Chapter 905: Complicated Feelings

Li Ming stood in front of Lonely Like Smoke, and told everything as it was, and his beautiful eyes widened in surprise when he heard Lonely Like Smoke.

When all was said and done, and the beautiful woman was still standing still, he knew that loneliness might not be able to accept it......

"Okay, I've said everything I need to say, and you should also rest, but please keep this matter secret, after all, it's not fair to the shock." Li Ming said with a long sigh.

"Wait, is this what you're going to tell me about?" Lonely as smoke suddenly looked at him, and the light in his beautiful eyes suddenly became fierce.

"That's it." Li Ming nodded.

"Are you going to use that as a shield to reject me?" Lonely as smoke asked again.

"I didn't make a fuss about this matter, I regret it to death now, but I don't want to hide it from you......" Li Ming said helplessly.

"The problem is, this matter has nothing to do with me, what I like now is you, your previous things can't affect our relationship now, I'll ask you, what do you think of me in your heart?" Lonely as smoke asked lightly.

"This ......" Li Ming didn't understand what she meant.

"You have talked about many girl friends before, and how many women have intersected, this has nothing to do with us in the future, you know, I grew up abroad, this kind of thing is not a big deal at all in my opinion, the most important thing is what you think of me now, and what will happen to me in the future?" Lonely as smoke stared at him and asked.

"If you want to say that I am ...... to you Since I saw you for the first time, so many people wanted to invite you to form a team, but you didn't agree, I thought you were a cold beauty, but as we teamed up for more time, I found that you are a kind-hearted girl, but under your beautiful appearance, you have never found a sense of security in your heart, until I found out in the dungeon that you are actually a very weak woman who needs someone to take care of you carefully. Li Ming said thoughtfully.

"You are the one who protects me, and since you held me in the dungeon, one of my hearts has been unconsciously tied to you. But you deliberately avoided me, and deliberately blocked my emotions, so that I couldn't get close to your heart all the time......" said Lonely Ruyan lowered his head.

"You're right, I'm still very worried, you're too good, and your family background is so prominent, we are not people of the same world at all." Li Ming sighed.

"Actually, you are wrong, since I was kidnapped as a child, my father sent me abroad, I have been living in a protected environment, but I don't feel any security at all. Since I went abroad, my illustrious family background is no longer my pride, but a burden for me, and I like to live an ordinary life, especially to find someone I love to stay with for the rest of my life. Lonely as smoke said slowly.

"I've heard Beauty Wei'er say that everything you do depends on your own strength, but this kind of big thing, let your family agree to it, right?" Li Ming said worriedly.

"You're thinking too much, we can't even start now, what's the use of getting involved in the family background so early? Let me ask you, have you ever liked me? Lonely as smoke raised his head and asked suddenly.

This ......" Li Ming's heart was shocked, and he didn't know how to answer.

But he knew very well in his heart that he had already secretly fallen in love with this beauty, and the two had been together for so long, and the loneliness was not only completely compatible with him, but even the usual cooperation was the most tacit understanding between him and the smoke beauty.

The most important thing is that since Jinglan said that there was a marriage contract, he actually had a feeling in his heart that a big stone fell to the ground and was instantly free, because he could negotiate with the smoke beauty without any scruples.

Although this feeling is only a short moment, it is the only time Li Ming's heart has been beating in the past few years!

It can be seen that in his heart, loneliness like smoke has already been silently and deeply imprinted......

I'm afraid this situation has slowly developed long before the dungeon, but he doesn't know it, otherwise he wouldn't have fought with others for the sake of the smoke beauty, and even risked being hunted down.

But in the face of the lonely direct inquiry, his eyes dodged, and he didn't know how to answer for a while......

"I understand your thoughts, Brother Ming, I'm bothering you this time, and I promise not to harass you again in the future." Lonely as smoke, her eyes were red, and two lines of tears suddenly fell quickly, and she rushed towards the gate as soon as she turned around......

"You ......" Li Ming stretched out his hand, but still didn't take the initiative to stop her.

Faced with such a complicated situation, he didn't know how to deal with it, and shouted in his heart to catch her back, but his body seemed to be frozen, and he watched the beauty leave sadly......

"By the way, Brother Ming, in fact, the matter between you and Sister Jinglan was told to me a few days ago, which means that it was a misunderstanding." Lonely as smoke rushed to the door and paused, without looking back to say a word, then opened the door and rushed out quickly.

Bang!

The door closed, leaving Li Ming still standing there.

What's going on, what did I just do?

Li Ming looked at his hand and couldn't help but slap it hard in the face......

The hot pain came to him, and his heart seemed to sink quickly!

Lighting a cigarette and taking a few puffs to calm down, he only felt a sharp pain in his heart at that moment, and wanted to save the cigarette beauty, but at that moment his heart was extremely frightened, as if he was standing on the side of the street that day, watching his ex-girlfriend sit in a luxury car and drive away.

The same scene happened again, but it was completely the opposite, but his reaction was always the same, and he didn't reach out to catch up......

Because this time, he really wanted to recover his loneliness, but his body didn't cooperate.

Smoking a cigarette, Li Ming was fighting fiercely in his heart......

A voice told him that he had to hurry to retrieve the cigarette beauty and explain his thoughts to her.

Another voice told him not to chase after him, but to go away, lest he be hurt more seriously in the future, and then he would become a big joke.

The two voices fought with each other, leaving him with no choice for a moment.

Cigarettes kept being lit, time was passing quickly, and half an hour later, the ashtray was already full of cigarette butts, and Li Ming finally made a decision in his heart......

No matter what the situation will be in the future, but now, he has to follow the feeling in his heart and must chase back the loneliness like smoke. Show her what is on your mind.

Ding dong!

Suddenly, the doorbell rang again at the gate, which made Li Ming suddenly surprised.

Not far away, footsteps sounded, and Fan Hua hurriedly walked out of the door.

"Brother Ming, what are you doing, what did you say to the smoke beauty, she is leaving us!" Fan Hua said nervously.

"What!" Li Ming's eyes widened and he asked in disbelief.

(End of chapter)