The reason for the conflict between the two is clear only to Hayabusa Takemura.

It turned out that because of his family, Hayama Takemura only thought that he could have more contact with Kazuki Miyamoto, and he didn't have any other ideas.

That time, because of the inadvertent contact between the two, a fierce conflict broke out, Takemura Hayabusa was afraid that Miyajima Kazuki would not leave him completely, and under the pain and entanglement in his heart, Takemura Hayabusa couldn't help but find Miyamoto Kazuki alone, and then confessed to him.

Speaking of this, Hayabusa Takemura stopped, and he laughed self-deprecatingly: "I will never forget the way Miyajima looked at me that day, how shocked, confused, and joyful he was. For the first time, I discovered that there really was something called the Ray of Hope. ”

After saying this, Hayama Takemura leaned back and closed his eyes, his face full of pain and sadness.

"And then? Mr. Takemura. Miwako Sato looked at Hayabusa Takemura with serious eyes, and she was attracted by the story of Hayabusa Takemura.

Hayabusa Takemura opened his eyes, glanced at the crowd, and said, "Officer Sato, it seems that you don't discriminate against the story between us?" Don't you feel sick? ”

Miwako Sato shook her head quickly, "No, on the contrary, I'm still interested in the story between you." In addition, in fact, Mr. Chu He has no prejudice against you, what he said just now was just to stimulate you, I hope Mr. Takemura doesn't mind. ”

Takemura Hayabusa glanced at Chu He, and Chu He was also looking at him, his eyes calm. Takemura Hayabusa said: "Actually, I have long known that this Mr. Chu He is stimulating me, but I still can't help but feel heartache!" ”

After saying this, he continued to tell the story of the two.

Although Hayabusa Takemura confessed to Kazuki Miyajima, Kazuki Miyajima did not accept it.

At that time, Kazuki Miyajima's exact words were, "Mr. Takemura, thank you for your affection, but I'm still more used to being alone." ”

This is also the reason why Kazuki Miyajima will be transferred to another department after the next day, in order to avoid contact with Takemura Hayabusa.

Takemura Hayabusa was naturally very disappointed, although Miyajima Kazuki rejected him, but because Miyajima Kazuki did not express an expression of disgust, Takemura Hayabusa still silently liked Miyajima Kazuki.

But Takemura Hayabusa didn't know that there was a reason why Miyajima Kazuki rejected him, which also made Takemura Hayabusa, who later knew Miyajima Kazuki's reason, feel regret and pain.

In the next five years, Kazuki Miyajima and Hayabus Takemura were still in the same company, but the two did not have much intersection, just an ordinary colleague relationship.

The change in the relationship between the two was a few months ago, when Kazuki Miyamoto, who had been ignoring Takemura Hayabusa, suddenly took the initiative to find Takemura Hayabusa in private, and then told Takemura Hayabusa, "Actually, I've liked you for a long time." ”

Without any surprises, the two were together.

Later, Kazuki Miyajima also took the initiative to introduce his only friend to Hayabusa Takemura, who was a cleaner.

Only then did Takemura Hayabusa know that it was Miyajima Kazuki who was encouraged by the cleaner to make him brave enough to pursue true love, and Miyajima Kazuki mustered up the courage to say goodbye to Takemura Hayabusa.

If the story develops to this point, it is a different kind of love story, and things often do not go as people want.

Kazuki Miyajima is alone, with no relatives and only one friend, a cleaner.

But Takemura's external image is a normal person, a good employee of the company, a good son of the elderly, a good husband to his wife, and a good father to his daughter.

Hayabusa Takemura can spend very little time with Kazuki Miyajima, maybe Hayabusa Takemura, who has a more fulfilling life, doesn't feel anything, but Kazuki Miyajima, who has always been lonely, feels even more lonely.

He still eats alone, goes to work alone, gets off work, and stays in the room alone.

But Kazuki Miyajima never told Takemura Hayabusa that he was unhappy, and tried his best to pretend to be happy every time he was with Takemura Hayabusa.

Hayabusa Takemura didn't know what Kazuki Miyajima thought, and he felt very satisfied.

It's just that one day, Takemura's wife was found to be pregnant again, and after Miyajima Kazuki learned the news, he insisted on breaking up with Takemura Hayabusa, but Takemura Hayabusa was unwilling, so he also found an excuse for his wife to beat the child.

However, what scared Takemura Hayabusa was that Kazuki Miyajima ignored him because of this incident, and even chose to commit suicide in the end.

Kazuki Miyajima left a letter for Hayabusa Takemura, then called Hayabusa Takemura after taking sleeping pills, and by the time Hayashi Takemura arrived, Kazuki Miyajima was already dead.

Takemura Hayabusa called the cleaner over according to Miyajima Kazuki's last wish, and then the two of them teamed up to plan the dismemberment case, and the cleaner's letter was forged by Takemura Hayabusa,

According to Kazuki Miyajima's words, whether he donates his organs or sells them, only in this way can he prove that he is useful to the world. And the corpse is decomposed and exposed, so that he can atone for his sins, so that he can be reborn in this world as a sinless body in the next life.

It's extreme, but it's really a hermit's idea.

Hayabusa Takemura finally finished telling the story of him and Kazuki Miyajima, but there was silence in the living room.

Who would have thought that behind the original case, there were such twists and turns?

The cleaner and Miwako Sato's eyes were a little red, and even Chu He was a little sentimental.

Hayabusa Takemura forced a smile, and then said to everyone, "I'm going to get Miyajima's diary now, and I agree with what the police officer will do with me when the time comes." ”

He stood up and was about to go upstairs to get something, but when he turned around, Hayabusa Takemura froze.

At the corner of the staircase, there stood a man with his mouth covered and tears streaming down his face.

"Matsuna......" Hayato Takemura called, but his wife Matsuna, who was at the corner of the stairs, turned around and went upstairs in tears.

Hayabusa Takemura chased after him, and I don't know how long it took, Hayabusa Takemura went downstairs with a booklet hanging his head.

Chu He took the pamphlet from Takemura's hand and flipped through it with Miwako Sato.

Eventually, the two discussed it and determined that the pamphlet was the diary of the deceased. The contents of the pamphlet span nearly 20 years, and many things have specific times and places, which are difficult to fake.

The diary records the life of the deceased Kazuki Miyajima before his death, as well as his inner thoughts. However, he does not keep a diary every day, he only chooses to record the things that he thinks are important. And the last part, which is entirely about Takemura Hayabusa, is nearly half the length of the booklet.

Of course, the purpose of reading the diary of the deceased is generally to understand the thoughts of the deceased, especially the deceased who committed suicide.

And the main role of this diary now is to prove Takemura's words, according to the diary, what Takemura said is basically in line with the facts.