"Aren't you going over?" Natasha leaned against the wall with her hands folded and watched as Jos gestured to the funeral in the distance with her chin.

"No, I'm not used to this kind of situation." Jos pouted and declined Natasha's invitation.

In the distance, Peter and May, dressed in black dresses, watched with mournful expressions as the staff buried Ben, and then the priest began to pray.

Natasha changed to a slightly more comfortable position and stood up, then spoke again: "I heard that you saved the two of them, they should want you to go too, right?" ”

"Forget it, if I had arrived earlier, I might have been able to save him, but unfortunately I'm too late."

Looking at Jos's appearance, Natasha couldn't say anything more.

Jos's rise is like a comet, and in just a few months, her strength and fame are almost surpassing that of an old superhero like her.

And in the battles she knew or didn't know the details of his life, Joss hadn't suffered any real setbacks, just by looking at him.

However, this time, Joss finally realized the loss that could not be saved, as a superhero, such a thing is inevitable and cannot be avoided in the future.

"Alas...... Then I'll go first. Natasha sighed, then turned and walked in the direction of the funeral.

The first time I killed the enemy, the first time I saw my comrades die in front of my eyes, the first time I couldn't save ...... These are the hurdles to be crossed to become a hero, and no one can and no one can give him any help.

"By the way, that kid admires Stark a lot, and it should be easy for you to let him enter the Avengers by asking him to recruit him."

After walking a few steps, Natasha heard Jos's voice behind her, but when she turned around, she found that the other party was long gone.

"Take a good rest for yourself......" Natasha shook her head and sighed again.

……

Jos, who teleported home, looked at the scenery outside the window, but the depression in his heart was not alleviated in the slightest.

Although Natasha had guessed partially, she didn't know that the monster that had attacked Peter Parker and the three of them was the symbiote whip he had released.

In other words, the reason why Ben died can be said to be the result of Jos's hand.

Although Jos rushed to Peter Parker's house as quickly as he could after realizing that the situation was wrong, and easily dealt with the not very strong symbiote whip, it could not change the fact that he had already been killed by the other party.

Everything is similar to what Jos once expected, the threat of a strong enemy, the horror of the symbiote, and in the midst of the two, Peter Parker becomes the real Spider-Man.

However, all this is completely different from the script he prepared himself, and even Ben Parker, who survived with great difficulty, left the world abruptly.

He has been in a very bad state these days, and the reason for this is that he blames himself entirely for Ben's death.

Nothing he had prepared was used, but by accident, the robber killed Ben Parker again, as if the world was constantly constricting, and everything was back to square one.

The only difference is that this time there is Joss in the middle.

"Still bothered by that?" Hearing Joss return, Lilith came out of the room as well.

Lilith...... Do you think what I'm doing is right or wrong......" Joss looked unusually vulnerable as if he had found a lifeline.

The people of S.H.I.E.L.D. and the Avengers are either too radiant or willingly melt into the darkness for the sake of justice, they are excellent comrades-in-arms, but they are not qualified psychic guidewires.

Although Xiao Hei has been with Jos for the longest time, as a symbiote, her three views are not suitable for persuading others.

Tatsumaki has only known each other for a few days, and she was born in the slums, and she doesn't have a headache for this kind of thing, and she is not someone to talk to.

Only Lilith can show her weakness at this time.

However, after hearing Joss's words, she shook her head, "I'm sorry, I can't understand what you're saying, I was raised as a killing machine, and I didn't try to save anyone." ”

"It's ...... too," Joss tugged at the corners of his mouth, but could only sigh.

"But even when I'm on a mission, I've always been mindful of not harming people outside of the mission...... It's stupid, but it's enough to put myself at ease. Lilith sat down across from Jos, talking about seemingly unrelated topics.

"Peace of mind......

"yes, if you're doing something that makes you feel at ease, isn't that enough?"

Lilith nodded, and spoke again: "No one can be perfect, no one can control everything, you think that this time it was because you released the symbiote that caused the man's death, but this was not your intention, why should you blame yourself for it?" ”

"Isn't it the most stupid thing to do if you don't act because you're worried that what you're doing will hurt others? Just like a worker who makes a screw, it may also cause a person to suffer from tetanus one day, will the worker choose not to make the screw because of this? ”

It may have been a bit of a strong argument, but Lilith's words pierced Jos's mind, and he finally struggled out of the web of depression he had woven to breathe a sigh of relief.

"You're right...... It's just a coincidence......" Jos sighed.

Many things may be simple to say, and he can understand them intellectually, but emotionally it is still a little difficult to accept.

“……”

Lilith squinted at Joss for a moment, then quietly got up and left the living room to hide in her room.

Just when Jos thought that the other party was too lazy to take care of him, the door of Lilith's room opened again, and with two crisp sounds of metal falling to the ground, Lilith appeared in front of Joss again.

The black tight-fitting trench coat wraps around the upper body, the close-fitting fabric outlines Lilith's flat curves, and there are two sharp blades like murder weapons on her legs as high heels, which looks quite terrifying.

However, from the abdomen it was completely exposed to the air, and as a shield, there was only a small piece of iron in the indescribable place, and the appearance of the overly colored gas seemed to turn the whole fierce aura into a seductive charm.

"How, how...... I'm not very good at comforting people, but you really wanted to see me wearing this last time, right? Lilith blushed and looked at Joss with some slurry.