Memories of being plundered

What is it that can scare a little girl of this age to such an extent?

Although Simon would like to break into Yuli's spiritual world with a spiritual mind to find out.

But in the end, I gave up.

Now she is fighting with what she fears the most, and if she intervenes in her mental world without permission, the worst result may be self-defeating and her spirit will break down completely.

Things would turn out like this, and Simon didn't expect it.

Only by herself broke through the ......

If she were that man, one of the Four Heavenly Kings, the strongest spiritual awakener, and the daughter of Atrice Bones for ten thousand years, she would definitely be able to awaken the potential sleeping in her body and break through this difficulty with her own strength.

As long as she can break through, she will transform.

Become an Awakened.

Simon knew Yuri's identity, so he also knew that Yuri had a sleeping 'forbidden fruit cell' in his body, but he didn't confess it to Pellelot.

Without going into further explanations and explanations, Simon asked, "Mr. Merchant, you are also an Awakened One, do you remember what happened when you first awakened?" ”

Pelelot fell silent, and then said, "How could that memory be forgotten." ”

"I guess so...... For most awakened people, the things that prompted them to awaken will be remembered for the rest of their lives. Those who awaken naturally are a minority of the few. Simon said this, as if even he had an unforgettable sad past.

"For people who have 'forbidden fruit cells' in their bodies, there is a possibility of becoming an awakened person, and this so-called possibility is not 100%. As they pass from generation to generation, the 'forbidden fruit cells' are no longer active after being passed on to the next generation, and they fall into a deep sleep. Some people can't fully stimulate and awaken them in their lifetime, so they can only be reduced to the same ...... as other ordinary people."

"Once upon a time, awakening was a mystery. What can be done to make the awakening of people with 'forbidden fruit cells' in their bodies plague countless people, knowing that their father or mother is a powerful awakener, but they can only be ordinary people, who are the first to end their lives before their parents grow old and end their lives before their parents...... Because the normal lifespan of ordinary people is only seventy or eighty years old, while the general lifespan of the awakened is about two hundred years. ”

"And now it's no secret.,Radiant Academy,Including those awakened schools on land, they even awakened the 'forbidden fruit cell',Make it the 'mystery' and 'answer' of the awakened into an awakening device.。 As long as those who have experienced the awakening device and successfully awakened, they will clearly understand what made them awaken the sleeping 'forbidden fruit cells' in their bodies and obtain such powerful abilities. ”

In fact, to put it simply, when a "cruel" event occurs around you, it will stimulate the power of the cells in your body and transform into an awakened person. This "cruelty" can be something of grief or something of anger......"

"The Awakening Device is actually a catalyst that allows you to be immersed in the scene and see the tragic death of a family member or most importantly...... To put it bluntly, the awakening device is the pain-making machine. If the willpower is not strong enough, they will be severely hit mentally, and even resist and fear the awakening device, causing them to be ruthlessly defeated by fear after stepping into the device again. Only those who can stand to the end in pain will be transformed into awakened beings beyond ordinary humans. ”

"The great thing about the awakening device is that when you step inside it, you will completely forget where you are. What is about to appear is fake', even if it is known for a long time, it will be blocked from the brain...... It's like falling into the illusion of a powerful spiritual awakener, and being controlled by the body and mind......"

So everything Simon did was actually similar to the awakening device.

In an unaware illusion of pain...... As long as she can endure it and overcome her grief, she will be able to awaken...... If you can't do that, you'll faint.

There is a saying that the formation of the natal technique lies in the level of excitement of its inner psychology and emotions, that is, it has a lot to do with "enlightenment". The more "thorough" the enlightenment, the stronger the ability of the natal technique. This strength will continue throughout the life of the Awakened, including the phased extension techniques generated after upgrading the realm. All extension techniques are derived from natal techniques. It can also be called the evolution of moves, a new level of understanding and versatility of moves. The heavier the pain, the stronger the natal technique. In the level of natal skills, the quality of the natal skills of the four heavenly kings is all above the Z-level above S-level, so when they reach the realm of S-level awakened people, they are hundreds of times stronger than ordinary S-level awakened people. It can be said that the natal technique will determine the future achievements of an awakened person. The higher the level of awakening, the more obvious the disparity becomes. ”

So the heavier and more sad the experience, the better the outcome is likely to be.

Simon knew that now her suffering, her enlightenment, would manifest itself in the form of a 'natal technique' after she became an awakened being.

The key is whether she can withstand it, and then smoothly stimulate the 'forbidden fruit cells' in her body.

…………

Yes, you have to give up to live, to give up everything. Yuri, who only brought her more pain to her by lingering, had a man break into her life.

He walked to his hospital bed in a sterile gown.

"Why do you put on a dead man's face?"

"Who are you? I don't think I've seen you before, new doctor? ”

"Me? My name is Ye Shenyi, I'm not a doctor, just like you, I'm a patient in this hospital. My attending doctor told me that I had half a year to live. ”

"Why don't you have a scared look on your face? Laughing instead? Are you not afraid of death? ”

"I think no one will not be afraid of death, and they all want to live in this world for a while longer."

"I'm not afraid of death." Yuli said. "To be alive is to be miserable for me, to spend every day in torment, and not to be able to go to the outside world. All I have in my world is this sterile room. Death may be a relief for me. ”

"Then you're really amazing, if it were me, I might not be able to stand it for a few days and want to die. And you held on for so long. My attending physician often mentions you to me. I'm lucky to think about it that way. Because I'm okay except for the fact that my heart sometimes stops beating without permission. ”

"But you only have half a year."

"That's so much better than you. In my opinion, your life is really bad enough that no one can be worse than you, right? But what...... When it's bad enough to get better, because it can't get worse. After working hard, I realized many things, and I persevered and came over. No matter how hard the road ahead is, as long as you go in the right direction, no matter how bumpy it is, you will be closer to happiness than standing still. I still have half a year to go, and I don't want to waste it...... Since you want to die, then we don't have much to say. I can only say to you, have a good trip. But if you change your mind, I can show you the scenery you couldn't see before. The most beautiful scenery in life. It doesn't belong to the outside world, but to your heart, where you can not only see it, but also feel it...... Think about it. ”

"I probably won't survive today."

"I know, you yourself asked to give up the treatment, although not doing any treatment does not mean that you will die immediately, huh...... So be it, three days. I'll come back in three days, and if you're not dead by then, I'll say yes...... If you want to see some beautiful scenery that normal people can't see in their lifetime, you can just give me a way to live. ”

…………

Yuri lived for three days, and at first she didn't understand, but she wondered what the scenery was.

I didn't see the scenery from the mouth of the night god, but I ...... But she was happy.

Every day brings a smile to your face.

It's just that at that time, Yuri may not even know herself, in fact, her smile is the smile of the person she likes.

Half a year after the heart stopped beating.

Yuri finally got to that time.

It wasn't until the end of her life that she realized what the scenery in the mouth of the night god was.

It is the most perfect end of life that I will never forget.

If she had chosen to give up living, she would never have seen the scenery.

It is precisely because she is strong every day in despair and works harder than anyone else to live.

Fighting against illness, even if the body is completely unable to move, even if the eyes can't see, even if ......

Every day she lived was a miracle.

So, at the end of her life, she saw that scenery and felt the temperature from her heart......

It was also at that moment that she found out that it turned out to be ...... She has had a crush since a long time ago.

I was finally able to go to him, and that was a real relief.

Although there are still regrets...... But at least I can proudly go and say to him, I persevered to the end.

Thinking back to those memories, Yuri couldn't stop crying.

Obviously, he himself is desperate about surviving, and he only has half a year...... But desperately trying to bring those scenery to everyone, to pass hope to those who have the same despair.

That face, that memory, came to mind vividly.

fell in love, it should have been the moment I met him for the first time.

He is the first person who does not deny his own ideas, and has to tell himself to persevere and live. He respects his decision while affirming his efforts for several years, and is very bad at it.

I fell in love with him completely, I must have met him sometime in the past six months, right? Feelings are really a very strange thing, and they deepen every time they meet, and the days when they can't see each other also deepens this emotion......

But these things ...... will all be taken away by Beatrice Mio.

For a moment, Yuri thought.

Then I thought about it, and my chest tingled.

Obviously I have been thinking about it, but I haven't been able to convey it to him at all.

Can't be nice, stay with him.

It's the same in this world...... Why did you give him up to Kurobhime?

But, even so, as long as he can smile happily, it doesn't matter if he's not by his side, or something, but it's so lonely, and so on, these feelings are intertwined.

And thenβ€”

Beatrice Mio...... I'm sorry though, but I'm sorry for you...... But if you want to take away all these precious memories that belong to me. So...... I'm going to kill you! Yuri said.

I guess no one could have imagined that the phrase 'I'm going to kill you' would come out of Yuri's mouth.

Beatrice Mio looked at Yuri and smiled, "This is a feeling I haven't experienced before. Such strong emotions do not exist in my heart. It was taken away by you. I'm not going to forgive you, so give it a try if you can...... If you can't kill me, you'll lose everything. For you as a kind person, have you done it? me......"

With that, Beatrice Mio stood up.

Then he looked at Yuri, "This, it's called 'love', right?" Something that makes humans crazy and rampage. In the name of love, you can take everything from others without guilt. In the name of love, he is able to kill everyone who is not good for him...... This world, and indeed this universe, has a huge rift...... You possess this intensely. But...... You can do things that you can't do for the sake of this 'love'. ”

As she spoke, Beatrice Mio's hand moved again.

In order to let Yuri merge with the darkness that surrounds her, she moved her hands.

Every time he did this, Yuri's chest would stir.

I felt my brain gurgling.

Then, all sorts of feelings boiled over.

That's love, hatred, pity, coquettishness...... All the feelings came flooding back to my heart.

And Yuri was feeling like he was slowly losing them.

Those feelings contained in the memory......

Elapse! And then disappeared without a trace......

Immediately followed by those memories, swallowed up by the darkness around Yuri.

"Stop......" Yuri roared heartbreakingly.

But Beatrice Mio just laughed at this and didn't stop.

In this way, those memories were constantly torn away by the darkness around him and disappeared from Yuri's brain......

Yuri doesn't remember what those memories are anymore that have disappeared.

But now she can still feel it deeply......

It's something very important to her.

Can't afford to lose.

But the phrase 'I'm going to kill you' is nothing more than empty words.

Beatrice Mio still explores, spying, toying with Yuri's mind, ripping out the memories, and then letting the darkness swallow it up completely, leaving not a trace of residue left.

And Yuri couldn't do anything but shout "stop".

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