judgmental visual errors that are inconsistent with reality.
You say you see a flowing red light on it, but you see, it's still pure white, and it doesn't have the blood lines you said. He Yujie lifted the jade pendant and put out a strong flashlight, signaling Cheng Yubai to take a closer look.
"Although people have the ability to think, when they think about their own problems, they often show a tendency to harm themselves; Doing too much useless thinking about things that affect you is the main reason that bothers you; Belief can be formed from imagination without the need for factual basis, which is a unique characteristic of human beings that distinguishes them from animals. However, too much imagination that creates a disease out of nothing often leads the individual into a predicament where the more he thinks about it, the more distressed he becomes. However, people have both self-destructive tendencies and self-help abilities. The key is to make real life vibrant and natural.
In fact, what people know best is themselves, and what they don't know the most is themselves. The root cause of people's delusional problems is mostly because people have the nature of "mediocrity and self-disturbance". Human beings are irrational animals, so they are often trapped by emotions, and the causes of emotional distress are mostly endogenous and self-inflicted, and rarely caused by external causes.
Hallucinations are only an external symptom manifestation of mental disorders, and the key to eliminating hallucinations is to find out the deep causes and specific reasons hidden behind the appearances, start from the root causes, and treat the symptoms in order to receive the real effect of treatment. You can look for the reason from your side.
Things in your head are complicated, and even the so-called experts can't figure out the cause of some mental illnesses, as a doctor, I advise you to go to the hospital for treatment as soon as possible, but as a friend, I believe what you said. "