"So you're ......" After entering the house, Su Xing threw his schoolbag on the sofa, "was driven out by Ye Yuze?" After he finished speaking, he went to wash his clothes with his bag, and did not wait for my answer.

Looking at his back when he entered the bathroom, I was silent for a long time, and he didn't come out for a long time, so I slowly returned to my room, looking at this tidy room, clean and clean, as if someone had lived in it for more than a month.

In that case, in my previous life, after I left home, was Su Xing's room so neat?

I cautiously opened the closet, changed my clothes, combed my hair, and walked into the bathroom with my dirty clothes. The whole person, light-hearted, is afraid of disturbing something.

Then, when I saw Su Xing tinkering with the washing machine, I said:

"Brother, can you wash it for me?" My voice was a little timid, as if I was afraid that he would not agree.

He was slightly stunned and took my clothes. By the way, he asked: "Ye Yuze bought it for you?" ”

I said "um".

"Lose it." He gave it back to me, "I can't wash it off with cream." ”

"......" I hugged my clothes and looked at his side face faintly. His face is actually quite good-looking, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, a high nose bridge, not thin or thick lips, a very handsome guy, but there is a sloppy atmosphere, not that he doesn't pay attention to hygiene, but he never spends time on his appearance, such as his green scum, such as his hair that hasn't been cut for three months.

"Are you going back to your parents' house because of a conflict with Ye Yuze?" Su Xing said coldly.

Back to your parents' home? What's that?

I muttered: "Three sentences are inseparable from Ye Yuze, you are in love with him." ”

Su Xing's hands froze, and he slowly turned his head and cast a murderous gaze.

Then, he brutally snatched the clothes from his hand and threw them into the washing machine. In his eyes, it seemed calm, but there was a hint of anger.

I stopped talking, lest he do anything terrible in a fit of anger.

When the washing machine started working, Su Xing's fingers knocked on the lid of the washing machine, and there was a "knock" sound, as if he was thinking about something.

I stole at him and wondered if I should leave now? Since last night, Su Xing has not mentioned Ye Yuze much, and he has not been angry. But I know he's just putting up with it.

"What the hell is the reason?" Su Xing spoke, pulling back my thoughts about leaving.

"Why do you have to run away from home when you are fine? Why did you come back, but you have to go with Ye Yuze? Why do you and Ye Yuze have to come back every three days? Su Xing said sluggishly, those eyes seemed to pierce the world through the wall. The more I thought about it, the more I felt that something was wrong. I exhorted myself, "You don't like it...... What are you really hiding from you...... I think about it day and night...... Every day, I want to go home from school to see you, but it seems too strange...... Then I thought of a rich and handsome man standing behind you......"

"You, what are you talking about?" I understood it in the front, and I didn't know what he was trying to say at all.

He looked at the wall and opened his mouth, but he stopped talking. Finally he sighed, looked at me, dead and lonely, and asked softly, "Can you tell me what happened to you?" Isn't it some bloody episode of losing his life to treat his parents, right? ”

He's waiting for me to answer.

But I don't know how to answer. I looked down and thought about it, but it was blank.

"Forget it." After a long silence, he gave up. "If you don't want to say it, forget it."

I let out an "um" and ended the topic.

At ten o'clock in the evening, my parents finally came back from overtime. There was a haggard taste in their eyebrows, but when they found me at home, their dull eyes had a little more color.

They thought I was just the one time I came back in three days. As usual, we quietly ate our last dinner. It wasn't until Su Xing said, "I'm not leaving," that their movements stopped.

My mother secretly wiped her tears, but she pretended to be okay and buried herself in eating.

My dad said, "It's good if you don't leave." "There's no follow-up, unlike the first few times, to get to the bottom of it, I'm afraid I'll make a mistake. At that time, my father even called the police, but Ye Yuze's identity was there, and I volunteered to do so, so the police had no way to file a case.

In desperation, my parents resigned themselves to their fate.

I'm not leaving, and for them, it's enough.

But I think that if they are never given a reasonable explanation, they will never be reassured, and there will even be a certain estrangement. After thinking for a moment, I said, "Dad, Mom, in fact, the last time I ran away from home, it was because of my brother. ”

"Because of me?" Su Xing chewed shredded potatoes and looked at me with a puzzled expression.

The parents' movements stopped again.

I looked them in the eye and said, "That's right, my brother has told me many times that he wants to leave the country after graduation and never return home......

"Who said that?" Su interrupted me, glared at me, and threatened me not to say any more.

"Su Xing, shut up!" Dad put down his chopsticks and looked solemn.

With my father's support, I continued: "My sister has persuaded him many times, but she can't shake his thoughts, I'm afraid that he will really never come back, so I want him to experience the feeling of loss, and I hope he can compare his heart to ......his heart."

"Then you can't run away from home, your heart is good, but the method is wrong. Don't you know that mom is worried about you? Whether it's Su Xing or you, you can't leave this home! If it weren't for someone's kindness to pay for the operation, my mother would have died in the hospital this time......" Mom sobbed, her cheeks full of tears.

I lowered my head and tugged at the corners of my clothes.

"Bang dang", Dad slammed the table, frowned, and said, "Cry, cry, cry!" I know how to cry all day long! Does crying solve the problem? Su Xing, Lao Tzu asks you, is what Wuhui said true? ”

Su Xing also lowered his head, hesitated for a moment, and nodded.

"Why do you want to never go back!" Dad was so angry that he raised his face, and Su Xing instinctively dodged it, but Dad didn't hit it.

"Because of your education." Su Xing laughed at himself, "Who can stand a sentence of studying well every day?" ”

"Say two words to you, and you're going to rebel? Parents don't listen! Dad was angry, but he put down his hand fiercely, "Look at us, who is it for?" Not for you! If you don't study hard, do you want to be tired like me for the rest of your life? Only by studying hard and being admitted to university can you have a good job! Good life! ”

"Look, Dad, you're here again." Su Xing sneered, "The chicken can't fly, so it lays an egg and hides in the nest, hoping that he will become an excellent eagle." What about you? Why don't you fly on your own? And how do you know that your son doesn't exist for a good life? Do you know what kind of life I love? Rich is a lifetime! Poverty is a lifetime! Isn't it a good life that I think is meaningful? You have a bunch of ideas, you have a bunch of plans, you can't use them when you're old, you can use them on me? ”