Chapter 97: Don't Look
But he said, "Just study hard." ”
"Do Mom and Dad know?"
Su Xing hesitated for a moment, and replied unnaturally: "I know." ”
"Then what do you want to do if you don't go to school?" Looking at his expression, I still have a bad premonition, but I don't know why, I don't want to think about it.
"Work, earn money......" Su Xing said as if looking at you, "support you." ”
"Can't Mom and Dad feed us?" I stared into his eyes.
Su Xing's eyes dodged, "I just want to share it for them." ”
In the eyes of our parents, knowledge, culture and diplomas are the king of this society, and they are afraid that our brothers and sisters will suffer hardships in the future, so they have strictly required us to study hard since we were young. No matter how difficult it was for the family, they would never agree to Su Xing dropping out of school to work.
Share? How could I believe his nonsense?
"Brother, don't lie to me." I took a deep breath.
Su Xing lowered his head and whispered, "I didn't lie to you. ”
"Then why, they haven't come back yet."
"I ...... Been urging. ”
"When did you not say that?"
Su Xing was dumbfounded.
"Honestly, okay? I'm begging you. ”
But what followed was Su Xing's heavy breathing.
He began to tremble, his pupils were refreshed, he opened his mouth, closed it again, and repeated it a few times before he slowly spoke: "Okay, I'll tell you." I know you, sooner or later, I will know about it, but I am afraid that you will be sad, I think that it will be a day if I can drag it out for a day. You are mentally prepared. ”
Thinking back to the reaction of Su torture these days, I also guessed a little bit, but I never dared to think about it because I was afraid.
"As early as more than a month ago, my parents died in the collapse of the building......"
Su Xing was already in tears when I was not paying attention.
As for the latter words, I can't listen to my ears, I just feel dizzy, my vision is black, and I even have to breathe for a long time, if I don't feel the world spinning, I stabilize it in time, this crumbling delicate body will fall to the ground.
I staggered to the couch and sat down, like a babbling child.
The moment I sat down, I felt a sense of self-reproach like a huge wave beating against my heart.
I thought I was vomiting blood from my chest, but when I wiped it with my little hand, I realized that it was all tears and snot.
As if I had been choked, I coughed violently, and my throat hurt before I heard the sound of Su Xing's choking.
“…… My aunt said let's move in with Xiaoya, they wanted to raise us but I refused. I said I could myself, I could work hard for you to study, to feed you well and dress well, and never to let you go hungry. But when I went out today, I realized that this world has been shattered by the Emperor, and it will be difficult to get back on track in a short time, I can't find a job at all, I can't ...... at all."
"The weak are only bullied at all times!" He grabbed his hair and roared unwillingly.
I was breathing tremblingly, my eyes blank.
No one is to blame.
Everyone is already trying, and it's me who disrupts it all.
I should have killed Tang San and taken Chenxi "home", or didn't intervene in this struggle at all...... Or, not to be born again. My rebirth changed the concept of Su Xing, but this is wrong, it's worse, isn't it?
I'm not, damn it.
A big hand grabbed my head and pressed me against his hot chest, Su Xing put his wet chin on top of my head, hugged me tightly, and said softly and desperately: "Wuhui, don't worry, I will support you, I will support you." You concentrate on studying, I will raise you! ”
"Also, what kind of books are you studying?" I smiled in discouragement. "It's time for the people to leave."
"Who's leaving! What are you going to do! ”
"Of course it's back to my world, otherwise someone like me has no qualifications to continue living here." I whispered like a madman, tears streaming down my face.
"Who let you go! No one can take you away from me! I won't allow it to die! Su Xing hugged me tightly, and there was crazy killing intent in his tearful eyes.
"Yes......" I burst into tears, my voice instantly collapsed, and I choked up. Destiny. The power of these two words completely crushed my soul.
The night is getting deeper.
This grief-stricken news made me cry so much that before I knew it, I cried and slept in Su Xing's arms, muttering something in my mouth and whimpering indistinctly.
He hugged me and stroked my hair gently.
When I woke up, it was already noon the next day.
I sat on the bed for a long time with my hair on my tousled hair before I opened my eyes and looked out the window at the glare of the sun. I rubbed my eyes, still drowsy.
got up, combed his hair, washed up, and found that Su Xing was on the phone, his tone was very polite, and he stood outside the door and listened for a while, only to know that he was looking for a job.
I yawned and went back to my bedroom, changed my clothes, and prepared to go out.
"Where are you going?" Su Xing happened to finish the phone call and hurriedly stopped me.
"Something." I changed my shoes with a blank face.
"What's the matter?"
I ignored it.
"Tell me something!"
"Extinguish the crown." I'm not downplaying, not that I think it's easy to do, on the contrary, I'm just going to give people heads. Anyway, I don't have the value of living in this world anymore.
"Don't go! You stay at home for me! ”
"Can you stop me?" I smiled softly.
"I'm your brother, do you think Lao Tzu can't stop you? Sit down! Su Xing pointed to the sofa.
I watched him and didn't speak.
"Su Wuhui, I'll let you sit down!" Su Xing's eyes widened, and bloodshot appeared in the whites of his eyes.
Seeing that I was indifferent, Su Xing kicked my mobile phone, strode over, grabbed my wrist, and threw me onto the sofa.
Then he stood in front of me and asked me coldly, "What did you mean by what you said yesterday?" ”
I just remembered that yesterday I told everything in the ashes. However, it doesn't matter, I smiled indifferently: "The period of living in this body is only nine years, and when the nine years are up, I will show my original form, and my power will leak out, and after the emperor senses it, all of them will rush over to kill me." I only have two endings, either go back to the original world or die here, that's fate. ”
"......" Su Xing was obviously mentally prepared, but his expression also became a pool of stagnant water. He whispered to me, "Is there no other way?" ”
"At least, I can't help it."
After a long time, Su Xing asked again: "How much time is there?" ”
"When will Su Wuhua fall into the water, and when will I leave."
"You...... ......"
"What."
"And ...... Come back to see me? ”
"Maybe." As I said this, I almost burst into tears.
I didn't want to go to the princess world at all. And I didn't plan to go to the princess's world.
Once, I can remember Zhu Zizheng's humiliation for many years, how can I sit idly by and watch this revenge of killing my father and mother? Even if I die, I will fight to the death with the crown.
The most unwilling thing is that there is only Su Xing left in this family.
When I die, will he sit on the couch, turn on the volume of the TV, and stare at the coffee table in a daze? At dinner, he would think that his father was nagging, and ...... Lost your mind, right?
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PS: I wrote myself with a sour nose, especially in the last paragraph, that picture, like a lonely old man left at home.
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