Luo Yan finally gave up on consulting with the grocery store, and after drinking that great cup of tea, she thanked the boss and got up to leave. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

In fact, when she sat in front of the boss and was just about to speak, she already had the answer in her heart.

Similar to the "coin toss theory", tossing a coin to make a choice, at the moment when the coin falls, your heart is more inclined to which choice, which choice is your answer.

When Luo Yan first faced the boss, she suddenly realized that if the boss suggested that she stay, she would choose to refuse without hesitation, and she found that she was not here to find an answer, but to find a reason to support her to go abroad.

Leaving the grocery store, she gradually became more determined, staying, she will definitely lose the opportunity to go abroad, and studying abroad, but she may not lose her boyfriend, because her boyfriend himself also supports her to go abroad.

Taking a step back, even if the two finally failed to withstand three years of transnational love and ended in a breakup, it would only be sad for a while, but if she gave up this opportunity to go abroad, then she may regret it for the rest of her life.

Leaving the corruption pit, she called her boyfriend and clearly stated her thoughts, and her boyfriend naturally supported him strongly, and also promised: "You go to Germany, although you study hard, you don't have to worry about the problem of tuition fees, it's all on your husband!"

She felt so warm and sweet, and replied, "Thank you, husband!"

Next, the two began to make various preparations for going abroad, as the date of going abroad approached, the two cherished the days together more and more, a week before going abroad, Luo Yan finally agreed to go out with her boyfriend to open a room, she completely handed herself over to her boyfriend to show her determination.

That night, they made a vow to wait three years for each other.

That night, her boyfriend told her that if the relationship between the two is long, how can it be in the morning and twilight?

A week later, Luo Yan boarded a plane to Germany, and her boyfriend personally went to the airport to see her off, and the two kissed goodbye in tears at the airport.

"Wait until I'll be back!" she shouted to her boyfriend before getting on the plane.

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When she first arrived abroad, she was unfamiliar with her life, and the differences in language, food and culture made it difficult for her to adapt for a while, and life became particularly inconvenient.

Of course, the most devastating thing for her is the all-German teaching in the classroom, although she herself is also a German major, but due to the special education model in China, her examination ability is better than her application ability, so as long as she is not careful, she will not know what the teacher on the podium is talking about.

Sometimes, after a class, she felt like listening to a book or sleepwalking, and finally had to ask other Chinese students for advice and borrow notes, which was so stressful.

In addition to the problems of life and study, she also has to face loneliness, homesickness, missing her boyfriend and many other emotions every night, she began to regret the choice to go abroad, she complained to her boyfriend on the phone and video, crying aggrievedly, and her boyfriend comforted her gently, let her slowly adapt, and told her that everything would be fine......

She is actually a coquettish with her boyfriend, and she will not really return to China, with her academic talent and temper of not admitting defeat, she will definitely not give up so easily, she is determined to adapt to life abroad as soon as possible.

She couldn't get used to eating foreign food, so she began to learn to cook by herself, and if she couldn't understand it in class, she took the initiative to communicate and chat with German classmates and teachers, usually buy daily necessities, and consciously choose German supermarkets and stores.

In addition, she began to watch various original German films, German Hollywood blockbusters, German British and American dramas, and later on, she began to practice listening to accelerated German listening materials...... It can be described as an all-round, three-dimensional practice and improvement of speaking and listening.

After persisting like this crazy for a month, she has been able to communicate with the Germans without barriers, and she can understand the content of the class, and she is much more relaxed in class, and even other Chinese students have begun to ask her for advice and borrow her notes.

In addition, her cooking skills have also improved significantly, and she is now able to cook a table of dishes on her own to entertain her classmates and friends.

In the past month, she and her boyfriend still insist on video at a fixed time every day, and each time they have to video for more than half an hour......

Two months have passed in a blink of an eye, she has basically adapted to the life of studying abroad, and has made a few friends, and her after-school social life has been enriched, and her boyfriend's job has officially passed the internship period and become a regular employee of the German foreign trade company, and the work has become busy.

As a result, the video time of the two has shrunk to more than ten minutes, and when they communicate, they are still very sweet, but both of them can clearly feel that their topics are becoming less and less, and they are still repeating the past events in college.

Later, the contradictions between countries and places began to appear, one had to study and socialize, the other had to work and socialize, energy and time were more and more allocated, and the attention and concern given to the other party decreased, and the video slowly became a routine, and began to appear cold.

Once, because she was attending a classmate's birthday party, she forgot to video with her boyfriend on time, so a quarrel broke out between the two, and although they quickly reconciled, it also kicked off the quarrel.

Later, her boyfriend forgot to video with her on time because he was on a business trip, so she accused her boyfriend of retaliating against her, and naturally it was another quarrel, and the result of this quarrel was to cancel the project of "fixed video every day" and replace it with "fixed phone every day", and then video when she was free.

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After a period of time, cancel the "fixed phone call every day" and replace it with "one fixed WeChat every day", and call and video again when you are free.

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After that, the daily fixed WeChat was also canceled, and it was replaced by one contact within three days.

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Normal couples, separated by thousands of miles, can't communicate face-to-face every day, can't hear each other's tone, can't see each other's expressions, can't touch each other's bodies, and can't get each other's care when they are sick...... Feelings are all maintained by cold words, and the contradictions and problems arising from this can be imagined.

Half a month after the end of the first semester, the two had a serious quarrel, the girl was more emotional, and she felt that she had confidence abroad, and blurted out the cruel words "Since everyone is so tired, let's separate".

The boy didn't answer, but hung up the phone with a phrase "calm down before you decide."

After calming down, of course, the girl apologized for being coquettish and cute, because she found that she couldn't let go of it at all.

Her boyfriend naturally forgave her and told her that she was not allowed to say anything like separation in the future.

Two weeks later, the first semester was finally over, and she returned home in a hurry, rushing into the arms of her boyfriend.

That day, she and her boyfriend made love desperately and happily in the house she rented from her boyfriend, again and again, three times in total.

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When they were weak, happy and sweet hugging each other, they felt that nothing in the world could separate them...... Until the beginning of her second semester.

Again, the beginning of a vicious circle.

Video every day→ phone calls every day→ messages every day→ contact every three days→ quarrel......

Then one day she had a severe cold during her menstrual period, with stomach pain, fever, cough, and runny nose, and it happened that day that her boyfriend was drunk because he was entertaining a big client, and he fell asleep when he went back.

She told her boyfriend the news of her illness, but she didn't get her boyfriend's care, even though she knew that her boyfriend might be busy and didn't receive his call or see her message, but she was weak and lost her mind, and was furious, and finally couldn't help but say "What do I want my boyfriend to do, it's better to divide it, and if there is no hope, I won't be disappointed".

The next day, her boyfriend woke up with a hangover, quickly called her, explained, and the two got back together, and she also apologized for her angry words, promising that nothing would happen to her or her again, and that she would never say anything separate in the future.

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She really insisted until the end of the semester and never said the word "break up" again, but on her boyfriend's birthday the next year, she was received by a woman because of a call from her boyfriend, and she had a big fight with him, and said "break up" for the third time.

It turned out later that her boyfriend was attending a trade show in Zhonghai at the time, and because he was chatting with a customer, his mobile phone was picked up by a colleague on the table, which led to a misunderstanding.

Of course, they still didn't break up this time, but she finally used up the limit of three times to say "break up", and half a year later, that is, in the second semester of the second year, the two officially broke up after a fierce quarrel.

There is no third party, no family opposition, no material obstacles such as houses and cars - they still lose to distance in the end.

"One part, two wide, each rejoices. ”

These were the last eight words her boyfriend sent her, after which the two broke off contact.

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The pain of falling out of love lasted until the third year of studying abroad, until she got a German boyfriend, but the German boy eventually turned out to be just looking for a foreign girl with exotic characteristics to play, and the two broke up after less than a month of dating.

Soon after, she had another boyfriend who was a Chinese student, but the more she came into contact with the Chinese student, the more she felt that the gap between him and her ex-boyfriend became, and in the end, the two broke up unhappily after less than a month of dating.

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After that, she had two more boyfriends, but neither lasted for a month.

One night, she lay in bed and looked through the chat history and past experiences with her first boyfriend, looked at it, her eyes blurred with tears, and then she began to cry bitterly.

At that moment, she suddenly understood that the void he had created in her heart after he left was something that no one could fill!

The next day, she asked for leave to return to China, she decided to go to him, she wanted to ask him to get back together with her face-to-face, even if she was asked to stay in the country from now on and give up going abroad, she did not hesitate!

She returned to China and went to the city where he worked to inquire about his whereabouts.

The hard work paid off, and on the third day of her return to China, she finally met him on the escalator at a subway entrance.

She was taking the elevator down, and he happened to be taking the elevator up.

As soon as she got up and down, she was about to call him in surprise, but found a woman with a slightly bulging belly standing next to him, who was gently holding him.

For a moment, the world was spinning, and her world seemed to suddenly collapse.

She lost consciousness and fell off the elevator, falling and falling endlessly......

Then, she woke up...... I found myself lying on a table.

"Awake?"

At this moment, a voice rang in her ears.

She looked up blankly and saw a strange and familiar face, a big boy who seemed to have seen before.

"Well, wipe away your tears. The boy handed over the tissue.

Only then did she realize that her sleeves were soaked with tears.

"Where is this?" she asked.

"Worry relief grocery store. The big boy replied with a smile.

What a familiar name, the anxiety-solving grocery store of the alma mater Chu University?!

She hurriedly asked, "Did I come here three years ago?"

The boy shook his head, "To be exact, you just came here thirty minutes ago." ”

"Thirty minutes ago, how could it be?" she shook her head in disbelief.

"You can look at the time on your phone, you just had a dream. The boy said softly.

She immediately turned on her phone and pulled up the calendar, looked at it for a long time, then slammed into her feet, flicked the blanket off her body, and rushed out of the grocery store as if she were flying.

"Remember to come back and pay. ”

Guo Dalu shouted at Luo Yan's back.