Chapter 54: Spiritual Sustenance

Just when Kotori and the others were moving.

In Lu Ning's consciousness space, the erosion of the third blackening gene was like a tide, surging wave after wave, eroding the entire consciousness space into a dark color in a large area, and impacting towards the inside of the core.

These dark tides, each drop of water represents a thought, there is anger, there is evil, there is desire, there is cruelty, there is killing......

[Why do you insist on suppressing yourself, in this virtual world, wouldn't it be good to release the desires in your heart, even if the whole world is destroyed, it's just some low-level data, and you can conjure up a thought in the future]

"What virtual ...... As long as I'm here, this is the real world, and as for suppressing myself, it's not suppression, it's control, because I'm human! ”

Lu Ning's consciousness and blackened consciousness were constantly and violently conflicting.

The erosion of the third blackening gene was stronger than Lu Ning expected, as Xiaomeng said to him, the third and sixth blackening erosion were all a qualitative change.

[Human? Do you really think you're still human? Do you think that if you mate with a human now, the offspring you will give birth to will still be normal humans? No, no, no, your genes have been rewritten a long time ago, you are not human, you are a life above humans, and you are constantly moving towards the world of God.

"You are wrong, you are just an evil thought that I generated, and the reason why human beings are human beings is because they can control their evil thoughts, not be controlled by them, so what you are talking about now is not a path to the world of God, but a path to a fallen lower life."

The thoughts that arise in Lu Ning's consciousness space are not the thoughts that appear in the second personality, but all of them are his own consciousness, his own thoughts.

Including the drops of water in those dark tides, the thoughts represented by evil, cruelty, and so on all originated from himself.

No one's consciousness would be completely pure light.

That's an angel, not a human.

There will always be darkness corresponding to light in the hearts of human beings, but human beings can control this part of the darkness, and many thoughts only appear for a moment at most, or even directly locked in the depths of the subconscious, and will not be released at all.

And the erosion of the blackening gene is to guide all these potential darkness out, and amplify it, impacting Lu Ning's main consciousness.

Once Lu Ning's main consciousness is replaced by these darkness, it represents a complete rewriting of his personality, and he has degenerated into an existence completely controlled by the darkness.

It is precisely because these thoughts do not come from the outside and are not created out of thin air, so the impact they bring must be fought by Lu Ning with a resolute will, because this is a battle from the depths of his own soul, and has nothing to do with all external appearances.

These dark consciousnesses are not a second personality, they are just the distracting thoughts and evil thoughts in his heart that have been infinitely magnified, so this is his own battle with himself.

As human beings, under normal circumstances, the vast majority of people can control the distracting thoughts in their hearts, so there will be the existence of human society and morality.

But.

Even so, there are still a small number of people who cannot control the darkness.

What if this darkness is magnified tenfold, or even hundredfold?

How many people are still able to maintain their own existence and not fall into darkness and evil under such infinitely magnified dark thoughts?

Lu Ning is now fighting against such darkness.

Moreover, in this confrontation, Lu Ning has the upper hand!

Even though the darkness corroded like a tide, corroding the entire mental space, it was never able to penetrate the light in the deepest part of the spiritual space.

Where the light shines, the darkness burns continuously.

"I'm sorry, but you're right, if it were you, it might be easier to fend off future enemies and have a better chance of victory."

"But, no matter what, I can't give you my family and all the people in the Mad Triorigami Piano, because you are not me."

Lu Ning's consciousness existed in the depths of this light, calm and calm at the moment.

Coming to this world and entangled with elf girls such as Mad Three Origami is not unhelpful to him, and the intensity of his consciousness has indeed increased a lot.

And the most important thing is that Lu Ning knows that once he retreats, once he retreats in front of his evil thoughts, then he is no longer him.

After falling into darkness and completely blackening, he is no longer what he is now.

He couldn't imagine what he would do to Origami, Kurumi, and his family.

This kind of thing is absolutely impossible to happen, even if he really fails, even if he dies in the hands of reincarnation, he will never fall into darkness!

Think of Chonggong Mio, who did not hesitate to fall into darkness in order to resurrect the Shinshi, and did not hesitate to sacrifice her own friendship, carrying heavy pain and sin on her back......

Thinking about the sin that Kurumi Tokizaki committed for the sake of being deceived, he did not hesitate to shoulder the responsibility of rewriting everything alone, even if it was as heavy as a world......

Compare to these.

What he, Lu Ning, was fighting against was just the evil thoughts in his heart.

Even if this evil thought is magnified tenfold or even a hundredfold, what belongs to oneself must be controlled by him, and it is absolutely impossible to control him in turn!

"There are many, many people I like, and there are many, many people I want to protect, and these can never be handed over to you, so ...... Get out of here. ”

Lu Ning's consciousness was so indifferent to look at the dark tide that was constantly surging and constantly being scorched and turned into black fog to dissipate.

A wave of tide came, and the figure of Shixiang appeared in his heart.

A wave of tide was used, and the figure of Crazy Three appeared in his heart.

A wave of tide was used, and the figure of the piano appeared in his heart.

For him, the elves are not only the girls he likes, but also the objects of his soul, and there is no more suitable place to place his soul in the second dimension.

Because the two-dimensional is never as complicated as the three-dimensional, everything here is absolutely simple from the moment it is set, and there will never be betrayal.

Every wave of darkness surged over, scorched by the brilliant light, and the ashes after the burning were integrated into this spiritual space, making the spiritual space more solid.

Although the value of the spirit has not changed at all, the cohesion and strength are improving little by little, like steel that has been tempered thousands of times.