49 on my fist
Three days later in the morning.
I sat wordlessly in the classroom, listening to the chatter of my classmates next to me. Watson was standing beside me, holding my arm with a brilliant face:
"Sure enough, Si Chen is not a bad student, or the Chenchen I know~"
I frowned slightly and pulled Watson's hand away from me.
Watson. I don't know you at all who call me Chenchen now. Why don't you get to know yourself as soon as possible?
"Chenchen, the Lun family said so many bad things about you before, saying that you were a bad student, and told everyone not to play with you~ I'm sorry~ Can you forgive the Lun family?"
Rambo, the classmate in front of him, turned back to me with a shy face and said.
The corners of my eyes twitched.
Rambo, are you getting something wrong? I'd love to play with you! And I can certainly forgive you for the bad things you said earlier! But I can't forgive you for being such a sissy and ruining my three views!
"Wow wow, wow~ Si Chen is so cold~~"
Watson and Rambo shouted writhingly, just like those girls chasing stars. Although Watson, a boy who is more beautiful than a girl, is still a little good-looking at such a twist. But that Rambo classmate twisted it so much that it made me want to jump off the building on the spot.
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Looking out the window in silence, the banyan tree was still swaying its green branches. The early morning sun shines through the faint morning fog and hits the desk one by one.
After three years of high school, Elle never appeared at school again. I heard that she was named and criticized by the whole school during the recess exercise, and she was also suspended from class for a week.
Why would Ellie do such a stupid thing? I don't understand.
Even the punch she threw at me that day, I couldn't figure it out.
But for some reason, nothing bad came to me in these three days and disturbed my ordinary life. And the classmates in the class don't talk about me anymore behind my back.
That's the only thing to be thankful about.
"Ugh."
With a sigh, my day began again.
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STILL BORED IN CLASS, WATCHING THE ENGLISH TEACHER MISS CHEN KEEP TALKING ABOUT GRAMMAR.
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Lowering my head and copying my notes, I still put a little thought into the Chinese class.
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During recess exercises, I was inexplicably serious, and I was sweating all over.
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The math teacher called me to the podium and completed the exercises on the blackboard.
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At noon, I made the rare decision to have dinner with Watson. There is no motive for impure relationships, just nostalgia for the old days when we had lunch.
But when Watson looked at my chopsticks and drooled for the third time, I finally kicked him away.
Sure enough, it was still too difficult to stay with the sissy Watson.
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When I went to the bathroom, I saw the earring man, and the earring man just glanced at me contemptuously. Luckily, he didn't do anything to me.
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In the afternoon self-study class, Rambo and glasses at the front table were tired of the whole class. has risen from dad play, to grandpa play, and then to grandpa play.
If it weren't for the fact that a class was only forty minutes long, I would probably have been able to see the development of the eighteen generations of my ancestors.
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At the end of school, another classmate came to apologize. She said she shouldn't have thought I was a bad student and took three dollars out of my pocket.
Your sister! You're a clay stick loving Shoko! Copying homework for so many dollars, have you remembered it for so long?!
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Walking on the way home, slightly shaking the plastic bag containing the homework in my hand, I passed by the corner where I met Ellie.
She still hasn't shown up today.
Probably won't be there in the future, right? I don't understand it, and I don't want to think about it.
As long as I think of her crying and leaving, when she throws her fist at me without hesitation, my chest hurts uncomfortably.
It was as if I had fallen into the cold water, and my eyes, nose, and mouth were full of salty seawater, and I felt suffocating pain.
Didn't she say she was going to charge me protection money?
Such an untrustworthy eldest sister is big, how can it be possible to unify the black se in the future.
Yes.. That's right..
Now I'm probably not her little brother anymore, right?
Before I knew it, I was standing in the corner where Elle always appeared out of nowhere, silently starting.
The reddish sunset sun shines on this small corner. Dirt on the ground, and a few small footprints. The corners that are rarely visited must be well preserved in the past.
A piece of broken paper suddenly caught my eye.
Fragments of white paper with whitish shoe prints stand out in the reddish-brown clods. It's like a crystal hidden in a rock, reflecting a different light.
Squatting down, I picked up the shredded paper.
Gently sweeping away the dust with his fingers, faint handwriting appeared on the paper.
I suddenly remembered that day Elle had trampled on my "proof of heroic deeds".
Speaking of which, this piece of paper was written by Elle. At that time, she was afraid that I would be disappointed in the man with glasses, so she specially faked a thank you letter and gifts.
"It's really a violent woman who is more stupid than a stupid person...
Talking to myself, I looked at the piece of paper and lifted it up little by little. In the afterglow of the sun, Tsai carefully searched for the remaining handwriting on the paper.
Ellie's handwriting is a little delicate and a little messy. With the passage of time, the imprint of the pen has gradually faded a lot.
I saw it very clearly and carefully, so I could make it. The note that should have been densely packed with words was only seven words left.
[I think you're a good person.] 】
Tears just flowed down her eyes.
The silent stream is in two lines.
Nothing choked, nothing sobbed, just tears flowed.
[I think you're a good person.] 】
Looking at it over and over again, tears flowed more and more.
I don't remember what I wrote before, but now I can only see this sentence, and the back of Elle crying and leaving in my memory.
No..
Holding the broken piece of paper tightly in my hand, tears slid down my cheeks and fell on my hands.
I opened my eyes suddenly, tears streaming down my face, and I ran like crazy.
I know where I'm going, and I know where she is.
If I don't go now, I don't know if I'll have the urge to see her next time.
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When I ran sweat and tears, and I was out of breath, I finally stood in front of the five-story building that I had only been here once.
This is Ellie's home, and it's also the place where my relationship with Ellie disappeared.
I stood silently, waiting for Ellie to appear.
Until a silver moon appeared in the sky.
Until the street lights flickered at night.
Until I started to despair.
A tired, thin figure came into view.
Elle, wearing a black T-shirt, staggered towards me with her head down and fast food in her hand.
The fast food she had in the bag had been completely spilled. Green vegetables mixed with meat are mixed together, colorful. Drops of greasy soup trickled down from the bag and fell to the ground.
And then.
She just passed me and disappeared into the dark hallway, not looking at me, only the sound of exhausting gasps coming from her mouth.
There were more bruises on her face than ever before; A bruise that suffocates me.
There were more scars on her hands than before; Suffocating scars.
"Ellie."
My throat was choked, and I looked at the dozens of figures chasing her with tears, and shouted her name with difficulty.
"Click"
Looking at those little thugs, my fists are now clenched, and I am just about to swing them out.