Chapter 13: Familiar People and Invisible Doors
When he got home, Su Ling had already come in with the key hidden under the carpet in front of the door, and the airpods on his ears were particularly conspicuous, Ye Xiaoyan was stunned for a moment, and then pretended to say casually: "I bought new headphones and I don't want to pay back the money I owe over the years for the pancake fruit?" ”
"Ah, this? I didn't buy it. Seeing that Ye Xiaoyan was back, Su Ling immediately turned off the TV and honestly made the position next to Ye Xiaoyan on the side of the dining table.
"I think so, this luxury is enough for a month's pocket money." Ye Xiaoyan opened Su Ling's homework and continued, but she kept praying in her heart: It wasn't sent by her, not by her......
"Yes, but Xia Xia said that she had bought it for me, as her first good friend or something, I didn't want it, but she said that she would give her a small gift back little by little in the future." Su Ling grabbed the oranges in the fruit bowl and prepared to dial them.
“emmm? Xia Xia? Ye Xiaoyan's body was weak, and she almost softened her whole body. The most worrying thing still happened, but it was really too much, and if he paid it back a little bit, he would have to prepare a gift for Ying Xiaxia. Even so, Ye Xiaoyan still didn't want to show it.
"That's right, Ying Xiaxia, that transfer student. She said I was her first friend in the country, hehe. But when she was working out, I casually said that she was fat, and she actually minded asking me for a long time, exactly like you. Su Ling broke one petal and put it in his mouth, and then broke another petal and sent it to Ye Xiaoyan's mouth.
"I don't eat it." Ye Xiaoyan suddenly became a little angry. Are you a pig, she obviously cares about what you think. Ye Xiaoyan began to be a little scared, Ying Xiaxia was different from other girls, they were messing with Su Ling, she wouldn't mind, because she clearly knew that Su Ling would not be abducted by them, but Ying Xiaxia was not only beautiful, had a good figure, and knew basketball, the two must have a lot of topics in common, and they had a lot of time in common, so when she thought about it, she began to worry.
"Huh? Why, not sour, this orange thief is sweet. Su Ling thought she thought that she was sour with oranges, so she put another slice in her mouth, and then showed a happy smile, "Hmm-it's so fragrant." ”
"Hurry up and review, I'm a little tired today." Ye Xiaoyan said a little perfunctorily, and then began to talk about the exercise by herself, "This question is actually not like this, because ......"
"Xiaoyan." Su Ling called out to her, her eyes staring straight at Ye Xiaoyan's slightly trembling thick eyelashes. Ye Xiaoyan ignored him, still seriously answering the question, her voice was a little floating, she felt it, he was knocking on the door.
"Xiaoyan!" Su Ling shouted a little louder, Ye Xiaoyan paused, didn't speak, but didn't want to look at him, she lowered her eyes, her gaze fell on the book in front of her, those pitch-black fonts gradually blurred, she seemed to hear her heartbeat accelerating.
"Puff, puff."
The sound of his heartbeat coincided with the sound of Su Ling knocking on the door, and he leaned over, getting closer and closer to the door.
"You...... It won't be because of Ying Xiaxia's affairs...... Jealous, right? He was a little unsure, and although he knew where the key was, he didn't bend down, he was still asking tentatively.
"What nonsense? I didn't. Ye Xiaoyan's voice became more and more empty, she felt that her face was burning in a panic, and now she estimated that she was blushing, which was really embarrassing.
I have! A voice cried out in her heart, and that voice came from far away, so that she hesitated a little, and finally was afraid to speak up for her.
"How could I be jealous? With the relationship between the two of us childhood sweethearts, it won't be my turn to be jealous. She said it in one breath, and smiled in her heart, this is not what she wants to tell him, but how can some words be said easily.
"Ying Xiaxia is a great girl, she knows basketball, she will spend time with you to do what you like, and it is natural that you have a good relationship."
Stop it! She cried out, but couldn't help herself.
"After all, after all, I don't know anything about basketball, I can only buy you something to eat every morning, and prepare a bottle of water for you after school, and now I don't have to do this, I ......"
She couldn't go on, the grievances of more than a month, she held it in her heart, no one could tell her, she couldn't suppress her tears when she collapsed, she bit her lower lip, trying her best not to cry, but the moment Su Ling hugged her, a warm current along the skin contact made her find a support.
"Hmm, wow......" She couldn't hold back any longer, and threw herself into his arms and cried.
"Good ...... Don't cry, don't cry, Xiaoyan is the strongest! Su Ling touched her back, from top to bottom, light and slow, she would sniff twice from time to time, Su Ling remembered that the last time she cried so sadly was when Su Ling used her New Year's money to buy a very cute Winnie the Pooh doll, but she lost it when she was on the train, and she was holding Su Ling at the train station and crying. It's just that the two of them were about the same height at that time, and she could put her chin on her shoulders. Now she is still curled up, and she can only snuggle in her arms.
"You don't ...... at all I don't know...... I feel ......" she snorted, her eyes were red, and she was crying and talking.
"I'm sorry." Su Ling apologized in a low voice, at this time, she didn't have to say anything, just let her vent.
"I ...... I...... Every day I think about whether I want to ...... or not Call you. She wiped her snot and tears on Su Ling's school uniform, Su Ling touched her head, and felt some warm temperature in the tear-soaked area.
"But...... But you are very tired every day, and Aunt Su said that she was distressed...... I won't dare look for you......"
"I just want to talk to you...... Even a good night...... I'm not you...... I don't have any close friends......" She wanted to use this momentum to make things clear, but reason forced her to hold back.
The more she spoke, the more tired she felt, and her eyelids became heavier and heavier, and gradually, she fell asleep in Su Ling's arms, and even had a slight snoring sound.
Su Ling knew that she didn't usually snore, and it seemed that she hadn't slept well these days, so she touched her smooth and tender face with some distress, picked her up gently, and settled her on the bed.
"Stupid ......"
She shouted softly behind her, her tone was soft, Su Ling turned her head and found that she was still asleep, and she didn't know if it was a dream or awake for a while. Turning off the lights, he gently closed the door of the room, and whispered, "Good night," while there was still a gap. ”
The door is closed.
The door that was opened was also closed.
After getting along for too long, Su Ling didn't know what his relationship was with her, he obviously had the key, but he didn't want to go in; She knew she was outside the door, but she didn't want to open it. Too often, they will rush open that door for each other, silently hugging each other when they need them most, because they are the closest people in the world.
From birth to the present, there has never been a separation.
Ye Xiaoyan probably had a good dream, with a happy smile on her face......