I'm sorry, I thought I was young.

Because I didn't add much last month, I wanted to add more this month, so I added more on the first week for five days.

Because I did it, I was in a very good state at the time, and I felt that I could continue to add more, so I said that I could add more for ten days.

But what I didn't expect was that I ate bad stomach the next day after I finished adding more, and then I had a cold and fever together, but I said that I was good and added, so I kept writing, I didn't sleep all night, I wrote until six o'clock in the morning, and then I continued to write, I didn't sleep after writing, and I changed it again at 11 o'clock in the morning.

Then I woke up after sleeping for two hours, the problem of the biological clock, I couldn't sleep if I wanted to, and the state was not good, but the book couldn't be scribbled, so I wrote very slowly.

At that time, I felt fine, just staying up late, and it passed in a few days, and it wasn't that I hadn't survived before, but in the next few days, my spirit was obviously not good, and the update speed decreased.

After another two days, I felt that my body seemed to recover, so I said that I wanted four watches, and I kept writing, and I didn't sleep all night for the second time, and I wrote until more than eight o'clock in the morning the next day, and I still didn't sleep all night, and I did four watches.

I was going to continue the fourth shift, but I found that I couldn't hold on.

I was a little panicked, because my body was completely inadequate, and as long as I sat for a while, I would inevitably get sleepy and my brain was buzzing.

I really wanted to continue writing, I tried my best to keep myself awake, drinking Red Bull, drinking coffee, drinking green tea, drinking black tea, drinking mint leaves, drinking them all, and taking multivitamin tablets, all of them, I mixed them again, it still didn't work, I couldn't lift my spirits, and it wasn't night, it was daytime.

At that time, I still thought that these things were not working well, so I set an alarm clock and woke up after half an hour of sleep to write.

But in the evening, I realized one thing, and I almost kept repeating one thing throughout the day: sleep for half an hour, get up to write, write for a while, get confused, go sleep for another half hour, and repeat itself.

In the past, I could easily hold on until three or four o'clock in the morning, but this day I fell into a state of confusion from one o'clock in the morning, and I drank all kinds of tea from Red Bull Coffee, and there was no effect at all, and there was really no effect at all.

I'm sorry, I really drank everything, and I really couldn't wake up.

It wasn't until I woke up the next day, and I thought about it for a long time before I realized what was going on, not that these things were useless, but that my body was not as good as before.

I'm not young anymore.

Don't want to take it, but it's true.

After being depressed for a whole day, I finally accepted this fact, and I have changed from an older unmarried young man to an older unmarried middle-aged, both in age and physically.

I said that the ten days plus the more was not completed, I was at fault, I don't quibble, I don't shirk, I just hope everyone can forgive me once.

Really, what I thought about this month was really good, saying that it would be more than 15 days, but in fact, I wanted to fight for 20 days, and finally asked for a ticket triumphantly, and the result was ...... ushered in such a sunny day.

The schedule is very chaotic these days.,The update time is not fixed.,I'm very sorry.,I'll correct it.,Strive to save up the manuscript.,Make the update more stable in all aspects.。

Thank you!

I'm sorry, I thought I was young at the time. (To be continued......)