Fan, born like summer flowers, blooming to the decadent

It is said that after the destruction of a huge planet, it will shrink into an existence that cannot be seen by the naked eye, called a "black hole". This is called "selective amnesia".

The boy who disappeared into the sea of people teaches you that love is a flowing wind. Those girls who have made an appointment to grow old together teach you that love is the rock of affection in place. Those songs you love to listen to are always out of tune when they are covered. The ice that I drank in those zero-degree scenery turned into snow in retrospect. The hider who loves to joke, and when he opens his eyes, he is separated from the old people. I thought I would die when it hurt, but time finally healed it for you one by one.

No one has ever preferred to believe common sense or to strictly explain what happened to them with syllogisms. Because something beautiful is a proof in itself, proving that you have met beauty in such an unhindered way.

Time in the room seemed to stand still somewhere, and everything around it was stained with a fine layer of dust. The memory gradually faded, and the face reflected in the depths of my heart blurred little by little.......

When Li Cheng woke up from his dream again, his expression was confused, he only felt that his heart was empty and terrible, and he clenched the bracelet in his hand hard, as if it would make him feel better.

Li Cheng opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling in the darkness for a moment, and finally struggled to sit up from the bed, he closed his eyes and rubbed his temples to clear his mind a little, and when he opened his eyes again, he could see more clearly in the originally dim room.

Looking at the water stain on the pillow in confusion, he raised his hand and touched his face, only to find that he had burst into tears.

Gently reaching out and clenching his chest, he felt that after doing so, the whole person breathed much more smoothly and comfortably.

Subconsciously reached out and touched the side of the bed, he felt that there should have been someone beside him.

Who it was, he forgot.

......

I panicked and told everyone that I don't want you anymore and want to forget you. They all believed it, you believed it, and even myself, I almost believed it......

Three years later, Li Mu opened his eyes, and the first thing he said was: "Small city? How did you get back? ”

Li Cheng saw that Li Mudang was about to get out of bed, and hurriedly said: "Brother, do you remember that you fainted?" ”

Li Mu looked at the hospital gown on his body and frowned: "Remember, Li Shinuo's kid is really enough, I'm just a hypoglycemia offender, just take a rest, how did I send it to the hospital?" The company's affairs have not been dealt with yet, you can help me go through the discharge procedures. ”

Out of the ward, his vision gradually blurred, Li Cheng's voice was already a little choked, and at this moment, he couldn't tell where he was.

Proust said in "Reminiscences" that even though we know that there is no hope, we still look forward to it, wait for the slightest movement, the slightest sound.

Li Cheng walked out of the hospital, the expression on his face was quite strange, his steps were slow, and even his body was a little shaky, his eyes were blank, and when he rushed to Zeng Yunsheng, he suddenly asked, "Did you already know?" ”

Zeng Yunsheng was grabbed by the placket and couldn't move, so he had to turn to Li Cheng with a helpless face.

"Know what?" Zeng Yunsheng asked innocently, as if Li Cheng was talking about something inexplicable.

"Where's he?"

Zeng Yunsheng's eyes were complicated, and he sighed softly, as if he saw a stubborn child.

He didn't expect that Li Mu, who was known for his indifference, would be soft-hearted.

For Li Cheng, the awakening of the original owner may be a medical miracle, but for Li Mu, this is the last thing that can be done for him.

"I see." Li Cheng let go of Zeng Yunsheng and staggered away, life is just a mess, full of all kinds of ridiculous and dirty things, it can only provide people with laughter, but when it laughs, it can't help but be full of sadness.

Many times, if you ask a question that the other party has been dodging and not answering directly, it is actually telling you that the real answer is cruel, and don't continue to ask.

The man said to leave, and he didn't say goodbye, he was really fine, but he felt that his heart was suddenly empty, and it hurt badly.

Sometimes, I feel that life is like purgatory, and no matter how much I run, I can't run through the years. Even listening to the most cheerful music is full of sadness, as if it were a kind of torture.

That mood lasted for a long time, and then it wasn't until a certain time when Li Cheng was driving, he accidentally heard a certain voice on the radio, heard a familiar song, and he had sustenance, during that time, Li Cheng often sat alone in the car, listening to the radio, playing "One More Light". Maybe everything was foreshadowed, it was his farewell, he didn't understand it once, and now he understands it, but it's too late.

It turned out that it was because he had carried too many wishes that the meteor fell so hard.......

Looking at Li Cheng's lost and departing back, I don't know why, Zeng Yunsheng's heart suddenly felt a little gloomy, and he seemed to see his former self in Li Cheng.

Experience this kind of thing, often as people grow older, people are always reluctant to admit it, but the fact is that the younger we are, the more innocent and pure we tend to be. What the years have washed away is not only our frizzy temper, but also our fearless pursuit and serious heart.

Although he has always been interested in arguing with Li Cheng, forcing Li Mu to mediate between the two, it is undeniable that Zeng Yunsheng has always been extremely envious of Li Cheng's purity and his fearlessness.

Zeng Yunsheng remembered the time he had spent, remembered the figures that disappeared in his memory, remembered that they were clearly in his memory, but the traces of existence were erased, as if those people who had never appeared in this world, for a while, as if they were hit by the huge force of time and space, and his mood was inexplicably low.

- It turns out that no one can predict the ending until the end.

In "The Future", it is said: Every time you say goodbye, you have to work harder. One more word, probably the last one. Take one more look, probably the last one.

The relationship between people, from strange to familiar, needs fate and opportunity. We are always naïve to think that everything is still in time, but when we experience the bloody reality and experience the bruises all over our bodies, we look back and look back, it is really naïve at that time.

Li Cheng was crazy about the starry sky for a while, and liked to read those magazines, which introduced two physics theories, one was the Fermi paradox and the other was the parallel world theory. The former can be summed up in one sentence: there are countless galaxies in the universe, and there are countless stars in each galaxy, so there must be many extraterrestrial life on them.

Many times, the most beautiful and precious things in the world are invisible and invisible, and can only be felt with the heart.

In fact, he had already felt the difference, but he never said it, naively thinking that as long as he didn't reveal the secret, he could last a long time.

The vegetative person who had been lying in bed for three years was once revived, and everyone said it was a medical miracle.

The meaning of starting over may be here, whether you are happy or crying, you can't let this life leave any regrets after all.

And these beings often play their entire civilization before they develop the ability to travel interstellarly.

I'm glad that he still has a chance to come back, but some people are walking and disappearing.

And the latter, the parallel world theory, is a serious physical theory. It is related to a famous paradox of time travel, the "great-grandfather paradox".

The so-called great-grandfather paradox says that if you have the ability to time travel, you go back in time and kill your great-grandfather when he was a child. This leads to the paradox – if you kill your great-grandfather, you won't be born, you won't go back in time, and you won't be able to kill your great-grandfather.

The theory of parallel worlds can give an ideal answer to this paradox: the universe you go back to is no longer the universe you left from. The universe splits up with every tiny change, and every millisecond splits up an infinite number of universes. When you travel in time, you go from universe 1 to universe 2 (or even three, or even four...... ), killed your great-grandfather in Universe 2, and your great-grandfather is still alive in Universe 1.

This theory does explain some physical problems; And not just a fictional time travel problem. But because the idea of this division is so terrible, few people take it seriously.

But he would rather believe that those are true, parallel universes, maybe they really exist, and the person he misses in his heart will definitely live well, wonderfully, after all, how can a person like him live an ordinary life.

To this day, however, he still doesn't dare to look up at the stars, despite how much he looks forward to seeing another meteor shower.

However, no matter how long the night is, the day will always come.

And the shooting star, too, will go home.

Life is like a summer flower, blooming to decadence - eight words, but it can't tell the fate of many people's lives.