Chapter 361: Won't Leave Him
How could he have gone so easily when he had finally entered? As for whether it was dangerous or not, he had long since he planned to return to the hill, which was already out of his consideration.
"I'm not leaving," he said firmly, "Die'er, I have something to tell you." ”
Seeing the ardent anticipation in his eyes, Yu Die'er's heart stagnated slightly.
In fact, she also wanted to know where he was staying, how he was doing, and what he planned for the future.
After all, he had protected her like that, and she regarded him as a friend.
When old friends meet, they should care about the past, but this is not the place to speak, and his identity should not appear in the palace, and if he is known, he is afraid that his life will not be guaranteed.
And Hetai is about to go down to the morning court, if he bumps into it, it will be even more troublesome. After so many years of getting along, she has touched Hetai thoroughly, and she didn't know that a man like him was a vinegar jar.
Over the years, he has been trying to choose a suitable woman for Ping Lianchuan, but he has been rejected by Ping Lianchuan many times, and he has become more and more frustrated.
She frowned slightly, and was about to speak, when she heard footsteps from far and near, she urged, "Hurry up, someone is coming." ”
Looking at Heyan again, he looked unreasonable, Yu Die'er was helpless, hesitated for a moment, and said in a low voice, "Go out of the imperial garden and go north, there is a ruined hall there, you go to that hall and wait, don't come out." ”
After Heyan left, Yu Die'er breathed a sigh of relief, and looked back to see that Shuang'er and the magpie had taken their things back.
Shuang'er looked at Heyan's distant back, and stopped talking, how did she think that this person didn't look like a eunuch.
"Is the emperor going down?" Yu Die'er interrupted and diverted her gaze.
Shuang'er nodded, "The early dynasty is down, but the slave maid saw Gonggong Qing and said that the emperor was discussing with the minister in the imperial study again." ”
"Don't wait for him, let's go back first. ”
The habit of visiting the garden every morning is not only greedy for fresh air, but also to wait for him to go to court.
I just took them away for a while, and if I sent them away again, it would be too obvious, and if she walked away at this time, Hetai would definitely look for her when she came out, but it would add to the trouble.
Yu Die'er decided to go back to Ximian Palace first, and then go to see Heyan when she found a chance later.
Hetai went out of the imperial study and was about to go to the imperial garden, Qingyu stopped him, because he was afraid that the emperor would be hungry, so he went to the imperial dining room and brought a bowl of stewed soup.
When I came back, I met Shuang'er waiting for Princess An to leave the imperial garden, and if the emperor went, he would definitely be in the air.
Hearing that Fluttershy is no longer in the Royal Garden, Tsurutai turns around and heads straight for the Hip Cotton Palace.
In the past, after breakfast, Hetai either practiced his sword or went to the side hall to deal with the twists and turns, and he had to kill two hours, but now that he has finished breakfast, he talks to Fluttershy, and has no intention of doing anything.
Fluttershy reminds him unintentionally, but he says that there aren't many of them, and that he'll talk about them later.
Obviously very busy, there are still discussions in the morning, why do you say that there is no twist and turn at this time. Even if Yu Die'er has doubts in her heart, it is not easy to say too much, so as not to arouse suspicion.
I don't know if Heyan is in a hurry, whether he will come out and shake around.
She was so anxious that she could only wait patiently, until the lunch was over, and Hetai was even exempted from the afternoon rest, and sat in the temple without moving. Later, it was dusk, and she couldn't get out.
What can I do about this? Yu Die'er was anxious and restless, just thinking about hurrying to see Heyan, and let him finish what he had to say, and leave the palace quickly.
While she was thinking about how to break him away, a eunuch suddenly came to report, saying that a minister had entered the palace to face the saint, and it seemed that there was an urgent matter.
Hetai then got up and left.
As soon as he left, Yu Die'er couldn't wait to follow out of Ximian Palace, and the slave who followed was sent by her halfway to find Jing Chen.
Fortunately, Heyan didn't come out, and he was still waiting in the ruined hall.
It was getting late, and the house was even darker, although it was an abandoned hall, there were still candles on the table, and the fish and butterflies wanted to light it, but they were afraid that the light would attract people, and if they didn't light the candles, it would not be appropriate for the lonely men and widows to be here.
After a moment's hesitation, she lit the candle anyway.
Yu Die'er took out the food she brought to him, and hid here for a day, presumably hungry for a long time.
"The eldest prince, if you have anything to say, there are many people in this palace, and it is not appropriate to stay for a long time. I didn't know what to call him, so Yu Die'er called him the eldest prince, and Heyan didn't care what she called him.
The two of them were talking to each other in the room about what they had done after parting, but they didn't know that Hetai was already standing in the courtyard, his face was extremely cold, and the whole person was faintly revealing a sense of cruelty, standing far away, looking at the figure on the window with cold eyes.
The cold winter is not as frightening as his gaze.
The figure in the window flickered, his heart was in turmoil, and at the same time there was an indescribable bitterness. She had already given birth to two children for him, and she had spent all these years together, why was she so unconfident? Are you still afraid that she will be abducted?
But his feet walked step by step to the temple gate.
He is the emperor, how could the protective guard of the capital be so careless, in fact, as soon as Heyan entered the capital, he learned the news, in order to see what he was going to do, so Hetai did not move, pretending to know nothing.
Today, he received a report from the palace gate guard early, saying that someone had entered the palace in disguise, and he didn't have to think about it, he knew that it was Heyan who had infiltrated the palace. So he spends the day at Ximian Palace, just to see what Fluttershy does and whether she will tell him about it.
Unfortunately not.
So he turns back on his way to meet the minister and quietly follows Fluttershy.
Outside the door, Hetai wanted to kick open the door of the temple and kill Heyan, but he held back and flew onto the roof......
In the room, Heyan is still affectionately pouring out her friendship for Fluttershy.
"Do you really not want to go with me? Are you forced by his power, or are you reluctant to see the glory in front of you?"
"It has nothing to do with power, even if he is not an emperor and he has nothing, I will not leave him. Fluttershy is quiet, but determined, "I love him." ”
The hands that Heyan grabbed her trembled slightly, but they silently relaxed, and the moisture in their eyes almost came out.
This word of love burned his heart, and she told him herself that she loved another man. What else can he say and do. All illusions of extravagance were shattered at this moment.
If she is committed to Hetai because of her glory and wealth, he doesn't care, isn't it the throne?
He was able to return to Qiuchi and walk around the capital safe and sound, so naturally the support given to him by the sixth prince was indispensable.
Of course, he didn't think that this was his father's concern for his personal safety, so the care he gave was not to help him meet his sweetheart, but just that the sixth prince had the only glimmer of hope, and wanted him to go to Qiuchi to see if any old ministers were interested in his status as a deposed prince and were willing to help him succeed.
Heyan understood, but he also pushed the boat along the water, he just came to find Yu Butterfly. If she really didn't give up because of the identity of Emperor Hetai, he also wanted to find an opportunity.
It's just that he doesn't think Fluttershy is such a woman, but now that he has confirmed it, he would rather she do it for the sake of glory and wealth, which may not be so resolute.
Fluttershy seems to understand that there must be someone behind Heyan's help in Qiuchi, and those people must be unprofitable, so she doesn't shy away from asking him, "I'm afraid you're here to see me this time, right?"
"Butterfly. He smiled bitterly, "I don't care about others, but my purpose is as simple as that." ”
She bowed her head, "I believe you, but you better leave the hill early, otherwise, I can't stop him from doing anything to you, besides, your identity is not suitable for here, even if he doesn't do it, you will become a tool for others to use." I don't want your future life to be controlled and used. ”
"Die'er," he looked at her with a wry smile, "Die'er, I thought I had some opportunities this time, when you took such a big risk to save me, I thought you were ...... to me I can't forget that even if you can't go with me, at least, at least not that way. ”
Heyan said incoherently.
"I saved you because I regarded you as a friend, and of course I didn't want you to die. ”
"I understand. He said, "What a blessing it is for the people I love to happen to love me too." It's a pity that I didn't have a chance. ”
Then he sighed faintly, "Bless you, Butterfly." ”
He was looking forward to even a little wavering from her, a little reluctance to him. But she didn't. She was worried about his situation, but he knew very well that it had nothing to do with the relationship between men and women.
He pretended to smile lightly, "Die'er, take care of yourself." ”
It's time to let go of this attachment.
"Destined people will always appear, sooner or later. She was worried that he would get into the horns.
"Thank you," he breathed a sigh of relief, "let it be." ”
"Sometimes you can't just look forward, just go forward, stop, maybe you find that the scenery around you is more beautiful, and the people around you are worth cherishing. ”
"Did you say Linlang?" he regained his gentle appearance as jade, "She didn't come with me, I saw her on the street in my third year in the Red Merchant Kingdom. I don't know how she found the Red Merchant, or how much she went through to get there alone, but she said she came to me. ”
"No matter what happened to me with her before, she is in a foreign land, and even if it is out of sympathy, I can only take her in. ”
"She has been following me for the past few years, she will go wherever I go, sometimes I am annoyed, but sometimes I feel that I am the only one around me for half a lifetime, only someone I don't like. Maybe you think I'm too ruthless, I should see her good, her love for me, I should accept her, and be happy with her. But I can't help it, emotional things can't be forced,"
There was bitterness on his lips, "Butterfly, I think you should understand this feeling. ”
The fish butterfly was speechless.
Yes, if Heyan also tried his best to be good to her, would she be able to fall in love with him? Without that kind of bone-crushing throbbing emotion, accepting it just because it was good to herself is also selfish, because that is not love.
"I can figure it out, and I think she'll figure it out one day. ”
Afraid that he would not be able to get out of the palace smoothly, Yu Die'er gave him the pocket token.
After Heyan left, Fluttersey immediately returned to the dormitory, thinking that she was quick enough, but when she entered the hall, she found that Hetai was lying on the couch, and Fluttershy did not know when he had returned, lying quietly, looking to be asleep.