Chapter 10: Disappointment
"Xiaoli, why don't you eat it? Not to your liking? "It shouldn't be! I have eaten with Xiaoli many times before, and I know what Xiaoli likes to eat, and the dishes on the table are all ordered according to Xiaoli's preferences. It stands to reason that Xiaoli should eat with relish, and should not be so calm and not move chopsticks.
"I'm eating, you don't care about me, you eat quickly, let's hurry up after eating." Xiaoxuan said symbolically, holding a chopstick of fried meat with shiitake mushrooms closest to her.
"Here, your favorite ribs..."Xia Wei picked up a chopstick of ribs and put them into Xiaoxuan's bowl.
"Don't clip it, I'll eat it myself, you can eat it too, don't worry about me!" Xiaoxuan saw that Xia Wei was still going to pick up vegetables for herself, so she hurriedly stopped.
“……”
When the two were about to finish eating, Xiaoxuan said that she went to the toilet, and then ran to the front desk to check out, but was told by the cashier at the front desk that she had already paid the bill.
Xiaoxuan guessed that it must have been Xia Wei who bought the order in advance, forget it, since he had already paid the money, he didn't want to say anything more, it was too real, but he showed his hypocrisy.
After eating, after resting for a while, the two got into the car and continued their journey. Xiaoxuan had slept all morning, so she was very energetic, she looked at the scenery outside the window for a while, and felt that the rapidly receding scenery outside the window was too dazzling, so she withdrew her gaze.
Xiaoxuan sat in the car bored and looked around, she wanted to talk to Xia Wei to pass the time, but she didn't dare to talk to Xia Wei. She's scared...... She was afraid that if she talked too much, she would say that she would show her mouth. She was afraid that Xia Wei would find out that she was not the real Li Xiaoli, she was afraid of ......
The car was speeding on the highway, Xia Wei was concentrating on driving, and the afterglow swept to Xiaoxuan, who was moving around, Xia Wei slowed down the car and asked Xiaoxuan: "What's wrong, Xiaoli?"
Hearing his question, Xiaoxuan originally wanted to chat with him. But seeing the speeding cars outside the window, Xiaoxuan realized that the two were now on the highway. If you talk to him, won't you distract him? Thinking about it this way, Xiaoxuan decided not to talk to him first in order not to delay him from concentrating on driving.
So, Xiaoxuan said with a calm face: "It's not much, you can drive your car well."
Xia Wei ran into a wall here again in Li Xiaoli, and he was not annoyed, just thinking that Li Xiaoli was still angry that he had just thrown something at him.
In order to find Li Xiaoli's friend's village as soon as possible, so as to make Li Xiaoli happy, Xia Wei drove intently and rushed towards the destination.
At about two or three o'clock in the afternoon, the two finally arrived in the county where Xiaoxuan had checked.
After entering the county seat, Xiaoxuan was not only a little dazed, but it didn't seem to be the county seat in her hometown. Although I hadn't been to the county seat for two years before, I still remember the general appearance very clearly.
And here, how much has changed in the past two years? Or are you in the wrong place??
Xiaoxuan asked Xia Wei to pull over, and she got out of the car to stop a pedestrian next to her, told him the name of her village, and asked him if he knew how to get there.
When the man heard the name of the village mentioned by Xiaoxuan, he didn't think about it, and shook his head again and again, saying that he had never heard of this place.
Xiaoxuan asked a few more passers-by, and the same person who answered before, they all said that they had never heard of this place.
Xiaoxuan looked at the pedestrians coming and going on the side of the road, and her heart was cold. Although I had made mental preparations before coming, I still couldn't stop feeling disappointed in my heart.
Xia Wei saw Xiaoxuan who looked lonely, stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder, and comforted: "Xiaoli, don't be discouraged, I will take you to the nearby village later, maybe you can find the village you are looking for."
"Well, good!" Xiaoxuan has no master of the six gods at the moment, she doesn't know what she should do next? I don't know if I can find my home?
But since she came, Xiaoxuan didn't want to give up, and she didn't want to go back to Li Xiaoli's house so gloomy. She misses home, her baby, her husband, and her parents.
So when she heard Xia Wei say and went to the nearby village to look for it, Xiaoxuan readily agreed.
The two drove around several nearby villages, but none of them were the one Xiaoxuan was familiar with.
Stopping Xia Wei, who was about to drive the car to the next village, Xiaoxuan said tiredly: "Don't look for it, let's go back!"
Xia Wei saw that Li Xiaoli was unhappy and unhappy, so he wanted to find that village more and more to coax Li Xiaoli to leave his heart.
Xia Wei shook his head at Xiaoxuan and said, "It's still early, let's look for it again, maybe we can find it."
Xiaoxuan knew that it was impossible to find it, but she still didn't want to give up a little hope.
The two traveled to several villages, but still did not find the village that Xiaoxuan was looking for.
At this time, the sky is getting darker, and the road is not easy to walk in winter, and the road in the village is very narrow. Therefore, in order to get out of this county seat before dark, Xiaoxuan urged Xia Wei not to look for it anymore and go back quickly.
Xia Wei also knew that it was not easy to walk at night, so he agreed with what Xiaoxuan said
Xia Wei turned the car around in front of a spacious farmhouse, and the two of them were on their way back and forth.
Neither of them spoke along the way, and Xiaoxuan was sad because she didn't find her village. So, sit there in frustration and don't move. Xia Wei wanted to say something to comfort him, but he was afraid of annoying him, and if he didn't care about himself at that time, the atmosphere in the car would be even more awkward and stiff.
At about eight or nine o'clock, Xia Wei drove into a service area. This time, he didn't let Xiaoxuan get out of the car first and went to order food alone. Instead, he took Xiaoxuan to the gas station to fill the car with fuel and entered the service hall together.
Xia Wei ordered a good meal, the waiter brought the food, and the two ate together. Xia Wei saw that Xiaoxuan's mood was not as low as before, so he took the opportunity to persuade Xiaoxuan.
In fact, Xiaoxuan is not an unreasonable person, she was really sad, disappointed, and depressed just now. However, it was only for a while, and after that while, she figured it out and thought about it. After all, there is psychological preparation, after all......
Therefore, hearing Xia Wei's comforting words, Xiaoxuan smiled at him and said, "I'm fine, if I can't find it, I won't find it, it's a big deal, I'll continue to look for it tomorrow."
Xia Wei heard Xiaoxuan say that he was going to look for it, and he was very surprised and surprised, and he was more curious.
Who lives in that village? Is it worth Li Xiaoli to go to him again and again??
Once the curiosity was aroused, it could no longer be contained, Xia Wei considered his words and asked cautiously: "Xiaoli, who are you looking for in that village?" Do you have to find him, is he important to you? ”
When Xiaoxuan heard Xia Wei's probing words, her first reaction was to be very angry. Just as he was about to say a few words, he thought about it again, maybe Xia Wei was just ordinary concern and inquiry, not intentionally to inquire about his private affairs.
Through getting along along along the way, Xiaoxuan found that in fact, Xia Wei is a very good person, he is handsome and has a good personality, although he was born in a wealthy family, he does not have a rich son, and he is used to the posture of a young master.
The most important thing is that he is really good to Li Xiaoli, maybe he really loves Li Xiaoli miserably, so he can't see Li Xiaoli a little sad. He was happy because of Li Xiaoli's happiness, he was sad because of Li Xiaoli's sadness, Li Xiaoli seemed to be restraining his joys, sorrows, and all his emotions.
Xiaoxuan thought that such a person who treated Li Xiaoli sincerely, maybe she shouldn't be so defensive and harsh on him.
If he could change the stalemate between him and Li Xiaoli from love and bitterness to a true friend during the period when he was Li Xiaoli, wouldn't that be a beautiful thing. That's relatively fair to Xia Wei.
Thinking about it this way, Xiaoxuan felt that she should tell Xia Wei and Pan about the search for the village. This is the first step to being friends and trusting each other.
Of course, it is impossible for Xiaoxuan to tell Xia Wei that she is here and is looking for her home and baby, and Xia Wei should not believe such a strange thing. Even if he barely believed it, he would definitely be frightened.
So, Xiaoxuan said half-truthfully: "Actually, I'm not looking for any friends, I'm going to find a distant cousin of mine, I heard that she married there and had a hard time, so I wanted to go and see her."
"Cousin?"
"Well, I have a cousin who married there a few years ago, and I heard that her family is very poor and has a very hard life. When I was younger, I had the best relationship with my cousin, and she loved me very much, so I wanted to go and see her. ”
"Haven't any of your family ever been to see her? When she married there, was everyone in your family very opposed to it? Xia Wei asked with a frown.
"Why do you ask?" Xiaoxuan was a little confused by Xia Wei's question, what is this? Shouldn't he support himself in finding his poor cousin? How can you ask that?
"If she was blessed to marry there, then your family should know how to go to her house, instead of not even being able to find her home like now, right?" Xia Wei felt that his cousin must be the kind of relationship that was not favored and her family strongly objected, but she herself had to marry and was given up by her family, so Li Xiaoli couldn't find her home.
Nima! I couldn't find a home because, maybe not in the same world at all, I couldn't find it. You don't know anything, what are you speculating about there! Do you think you're a lover? Still not blessed with a relationship? Why wasn't my sister's love affair blessed?
Xiaoxuan complained in her heart, then looked at Xia Wei with a cold face and said, "Why are you asking so much?" Just to ask you to do me a favor, why are you doing so much? ”
Xia Wei has never been choked by someone so much, because of family reasons, his friends and classmates next to him are all stammering and flattering him. Where would anyone dare to choke on him at every turn.
Xia Wei likes Li Xiaoli, loves Li Xiaoli, and it is the kind of love that is miserable. So this will, although Xia Wei was choked uncomfortably in his heart, he dared to be angry and didn't dare to speak, frowning and muttering: "Why are you so moody?" You weren't like that before? I'm just asking, why are you so angry? ”