Yan An stood at the door of the ward with a pack of high-calcium milk powder, listening to the sound of crying and wiping tears to die or live. She stood like this for a long time, and finally Chao Zhen opened the door for her.

Yu Shunkang, who was hanging on one foot and wrapped in one eye, was lying on the hospital bed, and when he saw her, he threw the water cup in his hand at her, and shouted: "Beast!"

She poked her head out from behind Chao Zhen and said, "Looking at your old life, it seems that being blind in one eye and breaking a leg really doesn't have much impact on you. ”

Dong Xinsen looked at her coldly and asked, "What are you doing here?"

Yan An asked Chao Zhen to hand over the high-calcium milk powder and said, "Passing by, come and see by the way." I'm relieved to see that you're not dead. ”

"I'm not dead, are you happy?" asked Yu Shunkang.

"Of course I'm happy, you're a cripple now, your son is also a cripple, how nice it sounds to say that a family of two cripples is going to say!"

"Why didn't I strangle you in the first place!"

"So, you can't be soft. Yan An said: "Once the poisonous snake that can't be killed turns its head, it should kill you!"

Yan An saw what she wanted to see, and pulled Chao Zhen to leave, and when she was about to go out, she turned her back and said: "From now on, I, Yan An, have nothing to do with your Yu family." In the future, whether it is a happy event or birth, old age, sickness and death, please ask for more blessings for yourself!"

Yan An led Chao Zhen out of the hospital, and when she arrived at the garden, she suddenly asked, "You won't want me one day, right?"

Chao Zhen thought she had completely forgotten what she had told her before. But looking at her appearance, the purpose of saying this was not to hear his answer, but to hear her say to herself: "That's okay." After I Yan An, I can live well without relying on anyone!"

He should be angry, Chao Zhen thought, he really should be angry when he said this. But when I thought of the person lying in the ward, and thought of her past, my heart suddenly became a little clear. Chao Zhen had also thought before, if his mother had completely abandoned him since he was born, would he still accept another woman in this world without reservation?

The weeds that grow alone on the barren land are indeed on their own.

"Jiang Bai told me about her knowing you, and I have also read the case file. In the warm morning, when the sprinkler sprayed some fresh water mist, Chao Zhen asked a question that he had hidden in his heart for a long time, and he could not understand or convince himself of relief. "You were ...... How can you drive?"

Yan An's fingers on the bench tightened, and she suddenly felt that the air was condensed and frozen, and the cold air wrapped her violently, and the mist that fell on her face became a stinging ice edge.

"I was so scared that my kidnappers said I would never get out of the place where I was sold. They locked me in the car with the keys unlocked, and I thought that was my last chance. As for how to start the car, how to drive on the road, and how to meet Sister Jiang Bai and Brother Xiao Kui, I have almost forgotten it. Yan An pretended to be calm and asked, "Didn't you read the dossier?" ”

"Hmm. Chao Zhen's answer made Yan An unable to determine the credibility of his answer to her, and her brain spun rapidly, asking, "Why did you suddenly remember to ask this?"

"Curious. Chao Zhen looked at her and said, "People who have never learned to drive may be able to find the accelerator brake by feeling, or they may be able to hit the steering wheel, but they may not know where to pull the handbrake and how to press the clutch to make the car start." Chao Zhen looked at her and asked, "Didn't the car pull the handbrake at that time?"

"Is there one?" Yan An tilted his head and said, "I forgot." ”

"The first time you saw me, on the second floor of the old campus, why were you afraid?"

Yan An avoided his eyes and whispered, "I hid my cigarette there for fear of being discovered by you." ”

Chao Zhen turned his head to look at her, and the girl who was no more than an apple away from her was so familiar but strange. She seemed to have grown completely into a completely different form than she remembered, except for her eyes, nose, and mouth, which were still where they should be.

Chao Zhen looked at the endless traffic more than ten meters away, looked at the crowd of people who were busy going to work, looked at the white smoke rising from the morning stall, and remembered the scene when he first met Yan An.

That was really a long, long time ago.

"You know ......" Chao Zhen looked at the dew-soaked green shade and said slowly, "I am very interested in the art of film itself. ”

This is not a very interesting thing anymore, Yan An thought. Chao Zhen is a person who hardly shows his preferences, and in comparison, he is addicted to what he calls the so-called film art, and in this regard, it has not changed in two lifetimes.

Yan An had already guessed from his tone what he was going to say to her. She had long known that he would devote himself to the film industry and become the brightest star in the majestic universe. Yan An remembers very well that the first time she heard Chao Zhen go to make a movie in her previous life was after he transferred to another school, when it was at the end of the second year of high school and when the third year of high school was about to start, she heard about it not long after she saw his huge fashion advertisement hanging in the CBD. Then, when Yan An was busy with the college entrance examination, he made a movie and released it, and when she finished the college entrance examination, I heard that the movie helped him win the best newcomer and best actor awards at the "Jingzhi Award" that year.

Since then, the scenery has been unlimited, and until Yan An's death, he was already one of the most representative and influential actors in the Chinese film industry.

That's why Chen Shun kept forcing her to borrow money from Chao Zhen when she was desperate because of her gambling debts, and he was already a young artist on the global Forbes list at that time.

"I might ...... Interest in cinema isn't just confined to the screen. Chao Zhen was very confused and didn't know how to explain his decision to Yan An about this matter. He knew that his old-fashioned personality did not match the high emotional perception and exposition skills required of film actors, and that if he said that he wanted to make movies, he could be considered crazy.

At least when he talked to Xie Jingmin about this incidentally, he said, I really can't imagine you laughing or crying. He himself felt that he seemed more suitable to take on the role of a mere appreciator than his status as a practitioner.

"It's not just limited to the screen?" Yan An said without looking too concerned: "Anyway, you are good-looking and have money in your family, so just invite the director you like, buy the script you like, and shoot it according to your own preferences." ”

Yan An sighed and said, "Young and rich, it is true that you can be willful. ”