There are some things that the author doesn't vomit or feel unhappy, to be honest, this book makes the author feel a lot of pressure, and some are unbearable.

It all started when the book hit the shelves.

The type of online game is the type that the author likes to write, but the results of this book make the author feel that the pay and return are not proportional, because of this book, the author's work schedule and work attitude have been greatly changed and affected.

The impact of mentality is even more severe.

Sometimes you will see that the book is updated occasionally early, but then the author did not add or make up for it, and there was no early update the next day, why is this?!

Maybe this book is really a failure.,There are really few people who read it.,There's no activity at all after every update.,There are very few recommended tickets and monthly passes.。

As for the comments, there is not a single one.

This makes the author feel that he is writing a book of garbage that no one reads.

Over time, the author Jun also developed a self-defeating mentality.

In this state of mind, of course, the author has no motivation to continue writing.

Many times, the author is thinking about how to rescue the book and make it more vibrant; For example, a better plot is conceived, or a more explosive update, etc.

But every time I turn on my phone and look at the number of today's recommended votes and today's monthly votes, which are so pitiful, the flame in my heart is extinguished.

I'm scared in my heart, I'm afraid I'm afraid of paying, and I don't want to see this, because that will make the author unbearable, and the author will really give up on the spot.

The author is not afraid of not working hard, but afraid of working hard, and what he sees is still this situation.

There is a saying, if you don't work hard, you don't know what despair is!

The author has now seen the vicious circle of this book, that is, there are fewer votes from book friends, and the author has less motivation, as if he is competing, and this will lead to the deterioration of the number and quality of the book's updates.

Since the beginning of the year, the thought of entering the palace has often popped up in my mind,

The author really wants to let go and stop writing.

However, there are always a few people who always vote for this book, and every time they look at their ID names in the voting area, the author dispels the idea again.

To be honest, without the unremitting daily voting of these strange book friends, the author would not have been able to persist today!

That's right, the author Jun is still insisting, and it was written for these people.

You paid to read my book, and I don't want to disappoint you, although you are disappointed in the current update, but at least there is no beginning and no end!

This book has a beginning and an end!

Writing this testimonial today, the author just wants to say, thank you to the book friends who are still supporting this book and like this book, thank you very much, and thank you very much!

The second point, as mentioned at the beginning, the difference in the grades of this book has seriously affected the author's practical work.

I hope that book friends will have a lot of tolerance and understanding, this book is difficult to accumulate in terms of updating, and can only rely on the 'potion' to hang, and the daily update can only be written in the best state of the author, and there are as many chapters as many chapters as you can write.

The author of the rules of the addition was announced a long time ago, but the poor grades made the distance between each other farther and farther.

Finally, the author would like to thank these book friends who have never spoken and insist on voting for this book every day:

Thank you 'Black Sorrow'! Thanks for 'Xin no Distance'! Thank you 'Cylinder Loves You'! Thank you 'Mo Wuliang'! Thanks for the 'non-mainstream'! Thank you 'With the Wind'! Thank you for the 'salted fish with dreams'! Thank you for the 'pure heart'! Thank you for the trouble with WeChat! Thank you 'Night Clown'! Thanks for '9/19'!

The above list is the ID that the author sees when he opens the voting area every day.

There are also some book friends who like this book, but they didn't vote or voted when they remembered, and the author also thanks you for your silent company!

Of course, the author knows that if the update continues to be updated with one or two updates a day, it will wear down the patience of book friends, and it will worsen, and the author knows, knows

Just now,

It's not time to throw in the towel,

Good night.

(End of chapter)