It's been a month since I was a book eunuch, and I think I still have to explain it.

The subscription has been very poor since the book was put on the shelves, and I originally thought that this book would bring me a good income, but unfortunately I was slapped hard by reality.

After the book was put on the shelves, the first order was only 500, and as of today, the average order is 872, the total order is only 20,000, and the pure subscription makes 300 yuan, and I am very disappointed.

It should be said that it is desperate.

There are only so many books on the shelves of more than 100,000 collections, and I am not reconciled, and the subscription ratio has reached a terrifying 300 ratios.

I left the group on the day it was released, and I didn't want anyone to see my jokes.

That's right, it's a joke. Think about a group of people who have been milking you, complimenting you, and in the end seeing you so bad, they have been snickering in their hearts, and they are extremely happy, I am very sad, so I quit the group classified by the game.

The grades are extremely bad, the so-called higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment, I don't know what went wrong, I have been reflecting, I have been writing for a month, and finally I can't stand the toss of reality and stop writing.

Because the subscription is so bad.

Subscriptions are not on an upward curve, but on a downward curve.

Watching the subscription keep dropping, one day it actually fell below 2000, which is simply torturous.

A subscription costs 0 cents, which is a VIP offer, and some may only have cents.

The subscription for a day is only 2,000, so I write a lot of money and only have 10,000 subscriptions for a month, which is 800 yuan, close to 2,000 yuan, as a high collection of books should not be so. I'm not willing to make only 2,000 yuan a month, so I'm embarrassed to say that I'm writing a book.

So I stopped.

And at this time, my mentality was also out of balance.

Because of the authors of the same group, the books on other stations are less than 300,000 words, and I earn 2,000 yuan a day.

Looking at my darker and darker eyes, and the gray hair that came out of my temples, I felt very tormented.

The book failed.

Collapsed?

The pace in the early stage is too fast, and the later stage can't be controlled?

One's literary talent is at an ebb? No, there was no Jiang Lang in the first place, where did he get his talent.

Writing a book is not so lofty, it just allows yourself to have something to eat.

But seeing that hard work turns into flowing water, can I still persevere?

In fact, they are all destroyed by their own psychology, not because they are too demanding, but because they really can't do it.

If no one subscribes, there is no money, and if there is no money, you really can't write.

Half a year's idea was in vain, and the two-month wait was in vain.

Of course, this is not terrible, but what is terrible is that there is no future in sight.

The upward trend is like a light in the night, if you see yourself making progress step by step, people will not collapse, but I don't see hope.

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In addition, if you are not short of money, only write your own things, and love literature, you may continue to write.

But I'm short of money, and everyone is in it for money. I was only thinking about how to change tricks to please you, I don't know how old you are, whether you are adults or junior high school students, high school students, I don't know if you like to watch pretend, plots, or ambiguity.

Thinking about complimenting you every day, isn't it just for the few dollars in your hands?

That's the essence of writing a book!

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Dividing line.

I took a look, and there were a lot of people scolding, and to be honest, I was quite happy.

Someone scolds you to show that they are paying attention to you.

If no one scolds him and lets him die, that's the most terrible thing.

This year's market is very bad, and it is becoming more and more difficult for an author like me to please readers.

The structure of this book is easy to collapse, the system collapses, so it can't be written for long.

So much has been said before, so let's talk about impulsiveness.

At this time, I have the urge to write down, maybe just a few blind handfuls.

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And then...... And then I really don't know what to say.

(End of chapter)