Yan An only noticed at this time that although he was sitting, he had obviously lost a lot of weight, and the back outlined by his clothes looked steep and rugged. If she looked closely, she could clearly see the white hair on his forehead.

How did he grow gray hair? How old was he?

"Chao Zhen ......" Yan An opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.

"Yan An......" Chao Zhen turned to face her, and said to her in a helpless posture that Yan An had never seen before, "I never understand what I did wrong." Why, why has it come to this?"

What did he do wrong?

He didn't do anything wrong.

It's her who is wrong.

It's all her fault.

But she still has to live, and she has to face a new day of self when she opens her eyes every day. Her life goes on, so she can't let herself carry these guilt.

So at the end of the day, who's wrong?

"You're in a bad state. Yan An said to him, "You rest for a while and we'll talk." ”

As if surprised to hear her say such a thing, Chao Zhen's face obviously showed a panicked and cautious look. "I'll just take a nap on the couch outside," he said. ”

Yan An saw the few bone joints protruding from his neck when he lowered his head, and suddenly felt that the depressed things in his heart couldn't bear it, and all of them began to overflow.

He didn't remember her, he didn't remember them, he didn't remember their past. But she remembered, she remembered, when she saw him, she could remember the roads that Chao Zhen had led her on.

In those days, when there was no light, he was her light. When his feet were full of knives and glass ballast, he was carrying her on his back. It was he who made her put away the burrs and corners of her body, put away the stubbornness and tenacity used to fight against the haze, and it was he who let her know that she could actually live a cowardly and stupid life. Although he can't remember anything now.

But even if she was sane enough to gather all the strength she had ever fought against that family, she couldn't convince herself to tell the difference between the person in front of her and the person in her heart.

When the tears were about to pour out, Yan An got up from the bed and said, "You rest here, Sister Chao Du will come in a while, I will wait for her outside." ”

When she was about to go out, she heard Chao Zhen ask, "Yan An, have you dreamed of me recently?"

Yan An pushed the door for a moment, and said truthfully: "No." ”

He was never her nightmare.

Jiang Chaodui was a little surprised to see Yan An reading on the sofa when he came, and said, "I thought you had to sleep for a while." It's not that I said, your recent sleep is a bit exaggerated, how can anyone sleep more than ten hours a day like you. That's it, and I get sleepy from time to time. ”

Yan An glanced in the direction of the bedroom, gestured with his fingers, and said, "Don't say these words, including my recent life status." ”

"What's the matter? It's starting to be mysterious again? Have you read all those materials?"

"Did you see it?"

Jiang Chaodui said with some humility: "I'm your agent after all, right? I have to check it first, in case someone carries private goods and mixes some messy things in it......

Yan An interrupted her and asked, "How do you feel after watching it?"

"What do you feel? You have to listen to the truth? It's probably the snake and mouse family, it's not a family that doesn't enter the door, I really don't know why you're interested in them?"

"It's easy. Because Yu Shunkang is my father, and Dong Xin is my stepmother. Yu Yan and Yu Ke are my half-siblings. ”

The room was quiet, so quiet that Yan An could even hear the sound of the LED advertising screen in the distance.

"I'm sorry. ”

"There's nothing to be sorry for, it's long since I got out of the relationship. Yan An raised her eyes and asked her, "What do you think of my current state?"

"Maybe it's a little swollen because I slept too much, but I look much better than before. ”

Seeing that Yan An didn't want to talk any more, Jiang Chaowan could only consciously cook. When the fish fillet was ready to be steamed, Yan An suddenly shook over and said, "Don't put coriander." ”

"What's the soul of a dish without coriander? You're not a person who doesn't eat coriander. ”

"Just don't let it go. ”

At first, Jiang Chaodui thought that Yan An's strange living habits were at work recently. As a result, when the food was ready, when the bedroom door was suddenly opened, the bowl in her hand was almost scared to the ground.

It took a long time, his eyes squinted and opened, and he squinted and squinted, and Jiang Chaodui struggled to recognize who the person in front of him with messy hair like a chicken nest and a suit seemed to be hanging on his body as if he had just taken it out of the washing machine.

Yan An didn't speak, and she also shut up silently. Fortunately, the person himself noticed the rude and hurried to the bathroom.

Jiang Chaodui asked, "Why is he here?"

"You ask me how do I know? When I woke up, he was there. ”

"Nonsense! How could he come in without a key card. ”

"Haven't you ever thought about why a luxury five-star hotel would allow you to bring in some flavorful pickles to cook?

"That's such an exaggeration. ”

"Don't you believe it, go and ask other hotels in K City, not to mention luxury five-star, that is, ordinary five-star, they allow you to do these things in their room?"

"And what do you mean?"

"So why does he have a key card, do you know?"

"Are you going to wait for him to eat?"

"No, I didn't cook for him. ”

Jiang Chaodui looked at her awkwardly several times, but finally didn't make a sound. Now she didn't talk about eating, and left with her bag under the pretext that she was in a hurry.

When Chao Zhen came out after washing, Yan An was the only one sitting at the dining table.

Yan An didn't speak, and began to pack up after eating silently. Chao Zhen saw that she began to put on her coat and asked, "You want to go out?"

"Hmm. ”

"Where are you going?"

"Go wherever you want. ”

"It's inconvenient to take a taxi at this time, I'll send you?"

The car is the hotel's car, and there is no smell in it that makes Yan An uncomfortable. Chao Zhen sat in the driver's seat and asked her, "Where are you going?"

Yan An looked at the time, it was already 8 o'clock in the evening, and she said, "LK Bar." ”

"Where?"

"L!K!wine!!"

"What are you going to do at the bar?"

"What can I do when I go to the bar? If you don't want to go, I'll just take a taxi. ”

The car ended up being across the street from the bar. Yan An opened the window and didn't say to get out of the car, just lying on the window. The hour hand was past ten o'clock, and he heard the man next to him, who had been quiet, say, "Here we are." ”

He followed her line of sight and saw several men and women dressed in unusual clothes walking shoulder to shoulder towards the bar. He watched, and after waiting for more than an hour, Yan An suddenly called the police and said that he had witnessed someone doing illegal acts at the LK bar.

After another half an hour, the police car with the horn drove up to them.