"It should be the reason for too much stress." The doctor saw that Gu Yiming reacted so much, and began to speak to comfort, after all, mild depression can be completely treated.

"Is there any good treatment?" After Gu Yiming finished speaking, he grabbed the doctor's hand, and then looked straight at the doctor, his eyes were motionless, the doctor swallowed his saliva in fright, and then pulled Gu Yiming's hand away.

"Mild depression is very easy to treat, but she's pregnant right now, so she can't use medication, so it's a bit of a problem." After the doctor finished speaking, he smiled helplessly, and after hearing what the doctor said, Gu Yiming became distracted.

"Are you listening to me?" The doctor shook his hand in front of Gu Yiming's eyes, but Gu Yiming didn't seem to react, and the doctor knew that he was sad, so he didn't say anything, he could only sigh deeply.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault." After Gu Yiming was silent for a moment, he suddenly stood up, startling the doctor, and then he smashed the wall with a punch, he hated himself, because he was like this, he would let Jiang Hua get hurt.

The doctor didn't dare to say anything, he could only watch him smash the wall, the doctor had seen this kind of thing too much, and he was no longer surprised, so except shaking his head, he knew that he couldn't do anything, and even comfort couldn't help.

Maybe he was tired, Gu Yiming stopped, gasped, the emotions in his eyes were very complicated, he turned around, looked at the doctor again, and then said, "Thank you, doctor, I'll leave first if there is nothing else." ”

"Okay, don't blame yourself too much." The doctor nodded, then lowered his head and continued to do his own thing, Gu Yiming walked out and stood in the corridor, his mood still couldn't calm down for a long time.

There were a lot of people around, but he didn't seem to care, he lowered his head, one hand supported the wall, as if adjusting his emotions, maybe in his heart, he still couldn't forgive the damage caused by his negligence to Jiang Hua.

"What's the matter with this person?" The passer-by pointed at Gu Yiming and said, because his expression standing in the corridor had to be noticed, and the person next to the passer-by made a shush to clean up, and only after walking away did he respond to the passer-by just now: "This is the hospital, and sad people are the most common here." ”

"It's just a sad person who blames himself." Gu Yiming heard the two people talking, but he didn't theorize, but laughed self-deprecatingly, the expression on his face was more ugly than crying, like a lost soul.

After sighing, he walked towards Jiang Hua's ward, this time he still didn't go in, but kept standing at the door, and seemed to hesitate in his heart and said to himself: "I think you don't want to see me now." ”

"I don't know how to explain it to you, and I don't know if you'll believe it, but I really don't have what you think." Gu Yiming looked at Jiang Hua in the ward and began to talk to himself, he seemed to be saying this to Jiang Hua, and it seemed to be saying it to himself.

"Ahem, ahem." Jiang Hua in the room coughed twice for some reason, which frightened Gu Yiming, and Gu Yiming went in without thinking about it.

The moment he pushed the door, he seemed to frighten Jiang Hua, Jiang Hua glanced back at Gu Yiming, then lay down as if fleeing for his life, and then closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, but all this was seen by Gu Yiming, and Gu Yiming didn't mention anything in his heart.

"Did you sleep?" Gu Yiming stood next to Jiang Hua and said, the sheets in the ward were very white, and the color of the sun made people can't help but fantasize at the same time, fantasizing that all this is just a dream without days and nights.

Jiang Hua didn't answer, because she didn't want to talk at all, and Gu Yiming naturally knew that she wasn't asleep, so he sat on the chair in front of her hospital bed and looked at her face quietly.

What a familiar face, a face he loved so much, but now it seemed that there was a faint sadness in his heart, like a heart beating violently, and there was a feeling of darkness and silence around him.

"Actually, what I want most is for you to be happy, and your happiness is more important than anything else." Gu Yiming grabbed Jiang Hua's hand and began to speak, he knew that she would hear it, and he hoped that after she heard it, she could be happier instead of continuing to shed tears.

"I know why you ignore me, I know it all." When Gu Yiming said at this time, his eyes began to turn a little red, slightly red, and his emotions were like a dam, as if he would be swept by a flood at any time.

"It's all my fault, you can scold me, you can talk about me, but I don't want you to be alone and take all this to heart, you have to know that you still have me." Gu Yiming's eyes turned even redder, and his tone was a little choked, but he forcibly bit his lip.

Maybe she was moved, Jiang Hua's breathing could become uneven, she had no way to turn a blind eye, she knew that he was sad now, but she didn't know why her heart was not so dull, just like it was finally raining in a sultry thunderstorm.

"Can you forgive me? I'm not going to upset you in the future. Gu Yiming's tone was like a pleading, he grabbed her hand, kissed it, and then kept it in his heart.

The speed of the heartbeat, like a stopped clock, one, two, three ......, seems to be the proof of life, and it seems to be the testimony of the oath, Jiang Hua's heart is very moved at this time, she doesn't know what she will do, but at this time, she can't blame him anyway.

Time stood still, Gu Yiming didn't say anything, but quietly grabbed Jiang Hua's hand, the two of them sat like that, grabbing Gu Yiming's hand, making Jiang Hua feel very comfortable, and unconsciously, she really fell asleep.

Looking at Jiang Hua's soothing brows and even breathing, Gu Yiming knew that she was really asleep, he slowly put her hand into the quilt, then took out a piece of paper and a pen from the side, and lay on the table to write seriously.

"That's all you want to know, and I hope you wake up happy and happy." Gu Yiming looked at the note he wrote and said to himself, with a little more smile in his eyes, just like a spring breeze after a cold winter.

After writing it, Gu Yiming put the note at the head of Jiang Hua's bed, and then reluctantly did not leave, looking back three times in one step, it can be seen how much he didn't want to leave her, but now he still has to leave, because there are too many things waiting for him, and after these things are dealt with, they can really be carefree together.