Night 44 The pain of the soul

"BOSS, he's finished eating."

Hearing this, Yashimi turned his head to look at Icarus, a meaningful smile on his face.

Seeing his reaction and mischievous looks.

Icarus sighed, and smiled at Yajinyi with what was a wry smile that was too gentle.

This boss is sometimes too nasty, and even these NPCs that are virtual in the stealth world have to be ......

However, Icarus didn't complain about anything, but he still liked to do such bad things with the boss.

For Icarus, the boss is all she has, and the time spent with the boss is a treasure that cannot be replaced.

Thinking that after he was created, he has always been treated as a tool by others, and there is only a BOSS......

At that time, he was just a teenager, but he warmed his heart composed of data and had no temperature countless times.

It's a pity that when the boss leaves this virtual world, he can no longer touch him, smell his body, and talk to him up close and face-to-face like he does now...... He is only allowed to live in the world of data, and in the real world, he can only meet him with the mind body projected by the black device.

Thinking of this, the hand held by Ye Shenyi subconsciously tightened.

How could Yasamui, who was aware of Icarus's move, not see what was going on in the heart of Icarus, who was simple and easy to understand, and wrote all his thoughts on his face.

"When it's all over, if I'm still alive......"

Before Yashimi could finish his sentence, his lips were pressed against one of Icarus's fingers.

"Don't let the boss say that, of course the boss will live. My world is so small that I can only accommodate a boss in my eyes! I can only live in this cold, only data world, but I still have a BOSS, I am already satisfied, I am just made by someone, not even a creature, but the BOSS told me, as long as there is a soul, then it is considered alive, if you have no soul, then I will give you half of my soul. From that day on, Icarus lived only for the boss, and when the boss was gone, there would be no more Icarus. ”

What Icarus said, Yajin Yi understood very well.

I didn't understand these things at all 10 years ago.

At that time, I always found all kinds of reasons to comfort myself.

I always thought it shouldn't be like this.

Or maybe I could do it all over again.

If you start over, you can really do it?

If you don't do a good job the first time, where does you get the confidence to do it well the second time?

However, when the mother died for her own reasons.

At that time, there were only two things on the back of the night's mind.

Survive and get revenge.

He wants to seek revenge on the people of the Night, and the debt of blood must be paid with blood.

No matter who is in the Yeyi clan, as long as it is the clansman who persecuted himself and his mother in the first place, Yeshenyi will use their blood to pay tribute to his deceased mother.

But at that time, I was doing my best to survive.

Not to mention revenge.

Those words, what a ridiculous joke that used to sound.

Even the children of the clan who are younger than themselves and the children of the lower tribes can defeat themselves without much effort.

The Night Clan, a race that speaks with all its strength, and the only one who does not have the power of the Night is the son of the Emperor of the Night, that is, himself.

The powerless Night God has been abandoned by them from the beginning.

Even the mother was abandoned by that man for giving birth to a child who had no power.

It's similar to the story in Yuri's diary that I saw earlier.

Since childhood, Ye Shenyi has lived with his mother in a remote corner of the ethnic group, living a hard and bullied life.

Ultimately...... My mother was burned alive by those people because of herself.

But at that time, Night God could only hide from a distance and watch all this happen in front of her, and her mother used her night power to make the people of the night unable to see herself or hear her voice.

After the death of his mother, the protection of the power that was exerted on his body disappeared, but because of his mother's previous sentence, he hid there and didn't show up no matter what happened, and ran away desperately.

Ye Shenyi actually hated himself the most at that time! Self without strength! Hiding aside and watching her mother slowly die, you can only cry bitterly! Thinking about running for my life after my mother's death!

If I had the courage to stand up at that time, although it didn't have any effect, but I died with my mother like this, maybe I wouldn't have had to be so painful.

After that, thinking about himself in hiding, he accidentally hid in a storage box that was to be transported to a spaceship.

For more than a month on the spaceship, Ye Shenyi hid in that storage box, but fortunately there was no shortage of food inside.

It's just that for a long time after his mother's death, he would fall into the same nightmare every night.

In the dream, Ye Shenyi stood beside his mother, but he couldn't do anything. I could only watch my mother being burned alive.

Whenever he saw his mother wrapped in flames and struggling in pain, Yashen Yi would be awakened.

Starshine was originally a planet that the Night Clan was preparing to explore and invade.

The storage supplies were also removed from the ship.

But for unknown reasons, they changed their plans and temporarily abandoned their plans for aggression.

He also escaped from it and wandered alone on this strange planet.

Until I ran into Anna.

She brought herself home and treated her like a family member, teaching herself to read and write, and learning the language and writing of the stars.

With the innate memory of the Night Clan, in just a few weeks, Night Shenyi can simply communicate.

At Anna's place, Yashen Yi felt the same warmth as her mother.

At that time, Ye Shenyi still didn't have any power.

Just living with Anna as an ordinary human.

During this period of time, the hatred in Ye Shenyi's heart seemed to have faded a little.

Until the people of the Night Clan came back to the stars.

With this arrival, they seem to have made enough preparations and decided to go to war with the people known as the Awakened on the Shine.

But they still underestimate the planet.

This planet called Star Shine has four heavenly kings who are known as the strongest.

Anna is one of them.

When Ye Shenyi learned that those guys were here again, he finally chose to confess to Anna, explaining his origin and what happened to him.

Surprisingly, in exchange for Anna's sentence, "I only know that even if you are not related by blood, you are my eternal family." ”