Chapter 59

When we first came out, we had a discussion that we would have some contact with the outside world within five days, but now it seems that it is a little difficult to hide the dragon and crouching tiger in it.

You can't push it too hard. Nanying has just gone out, and he hasn't even eaten dinner, so it's not okay to do it after he has to eat a full meal. Master, I pushed another meal in front of him.

"Even though the food isn't very hot, it's better than coming hungry."

Nanying is not picky, so she will eat it when she brings it over.

"Nanying, what did your prince explain?"

Master, I now want to know why before leaving, this Nan Ying was called into the big tent by Lord Rui and Zhou Xiaochuan, and it took half an hour to come out of the tent, it is impossible not to tell him any secrets, right?

"What does Childe want to know?"

Oh, I'll go, and I'll ask me if I'm up, what do I want to know? I wonder when you can be a free body and not be bound by you one by one, is it possible?!

"Childe, rest assured, there are our people in this Nanyin County Palace, and we will be able to protect my son's life."

"I didn't expect Nanying to be so righteous, it was my fault that day, I shouldn't suspect you."

Master, I see him like this now. Thinking of the day when he persecuted him verbally, trying to find out the truth about killing Ye Qing, this person still has a lot of merit in addition to being a little stupid.

"It's okay, it's just that you, Childe, really don't want to go back with me?"

"Hmm."

Master, I don't want to be a mermaid, and I don't want to be that knife. I just want to find a place to run my small shop, and live the rest of my life in peace. And Weiyuan County is my old place, although the scenery is a little bland, I like it.

"Does Childe have a place to stay? Do you have any relatives to run away? ”

My father and mother were long gone when I was young, and I grew up in a place like Jishizhuang today, and then I wandered all the way. Now that I'm used to this, I don't have the idea of settling down, the world is so big, let's find it while walking. ”

I'm not stupid, I can't let people take my foothold, otherwise, I won't have a peaceful life in my life.

Jishizhuang took in more lonely elderly people and orphans, and it turned out that he grew up in such a place.

"Childe, your parents...... Not alive...... I'm sorry. ”

I'm sorry to poke you in the sore spot, I still don't know it.

"It's okay, it's okay, those who don't know are not guilty, besides, my father and mother went to Huangquan together, they can have a place to take care of, I am also an adult, let him pass everything that should pass." Although I have not achieved much and have not contributed much to the country's society, I am determined to live my life as much as possible. ”

Master, I have self-knowledge, I don't want to be heard and the princes, but I want to be worthy of my heart. It's okay to hide in the city, be my unknown person, and come freely.

"Childe, you've done well enough."

No father and no mother, although he says that he has no merit with the country's society, but if he sees someone in danger, he will also help, although he is a gangster, but he will also make his own plans, and he will not let himself live a muddy life, he is principled, knows how to persevere, and is kind and soft-hearted, so how is it not good?

Master, I was a little uncomfortable by Nan Ying's sincere eyes, when did this thing identify with me so much? Even if I solve that misunderstanding, shouldn't he have the illusion that I am good? Besides, this sentence just now, no matter how you listen to it, there is a strange feeling, which makes me feel that I need to explore the reality very much!

"Nanying, you just told me that someone infiltrated the palace of Nanyin County, but there are thirty people?"

"Yes."

Nan Ying knew why Ye Qing asked about this, but he still answered yes to him with a smile.

"Nan Ying knows that this is a taboo in the army, even the prince is afraid that he doesn't know such details?"

Since Zhou Xiaochuan is the leader of the secret guard, the matter of the secret guard is all controlled by Zhou Xiaochuan, and the prince of Rui may not be able to know so clearly, he is the leader of a small guard, or the guard in the palace of King Rui, why is it so clear?!

Master, I suddenly felt goosebumps on my back, this person is really a scary thing! Right now, I'm not only in the wolf's den, but I don't know what the person around me is! The little master thought more and more in his heart, and felt that it was necessary to force him to ask him a thing or two. When I was injured that day, when I applied the ointment, in order to defend myself in the future, Lord Rui once handed me a dagger, and the dagger is now in my boots, as long as I bend down to take it, the person in front of me will always suffer some loss! said that it was too late and that it was fast, the master didn't want to miss the opportunity, so he took out a dagger and crossed the neck of someone who didn't know who it was!

"Say! Who are you? When to sneak into me! Why do you know the secrets of the army! ”

When his life is at stake, I won't play for him! If you keep playing, my little life will be confessed here!

In order to make him a little afraid, I pushed the dagger closer in advance, and a trace of blood immediately oozed from the neck.

Obviously, I looked horrible on my neck that day, who knew that I was still so shocking when I started it!

"Don't move, scoundrel. It's okay, I'm fine. ”

"Zhou Xiaochuan! You're a second cargo! ”

Master, I feel like I'm not breathing, and this thing can still take my hand off his neck leisurely! Does this thing know that playing like this will kill people!

A trace of blood from the neck just now flowed to my hands, and it still carried that cold and bone-chilling warmth, this is a life! Do you all care so little about yourself?!

That's right, Nan Ying is Zhou Xiaochuan.

That day, he didn't want the scoundrel to break into the Nanyin County Mansion alone, he was afraid that if anything went wrong with his face, he Zhou Xiaochuan would regret it for the rest of his life. He didn't regret it, so he changed his identity with Nan Ying, although he temporarily found an excuse to block the inquiring gaze of Prince Rui, but he knew how absurd and blatant his trip was, I was afraid that it was the first time he had to face his heart so bravely after he died.

But these almost killed themselves, and the people in front of him were also frightened by him.

So much so that it was beyond Zhou Xiaochuan's imagination.

Because Ye Qing sat on the ground, he had been staring at the blood in his hand, his eyes were full of horror, Zhou Xiaochuan had never seen such a scoundrel, but he also knew that this time it must be because of him.

Zhou Xiaochuan didn't know what the car accident meant to He Yanhuan.

He Yanhuan has always blamed himself, his memory is that he personally took away his parents' chance of survival, if they pushed the car door at that time, with their adult speed, there would not be no chance of life, but they turned their heads and hugged him sitting in the back, and gave him a chance to live with both hands.

During his first few months at the orphanage, he barely said a word, not because he felt lonely and out of place, but because he felt guilty. Then the dean found him a psychiatrist and tried to free him from the guilt.

The psychiatrist told him that his parents gave him life because they loved him, he was not a murderer, and most of the parents in this world made the same choice at that moment, and he was only a seven-year-old child at the time, he should be protected by his parents, and he lives now, as a continuation of his parents, he should cherish this hard-won life.

Because he was alive, their family of three was alive.

He used this belief for sixteen years, and the data on the test sheet shattered all the years he had worked so hard to live.

He finally found in Ye Qing that he should live in this sunshine like a person.

But the blood that flowed down his hand just now, the touch brought him back to that rainy night again, the hands that held him up, and the blood that turned from warm to piercing on his hands.

"Daddy...... Mother...... I don't want ...... You ...... die."

"I don't have to...... Your life, I ...... Don't change it...... Don't change ......."

Zhou Xiaochuan saw that the scoundrel was in tears, his eyes were blank, and he just blindly muttered this, and the whole person seemed to have lost his soul!

"I don't want ...... No...... Slay...... You guys...... Don't"

"I don't want ...... Don't you die ......"

In the depths of his memory, his soul's desire was not to let them die. If there must be casualties, he would rather be the one who went to Yellow Springs.

In fact, the psychiatrist didn't cure him after all.

He hasn't healed either, he's just hiding the scar deeper.

Zhou Xiaochuan took the people on the ground into the bad and patted his back again and again, hoping that this would ease him down. But as if he couldn't listen to people, the scoundrel had to repeat in his ear over and over again:

"Scoundrel, relax, it's okay, I'm not hurt, I'm not going to die."

He said it again, and he took it again in Zhou Xiaochuan.

In the end, all that remained of the scoundrel's mouth was the whisper:

"I don't want ...... You ...... die."

"I'm not going to die, I'm not hurt, I'm not going to die......"

"I don't want ...... You ...... die."

But he was still so sad, and there was no improvement in the slightest. He seemed to be half overwhelmed by sadness and self-blame, he was lost, he couldn't hear other people's words, he would just walk along a path to the dark, as for what was at the end, Zhou Xiaochuan didn't dare to think about it......

Now he knew that the scoundrel was sick and terminally ill, but he was helpless. He could only hold him like this, saying such ineffective words sentence by sentence.

At this moment, the door was broken in by a person, the woman's clothes were not neatly dressed, her hair was scattered, but her eyes were full of tears, and she ran straight towards Ye Qing.

I don't know what kind of strength it was, when he found Zhou Xiaochuan without checking, he actually snatched the scoundrel over, Zhou Xiaochuan didn't want to pay attention to this crazy woman, so he wanted to take the scoundrel back.

"My son, my mother misses you...... I don't think you've ...... to eat today? I want you to sleep soundly......"

"Mother misses my son...... How is my son...... Probably take care of yourself......"

"It's raining, and my son has an umbrella...... It's sunny, and my son can let the sun shine......"

"Mother misses my son......"

The crazy woman hugged Ye Qing so tightly, and what came out of her mouth was all thoughts about her son, the two who obviously had no blood relationship, one was crazy and the other was stupid, but that voice was actually with a sad heart.

"I don't want ...... You guys...... Dead ......"

"My son, I miss you for my mother......"

"I don't want ...... One person ......"

"Mother misses my son, my son can be fine......"

In this situation, Shengsheng took back what Zhou Xiaochuan wanted to recapture. The two of them went back and forth like this, whispering and telling the secret of their hearts.

Until the scoundrel changed his tune.

"Dad, mother, I miss you ......"

His unspoken thoughts are now lured out by this crazy man. Every sentence after that is:

"I miss you ......"