136 You and me
The explosion of the sniper bullet was a picture that Su San and Su Xi did not expect, and after the explosion, Su Xi hurriedly ran over to check if Wang Mazi was still alive.
But it is obvious that Wang Mazi's bones have been blown up.
Seeing Wang Mazi who was dead and dead, Su Xi stood beside him without saying a word for a long time, Su San walked over, sighed and said: "How cruel is the competition between the imperial gangs, it is not what you imagined at all, since you have decided to take this path, you must learn to get used to it." ”
Susie smiled bitterly: "After going through so much, I suddenly regretted my decision, but I don't understand, who wants to kill Wang Mazi now, what does he know?" ”
Su San shook his head, and Susie continued, "Since Wang Mazi mentioned the Hand of Light, then father, do you know the Hand of Light?" ”
Hearing the words "Hand of Light", Su San's eyelids moved, and he said slowly: "I don't know much about this organization, but it is by no means comparable to the third-rate forces of the empire like the Green Gang, this is a world organization, it is said that the upper echelons of many countries are members of this force, but no one will admit that they are members of the Hand of Light." Speaking of this, he paused and said: "The three major organizations in the world, the Dark, the Eye of Hell, and the Hand of Light." When it comes to mystery, it should be the Hand of Light, I'm curious how Wang Mazi could have a relationship with the members of the Hand of Light, but if the members of the Hand of Light die, they may track you down. ”
Susie smiled indifferently: "Track it down, track it down, I'm just a bad life, it's a big deal that they will take my life." “
Su San looked at Susie and scolded with a smile: "Don't put death in your mouth when you're not old, I'm your old man, if they rush over, they will naturally pass my pass." ”
Su Xi looked at Su San, feeling that this person who had lived with him for 15 years was very strange, he never knew that Su San was so powerful, he only thought that Su San was a big soldier, but he didn't expect that he was a top ancient martial arts master.
Su San seemed to know what Susie was thinking, and said, "We have never drunk together, so let's drink a little with me!" ”
It's still the same hut, it's still the same position as when Susie left, Susie looked at Su San and said, "Didn't I give you a sum of money?" Why didn't you buy some furniture or find a building to live in? ”
Su San smiled: "I've been used to it for so many years, and besides, I spend half of my time in the army a year, since you don't live here anymore, I don't have to take care of it." Saying this, he began to enter the small kitchen and pack up the ingredients, which are Susie's favorite food.
It's a pity that Su San didn't know that these were all things he loved to eat when he was a child......
Su San cooked very quickly, only half an hour later, three dishes were made, one pot of rice, Su Xi skillfully took out the liquor from the cabinet, poured a glass for Su San, and poured a glass herself.
Su San looked at Susie who was pouring wine, sighed, and suddenly remembered that fifteen years ago, he picked up Susie from the garbage heap, that year, his wife left him, and he also knew that he had no hope of promotion in the army, and he would never be able to chase his wife back.
That year, he wanted to kill himself, but he saw Susie crying by the garbage heap, and that year, he felt that he had been given a new life, because with Susie, he felt that he had the whole world.
Although he has just lost the whole world.
"Do you hate me very much?" Su San looked at Susie and said suddenly.
Susie was stunned for a moment, nodded subconsciously, shook her head again, and said, "No, I just don't think you care about me very much." ”
Su San smiled when he heard it: "Actually, I am not a competent father, I know it myself, because your arrival completely made me at a loss, I don't know how to discipline you, and I don't know how to educate you to become a talent." ”
Susie interrupted, "It's all in the past, and I don't blame you. ”
Su San sighed after hearing this, he didn't know what to say, he opened his mouth to drink a large glass of white wine and sighed, and said, "Do you know? Before I picked you up, I had lost the courage to live, but picking you up, I think this is the greatest gift God has given me, and I understand that I still have the motivation to live. ”
"Then you must be regretting it now." Susie smiled wryly.
"No, my son, I never regret it." Su San looked at the black sky outside and fell into a long memory.
I used to have a very beautiful wife, she was really beautiful, even I think she is the most beautiful woman in the whole world.
Her family is not simple, and I, a poor boy, have nothing to want, I only have a heart that loves her.
Later, despite the opposition of her family, she married me and broke away from the family, haha, you know what? At that moment I felt so proud that I had the whole world.
But marriage is not love, it needs to face reality, it needs to face all aspects.
Speaking of this, Su San's tone was a little lost: "She is the eldest daughter, because of love with me, a poor boy, but how can she live a hard life." Finally, she couldn't bear such a poor life anymore and returned to her family. ”
So, never let a woman suffer with you, because there are too few women who can suffer with you, and if that woman can suffer with you, you must cherish her, because she really loves you.
"And do you still love her?" Susie asked.
Su San thought for a while after hearing this, and was about to say it, he smiled bitterly, shook his head and said: "It's been so long, I don't know how I felt at the beginning, and now she is like a stranger to me, maybe I was very concerned about it back then, I wanted her to change her mind, so I joined the army, I thought that with my efforts, I would definitely be able to make a future in the army." ”
But that year, I failed to be promoted, not only because I had no background, but also because I didn't have the talent to practice, and I was depressed and desperate. I wanted to prove that she had made a wrong decision to leave me, but it didn't work out, but in the end, nothing came of it.
People say that I was thirty years old, that year, I was exactly thirty years old, I didn't know what to stand, I was confused, I really wanted to jump from the highest building, end my life, I even wondered, when she was lying in someone else's arms, knowing the news that I had passed away, would she cry.
Just when I was at my most difficult and difficult time, I met you, you were so weak that year, it reminded me of myself, I thought I was in the same disease as you, I adopted you, and wanted to entrust all my unfinished business to you, until now I understand, you are not me after all, you have your own ideals, I'm sorry, this is the biggest mistake in my life.
I'm a real failure, I didn't learn since I was a child, I let my parents worry about it, I didn't keep the girl I loved when I grew up, and I was a mess in my career, maybe this situation made my temper more and more irritable!
Speaking of this, tears fell from the corners of Su San's eyes, which were wiped away by him at a very fast speed.
Susie's eyes were red when she listened, she didn't know what to say, she raised her wine glass, and after drying the liquor, she said, "You still have me!"
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