You are my only place in the world, Huan'er
Tan Wu is not without a trace of feeling.
He didn't know why he was like that.
He came here before He Yanhuan, in this world that is not clear at all.
He was alone, unaccompanied.
He has been wandering all the way here, with nothing particular to go to, no particular person he wants to meet.
What's the meaning of this life?
Huan'er, who he had always been with and regarded as a relative, died, died on a beach.
Quietly, when he found someone, he seemed to be asleep, and his expression was at ease.
He didn't dare to take a step forward.
lest it frighten him.
Huan'er has always slept badly, as long as there is the slightest movement, she will sit up in shock.
Then, there was a stomach ache that haunted him.
He Tan Wu also has a stomach ache, although it is not as serious as Huan'er, but there will be some people who come out of the orphanage.
That's not to say that orphanages are bad.
There are too many children, and after serving the food to the table one by one, they sit down and eat properly, and the food is not as hot as it was at the beginning.
Spring, autumn and summer are fine, but winter is not.
He loved orphanages.
He likes someone, and he has always thought so before he met Huan'er.
He likes to be alone and go in and take a cold bath after everyone has taken a bath;
I like to sit there alone and eat silently after everyone has eaten;
He is willing to find a place to stay alone, in a daze, or to observe the other children in the yard as far as the orphanage allows.
But he Tan Wu won't come close.
He seemed to be a bystander of life, watching others dance on one side, joys and sorrows.
How interesting!
He was destined to be a stranger in life, but of course it wasn't enough for his parents, who had no memory of him, to abandon him in the orphanage.
He has a fragile heart, a heart that will kill him at any time and at any time.
You can't run, you can't get excited, you can't be happy or sad......
There are many limitations, he doesn't like this, so he often goes against the grain, he can't meet the stimulus, but he likes the cold water that fills his body with cold and dripping.
He is not disgusted with the world, he does not dislike his own life, he hates this broken body more than it, it is better to say that he has the slightest liking for it.
He likes his coolness.
Whether it's watching others chase, love or hate, all kinds of things here are like a drama, and they don't look enjoyable.
He is a spectator of life, of life.
Live calmly.
He will not commit suicide, life is a small path with him that is not gorgeous, but quiet and peaceful, he likes this path, although it is not as wide and flat as others. It's a lot of fun.
He is not afraid of death, he carries a heart that can judge him to life and death at any time, but he is not afraid of life and death.
When there was nothing to do, he thought that if after the death of a person, there was really a strange world that accepted the souls of the world, then he Tan Wu would be a bystander to the strange world.
How good, he likes to look at others and feel others.
If it is after the human world, there will be no more those ghost worlds, the underworld, this is also good, clean, and there will be no more entanglements and troubles.
The red stripes come from the stripes, and naturally the stripes should go with the stripes.
When he knew this, he was only eight or nine years old.
He never spoke up.
I'm afraid of scaring the group that surrounds him all day.
He would have lived his life like this, if there were no accidents.
Huan'er was that accident.
Among the children who grew up in orphanages, none of them can be no different from ordinary people, and most of them are unwilling.
There is also resentment, and a lot of suspicion of others.
Why is it who is unwilling to be abandoned!
resents those who make their own claims, give birth to themselves, but turn their faces and abandon them like covers.
I suspect that everyone who is a little bit nicer to him is a person with bad intentions.
They are pitiful, but they are also pathetic.
This native land is not a family, but the family's choice to follow them for a lifetime is like a nightmare, and they can't open their eyes again.
Throughout his life, he longs for love but does not dare to take a step, and pities the creatures of his life.
Don't they know that they are their own destiny throughout their lives?
But there was an accident here.
Huan'er was that accident. When Huan'er came, he Tan Wu was in front of the orphanage, and he saw him dressed in a clean, bright little doll.
Lovely.
This is Tan Wu's first impression.
But the little doll in this orphanage, when they first came in, although not everyone was pitiful.
But after entering the place for three or two months, I was contaminated by the breath here, and I couldn't find a trace of the figure that had been cared for when I entered the place.
But that kid was an exception.
Tan Wu thought he was a mute, and many nurses in the orphanage took turns for three months, but they couldn't get him to speak.
He is endearing, but he doesn't want people to pity him.
Like him Tan Wu, he is an outlier.
Tan Wu paid attention to him. watched him give up what others wanted, looked at the look of dead eyes, and watched him silently persist in the corner.
This little doll made him find very interesting.
Gradually, I paid more and more attention.
Later, I rescued him once, teased him, watched him speak, and thought it was also a thing that he found quite interesting.
But the orphanage could only keep him until he was eighteen years old.
He didn't care about this, and money, fame, he didn't care, the only regret was that he couldn't look at that little guy anymore.
Over the years, he has been with the little guy day and night, and he has never been like this with anyone, so he doesn't know if the family affection in their mouths is what it is now.
But he has never lost interest in the little guy, he has never let him down, whether it is persistence or personality, although he doesn't say much on weekdays, he has more words to Tan Wu, Tan Wu doesn't know why he has a little more old father's mentality to the little guy who sometimes plays scoundrels to him.
How could he, a young man who had just reached eighteen, have a father to a fifteen-year-old son.
However, the little guy will not be able to leave the orphanage until two or three years late.
I don't know if this kid will remember him when the time comes.
At the beginning, he tried his best to save people, although he didn't care much about this skin, but if he could make the kid remember him a little, he didn't mind revisiting the old things.
When he carried his things out of the gate of the orphanage, he thought about it.
Then, just laughing.
Who knew that when he turned around, he saw the kid running to the door with a sweaty head.
For some reason, Tan Wu actually smiled.
"Are you leaving?"
This stubborn boy, when he has a headache and brain fever on weekdays, he has never been late for class and left early, and most of the children in this orphanage are unsupervised to study, most of them do not have such consciousness, and he is the only one who persists, and it is commendable to come to this day.
"Hmm."
took two steps forward and stroked the top of the kid's hair.
This kid has finally really become this veritable half-sized boy.
"Sure enough......"
Tan Wu saw Huan'er's hand unconsciously twisting the corners of his clothes in front of him, this kid, he never expressed his discomfort, but fortunately, the person who has been with him all these years is himself.
How not to understand what this kid means.
"What are you thinking, I'll go out and find a place to live, and after you get out of this orphanage, you will move in with me."
He had this in mind before he left.
It's just that I'm not sure what this kid is thinking, so it's a little bit more rare to see a sense of awkwardness, he hopes that he can be with Huan'er, but if he is always asked to say this, he feels inexplicably a little aggrieved.
I never thought that after all these years, he would be a little more awkward.
The designation was learned from Huan'er.
"Well, I'll go."
Looking at the clean and clear look in Huan'er's eyes, with a somewhat determined look, I just thought, ah, why is this kid so lovely.
I never thought that all these years would let them spend so many years.
Three years later, he ushered in Huan'er, just like what he remembered, but with a slight change.
Nothing bad.
"For the rest of my life, Huan'er, I will rely on you."
Looking at the young man carrying a suitcase in front of the door, as in the past, I felt that this world was really interesting.
"Hmm."
The well-behaved answer, although he didn't say much, looked comfortable.
Therefore, he Tan Wu can't accept the person who lies on the beach and will not respond to him again, it is him!
Took the person back.
In the house where they have lived together for many years, with him for many years, there is no discomfort in the heart, but it is awkward.
And when he woke up again, he was here.
He always thought in his heart that he should go back and settle Huan'er well.
But I don't know that he was not a person in that world from the beginning.
He is a lonely soul in this world.
He just doesn't know.
It has never been Tan Wu, Tan Wu is the years he stole it, and there is a person in the years who makes him never forget, and he has lived a rare and happy time.
But the boy died.
He is a high-ranking monk praised by everyone, but the only thing he wants to redeem is powerless.
He was a little tired of the world today.
Master said he was too persistent.
Persistence, isn't that something that was used on that kid? Sure enough, the moon was dyed, and it actually made him dye this habit.
His six roots are pure, but he is still unbroken.
Not this world, but that distant world.
He travels far and wide, and he will choose a period of time for this lonely soul to travel back to that time.
Not to see the young man, or the young man.
I just want to see, just a look, those places where I spent time with my boys.
It's a pity that after all, the flowers are similar every year, and the people are different every year.
Now, along with those old places, they are also scattered one by one. The orphanage was demolished, and two people died in their room, so naturally everyone avoided it.
The old streets have long since been renovated, and time has passed, and no one mentions their names again.
Luckily, he met him here again.
He was also accompanied by others.
That's nice.
But he still recognized the boy at first sight.
It's like walking through time.
What a blessing.
He doesn't know what kind of relationship he has with a teenager, family and friendship or children's affection. None of the defined emotions here can be summed up in a nutshell.
In this way, it can be regarded as unique.
The people he Tan Wu has protected in his two lives are all this person, and he is really a brainless.
But when he opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was that the man had twisted his veil and gently wiped his cheeks.
"Wu'er, you're awake."
With such words, he searched for two lives. In this way, in the bottom of his heart, he no longer has to travel between two lives.
Revert to one 's origin.
"Well, I'm awake, Huan'er."