Final Chapter Dreams? Not a dream?
When I suddenly opened my eyes, I was in a dim light.
For a moment I thought of the morgue, after all, it was such a violent impact!
However, when I got up, I vaguely found that there were no strange coffins around me like in the TV series, and I was not in any strange freezer, but just on a bed, and it was a familiar big bed, it seemed that this bed was bought because my previous girlfriend disliked the previous bed because it was too noisy......
The surroundings are so familiar, and the reason why it looks dim is only because of the floor-to-ceiling windows with a layer of shade cloth!
Scold!
I couldn't help but sneer secretly.
And so it was!
I touched my empty chest, the softness of my chest that had been with me for so long was long gone, and now it was just a flat chest, and I even felt the touch of bones when I touched it.
Dragged the heavy and tired body to get up, opened the shade cloth, the sky outside was still only cloudy, so there was no dazzling sunlight, but at this time, the scenery in front of him, although he had already had a certain psychological preparation in his heart, but still felt very dazzling.
Turning to look at the familiar and unfamiliar room, this feeling of loss really made me feel a little uncomfortable for a moment.
Put on the familiar and unfamiliar clothes, walk through the familiar and unfamiliar study, come to the familiar and unfamiliar bathroom, look at the familiar and unfamiliar self in the mirror, at this moment, there is an urge to break the mirror.
It turned out that it was just a dream!
In fact, I should have noticed it a long time ago, after all, where is Li Jianqing's billionaire in this world? What is called Liu Mengxin's diva? Li Juhe is just a fictional character of his own!
The reason why I became a girl is that I just feel that I am too tired to be a man; The reason why I went back to my high school career was just that I subconsciously wanted to go back to my high school days and start over; The reason why there is such a rich father is simply because he is fed up with poverty; The reason why there is such a diva mother is just because I think that with such a mother, it is easy to become famous; And the resurrection of my sister, it's just that I have always felt that if my sister was still alive, it should make my parents much happier......
There is no all-come, live broadcast of fighting skills, and there is no Mo Bai, Mu Siqi, J Lao Shi, Tian Tianchan and others, that's just because I am bored to watch some live broadcasts on weekdays, and they are just the epitome of Xiao Mo, Shiqi, Teacher J, Mei Na Chan and others, as for what anchor he is, what knows the man, what "Farewell to the Earth" is just the content of Xuanmo's live broadcast, and as for the series of jokes, it is just a combination of the live broadcast content of Sister Fa, Wuwukai and others!
Everything is just my own fantasy!
Everything is just a dream that I have to escape from reality!
In fact, I'm just a miserable person!
The self-righteous return to the online literary world, the old man who thinks he has transformed into a literary text, thinks that he can fight the online literary world again with a transformation book, in fact, he has long been forgotten by the world; Full-time writer? Online giants? Please, don't dream, okay?
Moreover, quitting your job and concentrating on writing at home is not acceptable to the world at all, right? In the eyes of others, you are just an idle otaku, the laughing stock of your neighbors!
And more importantly, God doesn't plan to let me write a good book.
I finally got mixed up with a classification push, but it gave me such bad news - my father was diagnosed with advanced esophageal cancer!
In an instant, the sky fell, and the person who supported the falling sky turned out to be me!
I've always felt that I'm still young, and I still have a lot of time to be presumptuous, but the reality gave me a slap in the face!
It turns out that society is so realistic; It turns out that not all doctors can be trusted; It turns out that so many people in the cancer hospital seek medical treatment every day; It turns out that you can queue for more than an hour just by registering a number; It turned out that it was so difficult to live in a hospital; It turns out that the surgery for esophageal cancer is so dangerous; It turned out that the cost of surgery was so high; It turns out that cancer is like this......
From being found out, to being transferred from the People's Hospital to the People's Hospital, and then spending four or five hours a day going back and forth between my home and the urban cancer hospital, and finally because of the cost of the operation, I finally collapsed.
That day, after hearing about the huge lesion, the risk of surgery with such a high risk factor, and the huge cost of surgery......
It turned out that the figure of "me" hiding in the corner and crying in despair was the figure of secretly hiding in the stairwell and crying alone after hearing the news of all this!
And that day, I finally couldn't resist it anymore, and my body finally collapsed!
forced a smile, pretending to be relaxed and telling his parents that everything was still in an ideal state, but when I completed the procedures for the day and dragged my tired body home, I already had a high fever, and I lay down on the bed directly after I got home, and about Li Yuhe and so on, it was just a sweet dream in my sleep under a high fever!
Because I can't stand the cruelty of reality, it's just a beautiful dream I have!
Nothing exists at all......
There is no illustrious family background, there are not so many people who pamper him, there is no prestige and influence, and naturally he is not so popular......
However, life has to go on!
Today, I have to rush to the cancer hospital in the city to go through a series of procedures, as well as the payment of surgery fees!
The high fever continued, and the feeling of lightheadedness made me not very conscious, but I had to let myself continue to push on, after all, there was no one to help me except myself!
I quickly washed up with cold water, hurried out with the still somewhat dim sky, and got into the car that rushed to the tumor hospital.
After more than two hours of tossing and turning, I finally arrived at my father's hospital room.
"Today, I will do an electrocardiogram, lung function and chest CT with contrast, and I will go to have a venous blood test when I have time, and if there is no problem with the report, I can arrange surgery as soon as possible." After resting in the ward for a while, the attending doctor finally arrived at work, and I came to his office as soon as possible, and he also made an explanation for today's examination.
"Okay, Professor Luo."
"You should have already prepared the cost of the operation, right? The patient's condition is serious and requires surgery as soon as possible. ”
"Hmm...... I'm preparing, no problem, I'm sorry Professor Luo. ”
"Well, that's fine, that's it for now, you take your father to have an ECG and lung function first."
"Well, thank you, Professor Luo."
Leaving the attending doctor's office, I didn't rush back to the ward, but went to the stairwell and dialed my cousin's number.
"Xiao Leizi, I will help me find a way to sell this car as soon as possible, this car has been driven for a year, and the mileage is less than 10,000, how much can it be sold?"
"Do you really want to sell it? As soon as the car landed, it was greatly discounted, and if it was sold urgently, it was even lower, and if you wanted to save it, I still had a little bit, or you took it first......"
"You have to pay off so many credit cards every month, the car will help me find a way to do it as soon as possible, I'm in a hurry to operate."
"Okay, I'll help you ask......"
A few years ago, I just paid off the debt I owed for building a house more than ten years ago, and in the past few years, I have finally saved a little savings, and I am repairing the house and buying a car.
"You're going to sell a car?" While I was still talking to my brother on the phone, a girl's voice suddenly appeared from the staircase, interrupting my call to my cousin, and when I looked up when I heard the voice, I couldn't help but be stunned for a moment when I saw the girl's face.
In front of me was a panting girl with her knees propped up, and she was panting and smiling at me, as if she was in a hurry to climb the stairs, so she looked so out of breath now.
It's just that at this time, what I care about is not her panting appearance, but which face she has! A face that is very familiar to me, but at the moment it feels a little strange and a little unbelievable!
Li Juhe?
For a moment, I couldn't believe my eyes!
Li Yuhe...... Does it really exist?
Li ...... Wohe? ”
"What? Don't know me anymore? It seems strange to ask this question, it seems that we have never met, but you can say that you have lived with me for so long......"
"This ...... It's all true? ”
"It's not true, is it?" She shrugged her shoulders, "I don't know Xiao Mo and them, although I am a student of a private high school, but I am not a school flower, and I am not surnamed Li, nor is I called Ju He, I don't have a mother who is in the future, and naturally I don't have such a tyrant father, but ...... It's true that my parents are divorced, and although everything is not real in this more than month of life, I have always gained a sense of sudden that maybe I have found the right way to live, or maybe I shouldn't continue to avoid it like this......"
"I ...... I'm a little messy...... Isn't that a dream of mine? ”
"Maybe, maybe not. Because of the problems of my parents and the relationship between my friends, I am very disgusted with this world, and I avoid this world very much, plus you have been so hateful in the readership, so I ...... Uh-huh...... I cursed it, but I didn't expect the curse to come true, you really became a girl, but you became me, living as me for so long, and living a different life, it really surprised me. ”
"Uh......"
"I thought this life would go on like this, but I didn't expect you to break the curse...... But, fortunately, you gave me a lot of information in your dreams, so after I woke up this morning, I hurried to find you, how about it? Surprised, surprised? ”
"Uh......"
"Aren't you going to sell cars? I bought your car, and you will be my exclusive driver in the future. ”
"Uh...... Your family seems to be rich? ”
"It's okay, although I don't have 10 million pocket money, I can still afford to buy your broken car."
"Uh...... So I'm going to join the rhythm of a rich woman? ”
"You're thinking too much, aren't you? I just asked you to be a driver, and I didn't say I wanted to marry you, you have a lot of ideas. Please, I'm just a high school student, and you're not handsome and don't have any literary talent, let alone any outstanding family background, why should I be with you, I just bought your car and let you be the driver, are you thinking too much? You've seen too much romance, right? ”
"Uh......"
"Uh-huh, of course, if you're willing to wear women's clothes, and sell a cute or something by the way, it's not like I can't think about it, anyway, you haven't worn it, why don't you think about it?"
"Uh...... You have such a strong taste, and you won't let go of an uncle like me. ”
"It's better than you don't even let go of a little Lori like me, right? Also, are you happy to play with my body for more than a month? ”
"Uh...... "It's easy to misunderstand what you're saying!" I'm not blaming Shu Xiao!
"Okay, let's treat your dad first." As she spoke, she took out a golden bank card directly from her pocket and handed it to me, looking at the bank card in front of me, for a moment I really felt that all this was so unreal, could such a lucky thing really happen to me? You know, I've been a damned child living in all sorts of tragedies since I was a child!
"Really...... Are you sure? It's not going to be another dream of mine, is it? I asked half-jokingly and reached for her bank card.
"Guess?" But she shrunk her hand holding the bank card, and for a moment her face showed the last expression that my sister gave me!
=The end=