[The next chapters may be a little depressing, please watch carefully.] 】

In the world, no matter how small a person is, there are always people who can remember their existence. Relatives, friends, neighbors, etc., so no matter how small they are, they still exist.

But the "I" at this moment can even be said to be non-existent!

This suddenly reminded me of a Japanese drama "The Time I Existed", which is about a male protagonist who has just stepped into society and has muscular dystrophy, and when his mind is clear, he feels that his body is a little uncontrollable day by day, and he can only wait for death day by day......

It's a very sadistic drama, but at least he's been here, he's existed.

However, who will prove at this time that "I" has been here and that "I" has existed?

When I just transformed, although I suddenly became a cute girl, I complained about this system, but how to say that the system gave me a pretty good life, especially this system seems to be quite powerful, but it makes me full of longing for the future; But now I feel that this system is a little scary, and it is so casual to let "me" disappear, of course, if I am obsessed with Li Yuhe's identity, maybe the disappearance of "me" is a reasonable arrangement, right?

Maybe it's because today's day is really expensive, although my thoughts are flying, I still fall asleep unconsciously, and then I start to have strange dreams.

Some messy scenes, some messy characters, some messy things......

Eventually, I entered a dark area, which was so dark that I could only see a narrow beam of light shining on something in the distance.

I walked towards that direction, but I felt that the beam was slowly moving away, so I had to speed up, but it felt like the beam was moving faster, and finally I could only run towards the beam as hard as I could.

The speed of that beam of light was slowly increasing under my gallop, but the distance between them was gradually shortening, and gradually, I seemed to see that under that beam, it was actually a person!

A man curled up there with his knees huddled, and looking at this physical feature, the person seemed to ......

As if sensing my presence, the man raised his head instantly, and at that moment, I finally saw his face, and also saw his crying red eyes, and the despair and helplessness that passed from his eyes.

And he seems to be "I! ”

That look made me instantly stunned, and it also made my Mercedes movements stop.

I stopped, but I didn't slow down the speed of the beam's departure, and it sped quickly in that direction, farther and farther away.

"Wait!" I screamed and tried to catch up, but the beam was long gone.

That look, that expression, made me feel as if I had forgotten something important!

Because of this look, I woke up from my sleep!

I sat up suddenly, and before I had time to clear my thoughts, I felt something my forehead, and my eyes were in pain, and with my own collision, there was a woman's painful sound.

I rubbed my forehead vigorously and hurriedly looked towards the place where the voice came from, and I saw Xie Xinlan rubbing her forehead over there with a painful expression.

What the heck? Why is she in my room, the key is that I can still bump into her when I get up like this, is it possible......

Is she trying to kiss me while I'm asleep?

Kiss me and just say it, why are you so secretive, I'm not a stingy person, if a little beauty like you wants to kiss me, of course I'll give you a kiss, do you need to be so sneaky?

"Shhh

"Teacher Xia, what are you doing to me sneaking into my room?" As I spoke, I subconsciously grabbed the quilt and wrapped it around myself. Obviously, having a beautiful woman kissing should be something that cannot be desired, but why does this kind of girlish reaction now have a feeling of natural activation?

Is it a passive skill?

"I wanted to eat you secretly, but you found out." Xia Xinlan glanced at me with some anger, and continued to rub her forehead there, "You suddenly got up and didn't say a word, I hurt to death when you hit me." ”

"You, the criminal who snuck into the girl's room, are you too embarrassed to complain about me?"

"I ...... I saw that you were screaming in a strange voice, so I just came in and took a look, and sneaked in, I'm not a lewd uncle, what can I do to you, even if I have this idea, I don't have that tool, right, really. ”

"Uh......" What is a strange voice, Mr. Xia, did you use the wrong adjective as a Chinese teacher! It's easy for others to think crookedly!

Well, it's just the two of us, though.

"What are you having a nightmare? Is it called like this? ”

"It's nothing, it's just a feeling...... "It's just a moment, and I forgot all the things in my dream again, except for the weird beam, and the "me" in the beam, I always feel like I seem to have forgotten something important. "Teacher Xia, I always feel as if I have forgotten something very important."

"yes, of course you forgot."

"You know?" For a moment, I looked at her with delight, even though reason told me that she probably didn't know anything about the "me" she used to have.

"Of course, you forgot to update the novel, do you know that it was interrupted yesterday? This is almost on the shelves, you still have to stop changing, are you looking for rhythm? ”

"I ......" helped my forehead, and I knew how she could know that I had forgotten something, as for breaking something or something...... I've run out of manuscripts? No way? So fast?

I hurriedly got up and turned on the computer with some disbelief, logged in to the background and looked at the update record, and sure enough, the last saved manuscript had been updated the night before yesterday, and it was really not updated yesterday!

I'll it! How can I use the manuscript so quickly!

But think about it, this long holiday is basically outside the waves, and there is no time code at all. After the live broadcast ended the day before yesterday, it was a bit of a race against time.,But I always thought there should be a lot of manuscripts, so I didn't upload them.,The result is even more complete! Suddenly the change was interrupted, and you didn't need to look at the book review area to know that there must be a lot of scolding.

Hurriedly uploaded two chapters.,As for the reason for the break, it's naturally that I went to the CP exhibition yesterday.,And then I didn't notice that there was no manuscript or the like.,Naturally, as compensation.,Today's addition is inevitable.。

It's just that I just wanted to code words, but I was directly rushed by Xia Xinlan to wash up, and then I also enjoyed a loving breakfast prepared by Xia Xinlan for me...... In fact, I bought it at the entrance of the community, and it was cold because of time problems.

But no matter how you say it, it's a piece of the heart of this new tenant, if you don't eat it, you can't eat it, not to mention that this new tenant feels that it may become my stepmother's alternative, and it will not be wrong to have a good relationship now, whether it is for the future mother-daughter relationship, or for a harmonious teacher-student relationship, of course, it is best to develop a couple relationship or something.

After nibbling on the soybean milk and rice balls that had been cold, I returned to the computer desk to prepare the code words, and Xia Xinlan sat down on my big bed with a curious face.