In fact, everyone should be able to make up a rough idea of the direction of this story, which is nothing more than change, redemption, etc......

This part was conceived and written a year ago, and I changed it when I was sorting out the outline some time ago, and I think it can be used.

But when I finished writing this section and was ready to start the articulation, it didn't feel right......

Well, from today's point of view, that story seems a little naïve.

What kind of naïve method...... It is the common "revolution" that throws out a new technology, a new invention, a new idea, and then leads the trend, and then causes chaos, how to fish in troubled waters...... My first impression of this kind of bridge is in Wuda's "Demon Law", and my second impression is Bananada's "Son-in-law". Change is never a simple change, it involves the whole body, and it is too much of a test of mind and knowledge.

I didn't think there was anything before I started writing, but in fact, after I became an author, I suddenly realized that I was very different from those people in terms of emotional and overall control, and it was very ...... to write Nondescript.

It is a "bridge section" to create a cool point, but it can't write a sense of "coolness". It is a profound change of thought, but it does not have a sense of 'thickness'.

Probably this feeling.

The latter is related to my experience, and the former is related to strength, and Shuangwen is the most difficult to write, because the essence of the best-selling works is very cool, so I make money, and making money is the most difficult, this is the consensus.

It's like Lieutenant Colonel Frank said in "Smell the Fragrance and Know the Woman", "lt as too damn hard."

So I said from the beginning that this book is not a cool article, because I can't ...... Is it really not...... If I could, I would have written it......

Since three days ago, I've basically been in a daze at ORD, and I finally struggled to get a few words out and I deleted it again, plus I have a fever recently, my head is wooden, and my state is getting worse and worse. It's probably a vicious circle, and it's very demoralizing.

This book is no longer a "work", it has become my obsession, and I feel lost every day when I don't want to think about this story, but I just can't jump over this hurdle and turn my thoughts into smooth words.

I think I have to put it down, come up with a reasonable skeleton, and then skin it up, set the details and story bridges, and then continue to write after the whole is smooth.

Last year, October-December was probably the most difficult two months for this book, and the comment area was flooded with bad reviews, I am a more sensitive person, but I can't shake M, and I have to read every comment, so that during that time I often fell into self-loathing and couldn't extricate myself...... I remember that there is a piece of "I always feel that the author's words are missing something, and I can't write that kind of scene", and the reason why I am so impressed is probably that he hit the nail on the head.

The amount of reading and accumulation are not enough, not enough to support their own ideas.

So I probably have to stop for a while, first, to look at other excellent works, second, to re-polish this paragraph, and maybe even write something simple, not so brain-consuming to change ideas.

Just like the protagonist in the story always kills low-level monsters at the beginning, and I faced the boss at the end of the level as soon as I came up, creating a problem for myself, so I had to retreat and practice for a while.

Well...... I can't promise anything, I won't be a bad end and a eunuch, because the results have already been pounced, but I don't have so many worries, I just want to write it completely, after all, it's the first work, and I've been thinking about the story for a long time, and I don't want to write it.

This volume will be very long, and it will be finished with another volume after it is written, and it is expected to be no more than 200 words, and I will come back with the manuscript next time, I hope you are still there at that time.

Above, thank you for reading and supporting (and seriously ask for forgiveness).

——Xia Muzhi