Chapter 158: Being Young, Is It an Excuse?
The pocket struggled violently, how could Chi Yu give it a chance to see the light of day again, and smashed it more than a dozen times in succession, until the pocket stopped moving, and then grabbed the mouth of the bag and threw it out of the window.
"Being smaller isn't necessarily a good thing."
Liu Yong patted the ashes on his hands and came to a conclusion.
"According to their evolutionary method, they may evolve strange species that can swim, fly, sing and rap."
Chi Yu was obviously overexerting himself, and he didn't notice it when he was nervous just now, but when he was a little slackened at this time, he only felt that his arm was sore, and he couldn't lift it.
In this case, he can still joke with his mouth, and Liu Yong can't help but look at him with admiration: "Are you serious?" ”
"I'm serious, you ghost."
This is a typical example of having nothing to say, but at this time, if you don't say anything, you feel a little depressed.
Before the two entered this game, let alone killing, they couldn't even kill chickens, but now they can tell cold jokes in front of a room full of blood plasma and severed limbs, and ask each other if it's funny.
Is it the game that changes people, or is it just that people are the way they are?
"Do you think there's more?"
"Who knows."
"Then take advantage of the time now and tell me about Ren Quan."
"I said it, Ren Quan is not my brother, my brother is ......"
"Does it matter?"
Does it matter?
Liu Yong paused, and there was a moment of distraction, maybe thinking about Chi Yu's words, maybe thinking about his own heart.
Of course this is important, Ren Quan is Ren Quan, his younger brother is his younger brother, this body is something he doesn't know, this madman is also something he doesn't know, he only knows the kid who touched the corner of his eye and said "dreaming", that is his younger brother.
But...... Does it really matter?
The man standing in front of him, his name is Xiao Chen, but in fact, strictly speaking, he is not called Xiao Chen, everyone has two consciousnesses in their bodies, only for a short time, and another soul dominates this body.
To describe this phenomenon in a more colloquial way, it can probably be called "ghost upper body".
That's all.
Liu Yong didn't know what he was struggling with, he couldn't treat Ren Quan as his younger brother, and he didn't even want to believe that he could still have a chance to see his younger brother after being dead for so long.
However, if you think about it, who is the consciousness in this body, and can he change anything by admitting it or not?
No.
So, it doesn't really matter anymore.
When a person is alive and has a living body, when he dies, he is left with a wisp of unreal consciousness. This wisp of consciousness can be attached to any carrier, to speak and do things through other people's bodies, but no one cares about who the soul in this shell is.
It's kind of sad that the guys in the game, like homeless people who live under the overpass, are displaced, and they don't have a next meal, and no one cares what these people's last names are, what they're called, and they don't care if they're picking their feet or getting their manicures.
There will even be people who spurn their existence, hoping that they will disappear as soon as possible, so that they will no longer cause trouble to others.
What Liu Yong is doing now is just that he doesn't want to believe that his younger brother has become a homeless man after him, and he is still the kind of homeless man who is being chased around.
"Even if it's not important, I can't accept it."
That's Yoo Yong's answer.
Even if you say that he has an ostrich mentality, he is sometimes such a negative person.
Unless his brother said to him personally, "Brother, I'm here to accompany you", he would never believe that the system would treat him so cruelly.
"My brother is a very talented man. He is handsome, has good grades, is filial, obedient, sensible, and the whole family likes him very much, but he has a bad temper, always likes to compare with others, and wants to be the first everywhere.
Over time, he began to have mental problems, and in his junior year of high school, he began to receive antidepressant treatment, that is, from that year, he began to become depressed, lethargic, and always said things that he didn't understand.
The most talked about were dreams, all kinds of very exaggerated dreams, and there was a curtain in our room, so I always heard his screams and cries in the middle of the night, and asked him what he dreamed of, and he would not say more, but just shook his head.
Over time, I began to have some signs of nervous breakdown, and soon after I moved out under the pretext of work. ”
The corners of Chi Yu's mouth twitched, and he said, "It may be an evil spirit." ”
Who hasn't done this kind of thing like a nightmare, even if you make one or two trips once in a while, you can't stand it if you are a fairy every once in a while, can't you go to a "professional" to solve it?
"yes, maybe it's like you said, it's evil. I have been to the hospital countless times, and the goddess has seen countless times, but there is no sign of improvement. ”
Recalling the incident about his younger brother, Liu Yong showed deep self-blame: "I often think that if I hadn't moved out to live in the first place, but had spent more time with him and understood him more, maybe he wouldn't have indulged in this world." ”
"This side of the world?"
Isn't it evil, what does it have to do with the world here?
"That's a long way to go, and I have to start from half a year ago. Half a year ago, I had an accident and was erased from my earthly identity. ”
It seems that this is a very long story, and it already has a vague taste of pathos.
Chi Yu had no choice but to continue to listen to him patiently.
It's not that he's overflowing with compassion, it's just that he's just too boring.
It's rare that these monsters are deaf, it's rare that they can chat and relieve their boredom, and if they don't say anything to relieve the extra tension after the big war, some of them will definitely go crazy.
It's not Liu Yong, it's Chi Yu.
In order to avoid the appearance of a second Ren Quan, Chi Yu urged Liu Yong to continue with a little encouragement.
"Not long before my accident, I learned that my brother was also writing, his writing is good, the story is not old-fashioned, maybe there are too many books on the same subject, compared to them, my brother's books are very inconspicuous, and there are few readers.
It was only after I came here that I suddenly realized that what my brother wrote was exactly what was quietly happening in this world. He was not dreaming, but his soul wandered and set foot in this realm by chance. It's a pity that he was too young at that time, and his psychological capacity was too weak......"
Is it an excuse to be young?
Hehe, this excuse is a little pale.
Yoo Young himself knows very well what the root cause of his brother's mental breakdown is.
Everyone's psychology has a tolerable degree, and once this standard line is crossed, his psychological defense line will collapse.
(End of chapter)