A small incident happened today, but it became an incentive for me to rethink whether or not to keep writing.

I know that my writing is actually very badly written. This may be because of my limited abilities, or it may be because I am not good at writing and I am a little late in my start.

However, I have given up all the amateur recreational activities that I used to be good at.

Now I don't care if I'm happy or not, I just turn on the writer's assistant and press it for a few hours.

Even though mobile phone codewords are eye-catching and thumb-up-taking, I really feel like codewords. It was as if there was a super friendly listener who was constantly communicating with me.

However, today I retreated, and I felt like I couldn't hold on.

Because what happened today is a very serious thing for me.

I try to write articles and update them every day, and there are actually many reasons.

For example, in order not to dislike my bad writing, book friends who have been chasing more can see that I am still working diligently to code words.

Another example, in order to earn the 600 yuan full attendance reward given by the starting point, to satisfy his little vanity.

For another example, in front of the person I love the most, I still show that I am still very talented. In exchange for a little, either in understanding, or out of praise of blind worship.

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But today, because of these things that make me feel a little proud and happy, I make the people I love the most sad.

I don't know if I'm doing something wrong.

When the code is updated today, although the plot has been designed early in the morning, it has not been able to write the text for a long time.

I also know that this kind of card will make the content that is not very exciting even more boring.

But I couldn't help myself. Always wandering back and forth between breaking off and insisting on writing, I don't know what to do.

If I couldn't figure it out, maybe I wouldn't be able to write about it.

It's not because of the loss of enthusiasm, not because of the lack of money, and even more so because the genre is niche and no one is cheering......

It's just that I don't want to quarrel with the person I love the most, and I don't want to see the person I love the most sad.

It may be a journey that will change me beyond recognition, but I hope I can make it to the end and see the end result.

No matter what the taste of the fruit will be......

Finally, back to the point, if I don't update for days on end. Well, I'm sorry guys, but I probably really gave up.

A writer who does everything with fate, does not seek collections, does not seek recommendation tickets, does not ask for monthly tickets, does not seek rewards, and does not have the ambition of the author who is in front of the first list, may have to leave your realization forever.

I'm sorry, it's not that you're not important, it's that there's a person who is unique to me.

Above.

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