Before you know it, it's a new year.

I have been an online writer for more than four years, and I know that I am not very good as an online writer, and I don't have a decent representative work.

At the same time, as an online writer, I am not very qualified.

When did I get into online literature?

Looking back, I have a little smile on my lips when I was in elementary school.

At that time, I secretly took my dad's mobile phone and secretly nested in the bed, (of course, not only mobile phones) at that time to turn the pages with the keys, for this reason, my dad has always wondered why his words cost so quickly.

To some extent, it's a cheat, right?

At the beginning, I didn't know a lot of words, and I didn't understand many words, but I could still understand by substituting myself, and I was very happy to read, and I often forgot the time.

I've never thought about being a writer either.

It wasn't until the third year of junior high school, the first year of high school, that I really started writing, the process was very sad but I never gave up, and the real blossoming was in the second year of high school, and I couldn't disclose the manuscript fee, but it really could make high school students very inflated.

That's when I had a naïve idea.

[A person like me, what does it not fire when I write? Write too simply, disdainful. 】

After finishing early, I started a new book, and then it was a failure, miserable, miserable.

Then I fell into a trough, it was a long time, and the trough has been there until now, what is a trough?

It's just a blow, I can't write, the plot is chaotic, and the characters are bad.

Nothing, it feels like I'm useless.

But I didn't give up, I re-examined myself and was ready to start all over again, but I was still very naïve, very anxious and urgent, and then another whole year of failure, that whole year was my darkest period, and there was almost no income from manuscript fees.

Since 2018, I have started to get better, my mind has been straightened out again, I am slowly learning, and I have memorized those things that I have forgotten, but I still fail.

The successive failures hit me and directly made me doubt my life.

Gradually, I began to wonder if I was writing material, and I began to question myself, or... So be it...

I gave up again and again, but I picked it up again and again.

Really fragrant.

Since I was a child, I was a three-minute hot in everything I did, but only writing kept me going.

With a low point, I set sail again, and after countless failures, this book came out in the second half of 2018.

Personally, I'm very dissatisfied with this work, because it was born at my low point, but I continued to write it, and the results of this book are terrible for me, but for other authors, it's okay.

A lot of people ask me why I want to finish and write longer.

But it can be due to my poor self-esteem and the little self-motivation left, I am not satisfied with this work, I want to be motivated.

"A Guitar in the World" is coming to an end, and now I have been delaying the end of the time, just to let myself spend the New Year first, as well as the planning of the new book.

It's my low point and it's my milestone.

I know that if an author can't produce good works, not many people will remember you, and no one will always guard you.

It's a happy thing to be urged by readers.

Explain that your work is recognized.

But I want to be recognized by more people.

It is precisely because of ambition that I will continue to write.

I want hegemony, let my works hang up in the palace, eat my own food, so that other authors have nothing to eat, let other authors blush me, and make other authors jealous of me.

That's funny, okay, it's quite secondary.

This year, I am 21 years old, I still have a lot of time to spend with you, and the future is still a long way, and I can grow with you.

Some authors say that my talent and my ability are the great gods of the future.

I was skeptical of this phrase, but occasionally I was happy because of it.

And my editor, I am also very grateful, although I also know that dealing with a young writer who is not yet mature, the editor is very entangled, but I still sincerely thank you, you have always been with me (although you have more than one writer in your hands, laugh and cry.) Even though I know you won't see it, you'll have to go through the process.

Originally, I wanted to write the main text of this chapter, but I want to tell you the purpose of ending it early.

I feel like it's almost time, it's time to fight, and even if it's still a failure, I won't give up.

I am still very young, and young people should have twists and turns, and there should be obstacles, so that I can grow faster and go further.

At the end of this book, it is the time for a new book to set sail.

I'm already getting ready to move.

QQ reading game classification has been inferior to the city, Xianxia, etc.,It can be said that the overall score is the last in all categories.,So I think again.,Why don't I save it with mercy?

Hahahahi, please forgive me for my arrogance (an author who has no strength, and still dares to bb so much, looking for death. ）

But I don't want to doubt myself, so I can give it a try as much as I can.

That's what I'm thinking now.

This book originated from my low point, and I don't know if I got out of it or not, but I always believe that the worse you fall, the higher you fly.

Tomorrow is the New Year, and China has stepped into 2019 from this moment.

I love my motherland, I am glad to be born in China, although I regret that my life is not super rich second generation, but full of hard work, but also extraordinarily enjoyable, when I am in my last years, looking back, maybe I am still very happy, gratifying.

And really thanks, everyone's support all the time, it is because of you, our author has the value of existence, although occasionally sprayed half to death, although occasionally angry half to death, but humbly absorb those opinions, my level can be improved.

At the end, I made a New Year's resolution:

I want to be better, I want to write a new era that is acceptable to everyone, even if it fails, please cheer me up.

There is no shortage of hard-working people in the world, but there is a lack of successful people.

Even if it's a success, even if it's an overdraft of all the luck in my life, please let me succeed once.

Just one book, it's not just talking, I'll put it all in.

The struggle in society, although ugly, I also want to break the boat.

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I don't get excited and excited about the New Year now, but I feel very depressed, and I look back and understand because I've grown up.

Growing up is not a good thing, you will be troubled by this, only add a lot of pressure, I hope that underage readers, cherish their years, because when you grow up, you will know that when you are a child, really... It's beautiful.

If you're stressed, I hope I can decompress you.

In the new year, I wish all our readers happiness and a happy family.

I also pray that I ... You can be blessed by Lady Luck.

(End of chapter)