Chapter 73: Choice
"It's boring at home." He looked at the snow and shoveled his feet like a bear.
Bored? Can you slap my ass when you're bored?
Damn, Su Xing's guts are really getting fatter and fatter.
But with my parents here, I can't say anything.
When the door opened, the family squeezed into the small dilapidated house one after the other.
Mom and Dad looked at the environment inside the house and touched the old furniture: "There is too much dust. ”
The house was a little dark, with a layer of dust everywhere, and emaciated rats crawled over the ridge and squeaked.
Mom turned on the light that ended the cobwebs. The lights were dark orange and didn't light up everywhere, but they could barely see the ground.
"You two brothers and sisters clean up, we need to go see grandma." My mother said, "If it's too cold, there should be a pile of dry wood in the backyard and make a fire to roast it." When you come back at noon, Mom will make you something to eat. ”
After my grandmother left, she was buried on the mountainside, surrounded by green trees and green hills, trickling water, cuckoos would land on her tombstones, ants would build nests on her grave, and I hope she would not be too lonely.
After carefully cleaning with Su Xingzai, we sat in front of the small kitchen stove and built a fire with dry firewood.
The flames were blazing, dispelling the cold around them, and the firewood crackled.
Su Xing was holding a small wooden stick in his hand, and he was stabbing it boringly, splashing sparks.
"Mom said that playing with fire will wet the bed." I suddenly came to me.
Su Xing was amused by me. There was a beating flame in his eyes, and his whole face was rosy because of the firelight.
But he's just attractive, compared to my peerless appearance, Su Xing can get very few appearance genes, I stand with him, except for the similar eyebrows and eyes, others probably can't see that we are brother and sister.
"Do you remember Susu?" Suddenly, I asked. But when he found that he was wrong, he changed his words again: "It's Sister Susu." ”
Thinking of the white clothes that flashed by just now, my heart was touched. Not only that, but that delicate figure also evoked my childhood memories.
As my father said, Su Xingxiao was a lively and intelligent little boy who made three good friends in the village, and Su Su was one of them. They play together, steal chickens and dogs together, talk about the future and dreams together.
What will always be a good friend, what will never be left for a lifetime, the mountain alliance and the sea vow, like a couple.
Gradually, everyone can see that Chen Susu likes Su Xing, what does he do, what Su Su does, he says a word, Su Su can wait for a day.
This girl is weak and can't help the wind, a small illness is like a storm, a serious illness is like thunder, several times almost died, from childhood to adulthood, the little face has always been extremely white, but she is really good-looking, so that the other two little boys, secretly like him.
There is no higher-level school in the village, and if you want to go to junior high school, you have to go to the city, and Su Su's family's money has long been swept away by illness, and she has never studied again. Her world is only as small as this village. She likes spotless whiteness, just like her heart.
I have long mentioned that when I was eight years old, my seven-year-old sister was pushed down the river next to the village by two bear children, who were the two people I planned to "be friends for the rest of my life".
Two bear children, why did you push your best friend's sister to drown?
All this, in my eyes, was because of Chen Susu.
In the sunset of a deep drow, Su Su blushed and told me that she wanted to marry me when she grew up. That kind of apprehensive look that plucked up courage, I still think it's cute when I think about it now.
But despite this, when I was a child, I already had someone in my heart.
Su Feiya was also the one who accompanied me throughout my childhood, she intervened in my life earlier than Chen Susu, and I seem to have liked her for as long as I can remember. It feels like it was made for her. Later, when he left a foreign country, he gradually faded.
Straight to the point.
I ruthlessly rejected Su Su's appearance, which angered the two little boys who were just starting to fall in love, they said that I had no vision, and almost beat me.
Then, after my sister drowned, they told me that they had done the evil.
So, it's all over the place.
I believed sixteen years, and hated them sixteen years.
It wasn't until I was twenty-four years old that two bear children got my phone number out of nowhere, told me about Susu's death, and told me the lie of my childhood.
They said that they were too young at the time, and they couldn't see Su Su sad, so they made a big mistake.
Actually, it's just that my sister accidentally fell into the water, and they happened to pass by, and it was the person they called to help. Everything is a misunderstanding, and I shouldn't hate Susu as the "fuse".
Back to the present, this sixteen-year-old Su Xing is still kept in the dark.
As soon as he heard Chen Susu's name, he naturally wouldn't do it in his heart.
Poor Su Su, she didn't know anything from beginning to end, she didn't understand why she didn't talk to her anymore because she was so good as a child.
I still remember that every time I went back to my hometown, Su Su would come to visit the door, and no matter how my parents shouted, Su Xing would shrink in the room and play with his mobile phone. This year, Susu will also come.
"I remember when you were kids, you used to stick together." Seeing that Su Xing lowered his eyes and was silent, I said again.
"Hmm." Su Xing responded, and actually took out his mobile phone to play, obviously not wanting to continue the topic.
I watched his expression closely, then put my hand on my cheek and stared at the flames in a daze.
At noon, my parents came back with a bag of rice and two catties of pork. After eating, my mother laid the sheets for us and told us to sleep in the same room as in previous years.
Su Xing agreed "uh-huh", like a good child, in fact, the smile on the corner of his mouth was clear to me. I felt a little disdainful in my heart, but my hometown only had two beds, and I could only accept it helplessly.
At night, when it was colder, my parents boiled us a kettle of water so that we could soak our feet and sleep warmer.
When I was taking off my shoes, Su Xing actually threw his stinky socks on my head, I was so angry that I was about to scold him, but I didn't dare to explode when I found my parents next to me, so I said "oops" twice, and said angrily: "Mom, look at my brother, he threw his socks and hit me, annoyed to death!" ”
"Su Xing, if you bully your sister again, be careful that your mother beats you." Mom said casually, and then chatted with Dad again.
Su Xing put his feet into the basin very proudly, as if to say, "What can you do to me". In a fit of rage, I glared at him and threw his socks back. Then I stuck my tongue out at him: "Little dog, go pick it up." ”
Su Xing looked at me dotingly, and he didn't mean to be angry at all.
I was stared at by him so that my earlobes were hot, so I quickly looked away and put my feet in the basin.
The footbasin is so big, a pair of big feet, a pair of small feet, can barely accommodate it. Su Xing got cheap again, stepped on my instep and rubbed it for a while, and arched my feet with his toes for a while.
He was so annoyed, if it weren't for his parents, I would have scolded him for being sick.
Finally, he bent down, hugged my little feet, and washed me.
A strange feeling made me numb, and I almost kicked Su Xing to death here.
Luckily, I held back, and he picked up a dog's life.