It's on the shelves.

Thank you editor Loach Da, still recommend me when I am old and broken; Thank you for accompanying you all the way, it is your support that has made this book today's results, thank you.

Uh, suddenly I don't know what to write.

According to other people's testimonials on the shelves, the next step should be to ask for a subscription, or pretend to be pitiful and incendiary, and then talk about the updates and conditions after the shelves, and finally bow down and be done.

As a maverick since childhood, out of the mud but not stained, clear ripples but not demons, will I be so vulgar?

Well! Yes! Yes!

Ahem, let's stir up the situation first.

The story has to start ten years ago, it was a prosperous year, the Olympic Games were held in our country, and the opening ceremony shook the world.

It's just that these highlights didn't leave much impression on my mind, the Olympics only lasted 16 days, and I spent two 16 days in the hospital room.

That year, I was just 18 years old, young, energetic, and in good health. On top of that, I graduated from high school that year and was about to enter college.

In the same year, my brother-in-law died in a car accident, and my mother suffered a sudden cerebral hemorrhage and was in danger.

Fortunately, my mother finally came back to life, although I was half paralyzed, although I could not go to college again, although I was 18 years old and in debt, although I was overwhelmed by the long hours of worry and fatigue, I was still very happy and happy, because I personally saved the most important person in my life.

Mother's body is slowly getting better, barely able to stand up, I hired a nanny to take care of her, and then uploaded the first novel at the starting point, the historical overhead class, the signing was very smooth, but the recommended results were average, and there was no preparation outline, so naturally I didn't have to think about it, the eunuch fell.

It didn't take long for me to write my second novel, Urban Abilities, and this time I learned my lesson, prepared well, and kept recommending along the way.

The subscription after the shelves was pretty good at the time.,For this reason, I'm particularly diligent in coding words.,In addition to visiting my mother every day.,The rest of the time is sitting in front of the computer.,Originally a fun-loving age.,But peace of mind to be an otaku.,Monthly updates are at least 300,000 words.。

It was the fastest time I've ever had in my life.

The second book was finished in a few months, and I was not satisfied with the income of a few thousand yuan a month, but when I was ready to open the third book, I was faced with a difficult choice.

My parents divorced at an early age, and then my father remarried and gave birth to a younger sister, so although the family is a three-bedroom apartment, it is quite crowded with so many people, so my father told my brother to let him move out to take care of his mother, and the cost of hiring a nanny is too big, so it is good to save this money to pay off the debt.

At that time, my brother had just returned from the army, he had been working for less than half a year, and he was dating a girl who was still living at home, and if he and his girlfriend moved out to live in a rented house, and also had to take care of his paralyzed mother, it would undoubtedly be a difficult choice.

Later, I took the initiative to move out, rented a room, and took care of my mother's food and daily life.

It's just that I can't continue to write books, and my brother and I have pooled money to pay the rent, and after paying it, there are only living expenses, and I can't afford the Internet cable, let alone buy a computer.

In the eyes of others, I took on things that should not have been borne by me, sacrificing the popularity that I had accumulated with great difficulty, and the price was too great.

But I don't think so.

I heard from my late grandmother that my birth was a gift to the family, because my uncle and I each had a child, a cousin and an older brother, and my grandson was naturally very favored.

I think the same is true for my younger brother, who thinks that this child is sent by God to make his life more complete, so when I was a child, he loved me very much, and called me "love brother", and did not allow others to bully me, and began to hold me to play when he was just about to leave.

As we get older, many people think that we are twins, we wear the same clothes, have the same hairstyle, like the same kind of exercise, understand each other's thoughts, and have a tacit understanding that is difficult for ordinary people to reach.

In many cases, you don't need to speak, you can read each other with just a look.

After adulthood, each has its own pursuit, plus a little joke of fate, contradictions are indispensable, blamed tired and tired, but never resentful.

I have had a rough life with him, it can be said that I am young and difficult, I have suffered some grievances, I have suffered some white eyes, I have experienced some ups and downs, and I have accumulated a blowout over the years, and now I desperately want to get ahead.

I would say that no matter what happens, I don't know how many will stand next to him in the first place without hesitation - but there is definitely me, at least me.

I would also like to say that if I were two birds with only one pair of wings, I would give him my one and watch him fly.

So, I never regret this decision.

Later, I went to an Internet café to work as a network administrator, only working the night shift, thinking that I could write books by the way, and I could help my mother make breakfast after work, and the dishes she wanted to eat at noon, and wake up just enough to prepare dinner. Count it all in one fell swoop.

The day shift is the owner of the Internet café himself, because the business is bleak, except for me, only one cleaning aunt is invited, and he has to stay 24 hours a day as soon as I rest, so I won't rest if there is nothing special, and I will stay up with him.

I remember that at that time, the salary seemed to be less than 1,000 yuan a month, and now I think about it is quite stupid to sympathize with this kind of bourgeoisie.

In the end, thanks to the unremitting efforts of my boss and me, the Internet café finally closed down, and I ushered in the first time in my life.

I didn't lose heart, I continued to work hard for life, and for a long time, I worked as a black worker in the factory, ran sales, delivered takeaways, took out loans, worked as LOL boosters, and even worked as a clerk and editor for a period of time. It's really a different kind of life.

But in fact, this kind of life is not wonderful, not only is it not wonderful, but it is also full of gloom, because I can't make up my mind and can't see where the future is.

Because of life, I've always been doing a job that I don't like.

Now that almost ten years have passed, my mother's health is much better, she can go out for a walk every day, she can go to physical therapy, she can take care of her own life, and even three meals a day can be done by herself.

But I still didn't dare to stay away from her, I didn't dare to think about whether the food she made with one hand was delicious, how she would wash the dishes, what would happen if she fell at home, what if she was sick and no one took care of her, what if she was walking outside and it suddenly rained...... There are many, many more, I can't even think about it.

The son wants to raise but does not wait, this should be the greatest sorrow in life.

I'm afraid I'll be burdened with this kind of regret, it's been ten years, and who knows if there will be a second decade.

Seeing this, those who are clear-eyed and clear-minded may be laughing.

It's clear that I'm incompetent, but I prefer to say that companionship is a warm filial piety.

Yes, I'm really not filial piety, every time someone links this word to me, I always smile and don't respond, but my heart has long been ashamed of myself, I didn't believe in "no filial piety in front of the bed for a long time", but the truth is like the summer sun, piercing the skin and piercing the heart.

I often feel that my mother is disobedient, and she has told her many times about many things, and she will still do it again next time; She clearly can't wash the dishes, but she prefers to finish them when I'm not at home, so I have to wash them again when I come back; If I'm busy with work, she will always ask me if I'm hungry, tell me to smoke less, and stay up all night without sleeping.

Even if I talk about her, she will respond immediately, and then she will come back and ask.

I will annoy her, I will think she is childish, I will not want to listen to her nagging, I will not be able to help but talk about her, but I can't live without her.

Ten years later, who knows if there will be a second one?

Maybe when I'm old and my mother is away, I can't help but cry when I think back to this scene.

Call......

Actually, I'm quite satisfied with my current state of life, although I don't have a house, a car, a career, a lot of debt, but I finally do two things that make me feel happy, one is to accompany my mother, and the other is to write the story in my heart.

The book's results are not bad, at least according to the current trend, and the income should be considerable.

In terms of updates,The initial set is two chapters a day.,There are no conditions for adding more.,Maybe you reward an alliance leader, I don't necessarily add a change.,Or maybe you don't reward me with anything but two more chapters.。

This is really not hypocritical, because of the reality of the situation, the time I can spare every day is really limited, and the code words are slow, rather than owing you updates, it is better to ask for peace of mind.

Of course, if you have good grades, full-time writing can also be considered.

I can't guarantee that the more I write, the better I will write, but I will do my best to write as much as possible, and I would appreciate all of you if you want to read it, and I would appreciate it if you all subscribe to it, after all, we authors live on subscriptions.

That's it, I accidentally got a little hooked, and forgot that today's update hasn't been written yet.

Finally, thank you.