Ji Ran sat back in the position he had just now, quietly watching Zhou Tian's face change, giving him enough time to think.

Zhou Tian's lips began to tremble unconsciously, and his mind kept recalling the past, shaking his head from time to time, not daring to accept what was in his heart.

Did they want to train him? Didn't they mean to humiliate him?

And instead of taking advantage of the opportunity to perform well, he disappointed them even more.

Zhou Tian thought about it, tears flowed down unconsciously, and he couldn't cry when he looked at the competition card on the table.

He grabbed the corner of his clothes and looked up at Ji Ran, his words were his last straw, as long as Ji Ran said that they were not for his good, he would feel better in his heart.

Ji Ran knew very well what Zhou Tian wanted, he bowed slightly, and continued: "No one has ever despised you, and no one has ever wanted to exclude you, it is because I believe that you can that you will appear in the last two games." ”

Ji Ran deliberately emphasized the word "last", and when he heard the manager's arrangement, he had already thought of it, and he felt that this was indeed a good way at that time.

This practice match, for the LGM team that has played countless regular matches, is actually not worth mentioning at all, ranking in the last two games, can put pressure on Zhou Tian, and there is no need to worry about such excessive pressure.

But it will become like this, and he thinks that there is probably something wrong with one of the links, so he will propose to come in and talk to Zhou Tian to find out.

Zhou Tian looked at the competition card on the table with dull eyes, his clenched fists slowly loosened unconsciously, and he sighed involuntarily, "I...... Sorry ......"

Ji Ran reminded with a smile: "You don't need to say this to me, I don't think Lin Mu wants to hear it, get out of this door, and rest well after going back." ”

As he spoke, he stood up, stroked the folds on his body, and walked to the door.

Zhou Tian bit his lower lip and looked very hesitant, looking at Ji Ran, who was determined to leave, he couldn't help but ask, "You don't ask me why I ......?"

"Swearing?" Ji Ran turned his back to Zhou Tian, his face slightly sideways to his back.

Zhou Tian nodded, from the beginning of this newcomer to the club, whether it was threatened by the captain to leave, or the game just now, he was very calm and a little abnormal.

Ji Ran slowly turned around and said bluntly: "If you want to say it, I will listen." Don't say, I don't force. ”

Zhou Tian looked at him in amazement, he didn't expect him to say that. When Ji Ran came in just now, he was wondering if he would inquire for the captain, but he didn't ask.

"Can I really tell you?" Zhou Tian asked timidly, those words had been accumulated in his heart for a long time, and if he could, he also wanted to confide in people.

Ji Ran nodded and sat back in his original position, his expression was as usual, without the slightest excitement or embarrassment of inquiring about other people's private affairs.

It was precisely because of his ordinariness that Zhou Tian's mood calmed down, and he said slowly: "Do you know, when I was seven years old, my parents went out and left me to my grandparents. My grandfather's family was very poor, and in order to provide for my education, he went out to collect waste, chop wood, and help people tow trucks......"

mentioned grandpa, Zhou Tian's tears flowed uncontrollably and he was choked up and couldn't speak, Ji Ran silently put the tissue in front of him, and did not say anything to comfort.

After Zhou Tian calmed down, he continued, his eyes were filled with brilliance and expectation that he hadn't seen for a long time, "Although my grandparents are poor, they will give it to me if other people's children have it, and they will provide me with it until junior high school." But I still don't have my parents...... My grandfather said they were out to work, but the neighbors said they were divorced, and I was a child that no one wanted, so I knew I should grow up. ”

Zhou Tian took a deep breath and tried to calm his mind down, he really worked hard. But his body still couldn't stop shaking.

"I dropped out of school to work part-time, I wanted to share my grandfather's hard work, and once I saw the captain win the championship on stage on TV on the street, and I wanted to be like him." Sunday remembers very well that on that day, everyone on the street saw the captain on TV cheering, it was a long-lost national award.

He found out that he could make a lot of money playing such a game, so he worked hard to save money and enrolled in LGM's academy.

He knew very well how hard esports training was during that time.

When he first joined the club, he was a rookie who had just learned how to play games.

It is the captain who knows that his family is not good and has been taking care of him, and it is also the reason for the captain, but the second team member's salary is much more than others every month, although the captain never says it, but he knows it.

Along the way, the captain is not only the captain, he is like a big brother, he says that he will not care about him, but he has always silently supported him, encouraged him, and created many opportunities for him.

But now he ...... Ruined it all.

Zhou Tian didn't have time to take the tissue on the table, tears kept flowing, the young man's self-esteem drove him not to be too embarrassed in front of Ji Ran, and hurriedly wiped the tears from his face with his sleeve, he said with some excitement: "My grandfather had a car accident last month, so I left!" I really didn't mean to touch the red line, I really didn't mean to! ”

Hearing this news, even the calm Ji Ran was taken aback, and said in a low voice: "The deceased is gone, rest in peace." ”

Suddenly, Zhou Tian suddenly thought about one thing clearly, grabbed Ji Ran, and asked expectantly, "Aren't you very familiar with the captain?" You help me go and talk to him, I don't want to go! I love to play games! I love being at LGM! I don't want to go! ”

Ji Ran frowned and broke Zhou Tian's hand, and said coldly: "If you want to admit your mistakes and go out by yourself, you are still young, but you are a man." ”

Besides, counting the relationship with Lin Mu, he may not be as good as last Sunday.

Zhou Tian timidly let go of his hand, and kept shaking his head to show that he didn't dare to go out, "I'm a deserter, LGM won't want me anymore!" ”

The LGM Club, which is jokingly dubbed by everyone, has an iron rule that "the most unprofessional and unconstrained members" is that you can't be a deserter.

No matter how disadvantageous the game is, you can't quit halfway, and you can't take the life in the game lightly.

And he fouled and left in the middle of the game, he has already violated this rule, can he turn back?

Zhou Tian's words were silenced by Ji Ran, and he knew that even Ji Ran was not sure if the club would want him.

Also, even if the captain will help, the manager will intercede for him, good friends and Lu Jin will not mind, and others will gossip, his cowardice and rush during the game have disappointed many people, and what confidence does he have to go back.

"How do you know if you don't try?" Ji Ran looked down at Zhou Tian, he was sure that Lin Mu would definitely make a move to let Zhou Tian stay.

But I just don't know if Zhou Tian in his current state will be able to survive the next public opinion.